Chapter 175

I didn't know how to face it. He held out his hand and held me tightly.

I felt his intense heartbeat. His body smelled of sweat and blood, as well as the smell of men and the smell of sunshine, which was even more confusing. It's warm and safe.

Therefore, the tears were so fierce that they seemed to embed me in his arms that they were out of breath.

All the fear stopped. I bit my lips so that I wouldn't cry.

It turned out that I was so timid and cowardly.

He locked my face, then closed his eyes, touched my face with trembling fingers, swept my forehead, stroked my eyebrows, then eyes, my cheeks, my lips.

Hands are covered with cocoons. It must be very bitter here.

At this moment, there was no one in my heart, only him.

There is no denying that I like him. That night, he sat gracefully on the carved fence, looked at me in the dark, and he came out.

I remember what he said, like the tide covering me.

I thought he would kiss me.

But he didn't. But according to my face, close to him, feel each other's temperature.

He said in a low voice, "chuxue, why are you here?"

This sentence, how many sad ah? But I sighed, "I thought of coming here."

He knew that there was no peace in the palace after he left.

Waves of waves will not subside because of his withdrawal. On the contrary, the attraction of power makes me have no place to stand.

"I only received the news last night that you were gone." he said softly, "I always don't believe it, Ni chuxue, what a proud woman."

"It's a narrow escape. It's coming."

"Sorry, I wonder if I hurt you." he sighed.

I shook my head: "no, I don't know what? Tell me, why? I know, you must know the reason, why the prince must marry me."

He smiled with pain in his eyes, but didn't answer me. Instead, he asked lightly, "chuxue, where are you and Shangguan Yu?"

The sigh became strong in my heart and made my heart ache: "I missed fate. In my life, I don't think about these fate anymore. It's not mine, it's not mine."

"Is it yours or yours?" he asked, looking into my eyes.

I avoid: "I don't know. Things are too far away and too tired. I don't want to think about it."

He sighed heavily: "chuxue, do you hate me?"

"Hate, I hate you, you are all bastards." I cried and cried.

Then he smiled: "if you don't even hate, you really think I'm a stranger."

Yes, I said that.

Now he said it, so moved me.

I looked up at his eyes: "do you want to listen to my honesty."

"If you don't want to say it, you can never say it. From today on, Ni chuxue in the past has died and reborn, which has nothing to do with the people involved in you." he said something that I couldn't understand.

However, I nodded: "those things have passed. Lou poxie, I have you and Shangguan Yu in my heart. You left, he left, and then my heart also took away. I thought I could live a comfortable life alone, but I was most afraid of being alone at night. Missing would divide me in half."

"Sorry, I have to go," he said softly. "It's not because I hurt someone that I left."

"I admire you," I said.

He smiled and held my hand tightly with his fingers. "What about now?"

"I don't know. I come as I please, and I will go as I please. I don't want to pretend that I don't know anything anymore.

"A good heart, no death, is a good thing. Just think you are reborn." he smiled beautifully and brightly. "I often think of you, and I'm afraid of thinking of you. Therefore, when I see you, I can't believe it. Chuxue, why do you still appear here? I'd rather you go back to your Qinhuai and stand aloof from the world."

"But here I am."

He smiled, his eyes full of love, and said nothing.

Clenched hand, did not talk about a situation, did not force anything, but it was closer.

It turned out that he looked so good when he laughed.

When he was in the palace, he hardly smiled.

"Seven princes." I sighed.

He shook his head: "the seven princes in the palace are no longer. They came for war and never thought of going back."

I admire him so much: "I'm not afraid of death. Don't chase me where?"

"Of course, they said you were going to set a fire, but it's a pity that you let Yelv know that you're not dead. Can you stand the first snow and some tosses in the future?" he whispered.

"I'm not even afraid of death. What am I afraid of?" tossing and pointing guns and arrows is much better than that intrigue.

He still has something he doesn't want to tell me.

Don't say it if you don't say it. I don't want to know. Vaguely, don't I understand?

My life experience is different, but I don't have the courage to face it.

I'm from the Yan Dynasty. I'm a woman raised by the Yan Dynasty. My mother is Ni Jingjing of the Yan Dynasty. My surname is Ni.

He looked down at the blood on my skirt and asked with concern, "I'm hurt."

"Nothing."

He gently hugged me: "go to the main account and let the military doctor show you."

"Let me jump and walk for a while." I'm sorry. It's not dark yet?

He smiled happily: "chuxue, you are still shy."

The golden sunshine shines here, penetrating people's faces. It is a heart with blood, without any burden. It just wants to expel Daliao from the Yan Dynasty.

I finally had something bad. I buried my head in his arms and grabbed his clothes with my fingers.

Such peace of mind, if there are thousands of troops and horses in front, holding a bow to each other, I have no regrets.

The place where the seventh prince sat was quite spacious. It was a waiting house, and then he spread blankets and so on at will. In front, there was a tent, which was the place where he had a high discussion.

The two women carried water for me to wash and soak in hot water. They felt like a dream.

It was God who made me meet the seventh prince. Is it me and his fate to continue? OK?

In his eyes, there is no power. If the war is over, will he go back to filial piety? Or what.

Oh, didn't you say you'd stop thinking about love? But it's spinning here. Whether it's Shangguan Yu or the seventh prince, it's hard for me to choose.

Choose one, you will hurt one.

At that time, I made up my mind to keep up with Guan Yu all my life, and he left.

He has his burden. He worries about me.

Goodbye to the seventh prince. My heart is still in pain and moving.

Both are princes. Who am I?

I thought the doctor who came to treat me would be Shangguan Yu, but I didn't recognize him.

A burst of disappointment in his heart, the seventh prince also came in and washed the dust off his face.

I quickly lowered my head, held back the pain and asked the doctor to apply medicine and bandage.

But being so smart, how can I not see my disappointment?

He sat next to him and said calmly, "Shangguan Yu is on the back line. Most of the wounded are transferred to the back line. They can arrive in half a day. Let someone send you there tomorrow."

I looked at him and he turned his head.

He sighed softly in his heart and said, "seven princes, you have changed."

He did not speak, but quietly looked at the wound on my foot. In his eyes, there was heartache.

The doctor wrapped me up, but he didn't go down. Instead, he went to the seventh Prince and said, "the seventh prince, it's time to take medicine."

"Oh, no, come back before you go to bed late." he waved.

The doctor stopped. "But,,," he looked at me.

I smiled: "I'll go outside to avoid."

"No, the seventh Prince hurt his back." he looked at the seventh prince with some fear.

The thin frost on the seventh Prince's face condensed: "just talk more and go down."

"No need, seventh prince, don't be capricious. He is for you." I put on my shoes and jumped to him: "I heard you were seriously injured. I also want to know if you are well."

"It's almost OK. It's all right. Go out for a while and I'll give him a medicine." he stood up and helped me.

The doctor said, "the seventh prince was still bleeding when he looked just now. He didn't get well so soon."

"Why don't you let me know." as soon as my stubborn temper came up, I didn't go.

He was helpless: "well, don't be afraid. It's all over." he gave the doctor another cruel look.

I thought he had changed, but in fact, he was still a little childish.

He unbuttoned his clothes and lay prone on the soft couch.

The doctor gently put his clothes aside and saw that the back wrapped in white gauze was red with blood.

Is this called much better?

I pinched my fingers in the palm of my hand and felt his pain. My heart was trembling gently.

"You go down, it's not so good." the seventh Prince waved to me: "ask someone to come in and change gauze."

I shook my head, tears spilled out of my eyes: "I won't go."

Cut open the gauze, the deep knife marks are intertwined on the back, and the deepest, you can still see the bright red meat.

My heart was churning. I held his hand on one side of the soft couch and gently asked, "does it hurt, does it hurt?" if it was me, I couldn't hold on. The news of his serious injury had already spread to the palace.

It's still like this. I don't know how he came over at that time. Last night, he led the attack on Daliao.

So strong, I took his hand and kissed it gently, and tears fell on the back of his hand drop by drop.

He chuckled: "fool. It doesn't hurt. Really, it doesn't hurt at all."

I gently bit his hand and he shouted, "it hurts, it hurts."

"Why don't you take care of yourself." in my heart, I also cut these openings, heartache, filled them, and my fingers closed his hand indiscriminately.

The soft light in his eyes was irresistible.

"Chuxue, do you feel heartache for me?" he said softly.

I nodded, but still could not stop the tears and pain: "let me stay by your side." I heard my trembling voice.