Chapter 231

On weekdays, Cai Bo or Shangguan Yu gave it to him. He shook his head and said, "I'm crazy these days. I don't have to go."

"Then I'll open your infatuation and see if there's still blood in it." he's so stubborn, but I'm also a very stubborn person. As long as I'm willful, he has nothing to do.

He turned helplessly and didn't say a word.

His back and hands are full of scars. I'm used to it. I'm not afraid. These are his glorious medals.

"Chuxue, be hard on me."

I shook my head lightly, "I can't do it."

"I can't go on like this. First snow, I'll find my happiness."

I shook my head again, "you can't find it."

So determined, but I can't find a balance. I want him to be happy and happy.

But I can't give him this share. I can't separate myself into two people, one following Shangguan Yu and the other following Lou broken evil.

Although I don't know what Shangguan Yu wants Lou poxie to say, I won't guess. If I lean back, I will be full of happiness. I won't be bothered by anything.

The knife mark on his thigh broke again when he held it down, which was more serious than anywhere.

My hand trembled slightly. I thought that such a man, knowing the heavy burden on his shoulder, also thought that Ni chuxue would be sad without Shangguan Yu.

In this life, if there is only one of them, I will jump into his arms without hesitation.

I gently put on the medicine and said, "I don't want you to go. Really, I will cry when I think of your lonely figure."

"Silly girl, it will pass eventually." he wiped my tears lightly: "where's my meal? I'm really hungry. I'll get better soon when I'm full. Silly girl, you don't have to worry. I've died several times. I have to let this foot walk."

I look out the window. It's snowing. It's cold enough.

A spoonful of hot rice to my lips.

I looked at Lou poxie, and he blinked good-looking eyes: "chuxue, you can have some."

I didn't want to refuse the longing in his eyes, so I opened my mouth and swallowed it.

He smiled happily: "I like watching you eat best."

I have to ask shangguanyu. I don't know how to go in the future. But I don't want him to push me away. I have never changed my heart of loving him.

I walked around in the yard, but I was still worried.

I think time passes so slowly. Why doesn't shangguanyu come back.

The dim sunshine slowly went down.

The yard is full of waxy meat.

Shangguan said he would save it for the winter.

Is he going to live here for a long time? After all, this is not our home.

Although the old couple are good and treat us as their own, shangguanyu helped build a room on one side for the Cai family, but I don't understand shangguanyu's heart. I don't know what he thinks?

"Miss Ni, why don't you sit down?" Cai asked closely under the eaves.

"I'm waiting for them to come back." I don't even dare to stay in the house for too long.

I will hear the breathing sound of Lou poxie. Why does it make me so anxious.

It hurts me to think of him alone, but I can't stop being an official.

Finally, I waited until he came back and pulled a cart full of things with a carriage.

My heart was relieved. I met him and looked at him puzzled: "Shangguan, tell me?" don't say anything clearly. He knows what I'm talking about? I want to know what Shangguan means.

He smiled apologetically and took my hand: "Cai Bo, let's go outside and say something first."

"Old lady, look how many things doctor Shangguan bought us. Don't worry about it all winter." a bright and happy voice echoed in the yard.

He smiled and pulled my hair behind my ears, looked into my eyes and said, "Ni chuxue is the kindest person."

"I don't want to listen to this sentence." there is no practical significance.

"Chuxue, don't worry. I tell you, I'll never want you. You're my Shangguan's wife. As for Lou poxie, you're very upset. Chuxue, I'll take you to Shangling temple in the next day. I heard Cai Bo say that the fate there is the most accurate. You can ask. If it's doomed, it's just a passing Pavilion, you'll be happy Comfort me a little, isn't it? "

"Can it be like this?" I don't believe that much. But what if it's fate? You can't think deeply.

"Don't worry, go and have a look. Maybe God's arrangement is always different. Don't think too much. Just give me everything. Give me everything. I just want you to be happy. Have you eaten at noon?"

I nodded: "Lou poxie fed me all his food. I can't refuse."

He stroked my head and held me in his arms: "my little girl, I don't want you to feel bad, but your heart is too soft. Go and have a try."

I nodded, "OK."

If it is fate without share, maybe my heart will be more open. I can ask for marriage for him and see where his fate is? I want Lou poxie to have a happiness. He is really worth it.

The officer gently untied my clothes, fingernails scratched on my back, picked it gently, and gently took off the fine infatuation.

"Does it hurt?" he asked softly.

I shook my head, "it doesn't hurt."

"Some still have to wait two days. Don't grab them with your hands. I'll burn some herbal water tomorrow to make you bubble. It'll be more comfortable."

He pulled up the quilt and covered me tightly. He kissed my face and said, "sleep better."

Lou poxie is here. Shangguan doesn't sleep with me. I know it's because I'm afraid he's sad. Outside, he shared a room with Lou poxie, spread some grass on a stool, and then spread some things to sleep. Everyone knew his intentions.

That morning, shangguanyu asked me to get up and go to Lingsi together. He didn't say anything to Lou poxie. When he left, he was still asleep. I think I'll tell him when I get back.

As soon as I got on the carriage, the officer grabbed my head and kissed me fiercely: "little girl, I miss you so much."

"You are so presumptuous." his face turned red.

"My husband kisses his wife. What's wrong?" he kissed again and smelled my breath deeply. Then he said softly, "come on, let me see your madness and scrape some off."

"No, it's cold."

"If I hold you, you will be cold." he cried with a smile.

I stroked his face and gently kissed his eyebrows: "Shangguan, thank you."

"It's a couple. What else to thank? Just give me a baby when you're well."

I nodded. I would like to have children for him.

I knelt on the mat, sincerely shook the bamboo stick, and a bamboo stick fell down.

Shangguanyu picked me up, picked up the bamboo stick, and went to the sign office.

"Shuangfeiyan." the old man shouted.

I was afraid, "what's the matter?"

"No, nothing? What do you want, miss?" he put away his look.

I looked at Shangguan Yu. He gave me a smile of encouragement. I sighed and said, "I beg for marriage for my friend, ask him, and have a fate with me."

"This pair of flying swallows has not been shaken out for decades. Miss, you know what they mean, that is, they must be destined for you."

I was a little afraid. I grabbed the officer's hand and said, "he is my husband."

The old man stroked his beard and smiled: "I can see that you have fate. You missed it several times, right? You can know from the palm of your hand, but the other one has connected you again."

Actually, you're right.

"Miss, you know what the situation is like when the former one shakes to shuangfeiyan."

I was afraid, "what kind?"

"Shuangfei means that two people will live with you for the rest of your life."

"Three," I exclaimed.

Shangguan, is that what you want to say about the past? This is really hard for me to accept. Although I had a blind date with Lou poxie, I don't want to be so embarrassed.

In Qinhuai, Shangguan Yu once said that if you marry anyone, we might as well marry you.

When did he mean that.

"Yes, it's hard to solve when fate is deep. However, it's not that there is no way to solve it. These two people have only one fate in their life. They can become monks to solve it."

I shook my head and felt a pain in my heart. I became a monk. Do I really want to become a monk?

"Shangguan," I called softly.

He led me down the mountain without saying anything.

After walking for a while, he said, "chuxue, you can be as if you haven't heard of it. In fact, I also have this intention. However, I want to see how God arranged it. After so much, I have to believe my life. We won't be together every step of the way."

As if I didn't hear, I don't know.

I nodded. What is it like this?

He held my waist: "madam, will you look down on me?"

I shook my head. "Not at all."

I decided to keep these in my heart without saying a word.

Without kindness, she went back to the courtyard with Shangguan. However, Cai Po told us that Lou poxie had left.

I was in a hurry: "his feet are not clear yet."

"He walked with a stick. We couldn't stop him."

Shangguanyu took me out and walked for a long time before he saw a man walking with a stick on the road in the mountains.

"Loupo evil." I shouted.

He was stunned, did not look back, but said, "I have to go. First snow, Shangguan Yu, you are happy."

You are happy. What about him?

Shangguan Yu patted me on the shoulder: "chuxue, tell him, I am willing to have you with him."

"Me." I opened my eyes wide.

The words choked in his throat and couldn't say a word.

He took me to the past without looking back. He was very strong: "chuxue, I only have the determination this time. I know, you love me. What is secular? We don't care about anything. We don't want to live in secular eyes."