I'm so tired. I think of Ni chuxue's smile. It's getting farther and farther away from me. I've been shouting, chuxue, chuxue, didn't respond to me.

She shouldn't me. She cried with her head in her arms. I hate you.

I'm so tired. I want to rest.

But a voice scolded me: "Lou poxie, what are you? What do you call Ni chuxue? Is it yours? Ni chuxue is mine and I belong to Shangguan Yu. Lou poxie, don't you want to argue with me? Stand up. You stirred Ni chuxue's heart. She told me that she was moved by you. Lou poxie, open your eyes and I'll show you how I married Ni chuxue."

One by one, I talked about the first snow.

I whispered again: "first snow, first snow." look at her again, I can close my eyes forever.

"Ni chuxue said she was moved by you. Did you hear that? You cowardly man, why did you tell her you like him?"

Who has been yelling in my ear, even Jing dare not give it to me.

I heard him say, Ni chuxue, is it true that she has a heart for me? I opened my eyes, but saw Shangguan Yu's face.

What about the first snow? Where is the first snow? Why does he always tell me about the first snow? Bobo's tears ran through his heart.

I wanted to close my eyes again powerlessly. Shangguan Yu gnashed his teeth and shouted, "you can't sleep until you compensate me for my complete first snow."

"First snow." I cried softly, tears blurred my eyes.

"Don't pretend to be dead for me. I don't allow dead people in shangguanyu's hands. I'll settle a good account with you." shangguanyu said proudly.

I look around. From time to time, the first snow comes. I can't do this. I want to stand up and don't let her see my injury.

"Compensate for my first snow." Shangguan Yu cried with red eyes.

In my mind, I slowly became a little sober.

"The first snow is waving." I said softly. The first snow waved to me on the sunny grass, smiled gently and shouted, "Lou poxie, come on, come on."

I was almost going to follow. Shangguan Yu grabbed my hair and shouted angrily, "Lou broken evil, don't dream. Ni chuxue is in the palace. She has you in her heart. You have to compensate me for my Ni chuxue."

Why did he cry when he finished.

I woke up and wasn't addicted.

After all, the first snow is only in confusion. In reality, Ni chuxue won't smile at me anymore.

I hurt him deeply.

Even I dare not take another look at her eyes for fear of the injury in her eyes.

The smile on her face is still there, but it's so sad. I sigh deeply that I still have to face the reality in the end.

Shangguan Yu looked at me angrily and said, "Lou poxie, you took my first snow like this. Are you like closing your eyes and leaving? Is it so easy? You have to live for me and guard the Yan Dynasty."

"I'm sorry," I said bitterly. I inserted them because I was greedy for the beauty and laughter of the first snow. Shangguan Yu suffered a lot.

Obviously, he was with chuxue. I was too greedy.

"Sorry, it's useless. She already has you in her heart." he said bitterly. He looked very bad, full of vicissitudes and pain. Seeing what happened that night, he hurt chuxue and hurt him badly.

I don't know why he slapped Chu Xue, but his eyes clearly said love Chu Xue. I think few men have such a general feeling.

He looked at me with red eyes and said: "You know what you bastard did? Obviously you hurt her. I was mad. She told me that she didn't hate you and told me not to blame you. I slapped her in the face. Why, Lou poxie, Chu Xue was always confused in front of me, but she was moved by you. But I can't give up. I'm not as good as you, but I can't monopolize my love , I teach her and tolerate her constantly. I just don't want to give up him, but I can't resist your short appearance. "Shangguan Yu sat aside and smiled bitterly.

When it comes to the first snow, I suddenly wake up a lot.

The pain on the body seemed to be much lighter: "say it, I want to listen more."

Chu Xue is such a silly girl. Has she been moved for a long time? However, I was wrong. Why should I be greedy? Let her not be happy, and let Shangguan Yu not be happy.

I don't like shangguanyu very much. Moreover, I have received news from the capital that shangguanyu is the life of Xinfu. I envy this person and can freely do what I want to do.

That scene was an ugly palace farce, which was caused by one person, that is, my father and Emperor.

I always, do not want how to see him, do not disobey, I disdain.

I can understand that Shangguan Yu is not the prince. He is a arrogant man and refuses to enter the palace.

But for the first snow, he can enter the palace, he can yield, and he can tolerate.

I think I can't do it if I'm not as good as him.

"I'm sorry," I said softly, as if my strength was going to be exhausted.

He sneered and looked at me with his pupils: "just say sorry? I hate people in your palace."

Yeah, even I hate myself?

"So." he paused and said, "you have to live for me. Otherwise, who will protect the Yan Dynasty and Chu Xue? She has you in her heart and you have to protect the Yan Dynasty. If Yelv comes in again, you can know how sad she will be when Chu Xue comes to the truth. How will people in the weak Dynasty go to see the princess of Liao and become a palace maid in the imperial palace? They are spies and traitors?"

He also knows. Protect the first snow.

Yes, be sure to: "I will live, you give me medicine."

I knew his medical skills, and was superb. I clenched my teeth tightly: "I won't cry a pain."

"This is the good man of Yan Dynasty." he took out his knife and roasted it on the fire. "It's still the account to be calculated. It's not that I'll give you the first snow."

That time, I was dizzy for three days, but I never gave up. I think chuxue will laugh at me when she knows this.

When you wake up again, the army has been retreating. There is no way.

I blame no one but myself for my powerlessness.

On the fourth day, Shangguan Yu came to give me medicine. I asked him why he came to the border.

What about the first snow? What should I do?

"Do you think the palace can accommodate my existence?" he said quietly.

I have a bitter smile, which is true.

"Chuxue, the prince will help her," he said lightly, but I still saw a pain in his eyes.

I insist to know: "I won't let you in my barracks. I'll have you sent back to the capital in the afternoon." what can be deepened is escorting.

He clung to the medicine: "Lou poxie, just ask directly. Up to now, what can't I say? The people of the Lou family are bastards." he scolded loudly.

He thought, you're right. The people of the building family are all bastards.

"The prince doesn't allow Chu Xue to leave the palace. Moreover, Chu Xue has so much involvement in the palace. Do you want to tear her into a second parent? I never want chu Xue to be sad. If you want chu Xue to make a choice, I will choose for her." his eyes are a little red.

"But chuxue will be sad." if I want to do this, my heart will crack and hurt.

How much pain and suffering she has to bear when she is alone in the palace.

If I had known this, I might as well not know chuxue. I'd rather be alone for a hundred years.

Close your eyes, some wet.

He didn't speak, but his medicine hand was a little stiff.

I know he really cares. Well, the palace is so far away: "let's get better and drive Daliao out. Just for me, I will never let Yelv hurt chuxue heavily."

"Yes," he said dully

So only a few days later, I went to stop Daliao from crossing the south water with a big knife and a general, which hurt my wound, but I still didn't give up.

We won. Daliao finally didn't learn water warfare and prevented them from crossing the south water, but I didn't have the strength to lie on my head and let it go.

Shangguan Yu came on horseback and roared in front of me in front of the soldiers: "Lou poxie, are you looking for death? At this time, you actually go out. If you tear open the wound, it will take ten days and a half months. If you cut again, you will go directly to the king of hell."

He scolded me for losing face, but I felt a sincere feeling.

My brothers have never cared so much about me.

Now even if I'm at the border, they won't care how deep I'm hurt or whether I'll die. They just think about who will have the military power at that time. If I lose, I have to run away quickly.

I said with a smile, "I beat away the heavy men and horses of Yelv. Once I crossed the south water, it would be very difficult for people here to be safe. Once I crossed, if I stepped down again, there would be more deaths and injuries."

"What about your injury?" he cried.

I took a long breath: "I'm really not good, shangguanyu. I don't know if I can go this time. You should take Chu Xue away." if you can't stay in the cannibal palace, you will devour Chu Xue.

When I finished, my eyes were dark and I didn't know what was going on.

Only the people behind me know that my back is almost blood paste.

Later, I learned that it took shangguanyu a few days to chase me back from the gate of hell,

But he tightened his mouth and stopped talking to me.

I think I need to recover well before I can fight again.

People in Daliao probably knew that my second serious injury finally survived. Shangguan Yu's work was indispensable. People in Daliao secretly tied Shangguan Yu.

I got up and led the troops to catch up, and caught up in the south water.

Yelu looked at me on the other side of the water and said, "seven princes, why do you bother? You will lose sooner or later when fighting with us in Daliao. And is it worth fighting with you for Ni chuxue?"

I chuckled: "yeluzhong, you underestimate us. He didn't compete with me for Ni chuxue. She was not mine. Since I am a general on the battlefield, I will try my best to protect every inch of Yan Dynasty. As a soldier, I should fight to the end until the last drop of blood is shed. There is today, there is no tomorrow."