Chapter 171

"Just promise me once, just this time, I won't ask you again." her eyes were filled with sincere requests.

No matter what she said, I wouldn't agree. I shook my head.

"What are you insisting on? Ni chuxue, the seventh Prince is gone, and Shangguan Yu is gone. In this palace, you only have me." she cried angrily, "you're alone. Anyway, your body is not innocent. What's worthless, aren't you?"

If it weren't for my sister, I would have slapped her.

I stood on the threshold and sighed low. Do they all look at me like this?

Those who regarded me as the treasure in their hands left the palace.

"It's not worth it." I smiled and asked me to go with the old emperor. It's better for me to jump into the Taiye pool directly.

She kicked the table angrily, swept away the vases on it, fell to the ground and made a loud noise.

This is like her anger. I really don't know her. After entering the palace, she climbed up at all costs and finally became a Zhaoyi. This time it's a child. What's next?

I have my persistence. I can't follow her path.

I'm not a puppet maid, Li Xiang, so selfish.

"Ni chuxue, you have grown so big in my Yan family. Is it time for you to repay your kindness?" she looked at me angrily.

I was surprised: "I am also the daughter of the Yan family."

"Hum." she sneered, "like?"

In my heart, I have some fear. What does that mean?

"You are not my father's daughter at all, so my father doesn't like you and keeps you. That is to wait for one day, you can repay kindness, Ni chuxue. It's time for you to repay kindness." she stared at me.

I shook my head: "Lixiang, don't say this. I'm not Dad's daughter."

"Then why doesn't dad hurt you at all and don't want to see you at all."

"For you, I tell you, dad wants to drive you out of the house, but you can't get married anyway. Forget it, my Yan family supports you as a young lady. Now, it's time for you to return, I'll still treat you as a sister."

I was weak and felt like the earth was falling apart. "Pear fragrance, stop talking."

"Will you or won't you?" she asked.

I still shook my head: "this is not a painting deal, Lixiang. How do you understand a person's feelings, a person's self-esteem and self-respect?"

"It's all bullshit. It's true that people are alive." she interrupted me in a high voice.

"Are you happy if you live?" I asked softly.

She was stunned, happy, unhappy. In the contest of power, she was unwilling to lose and unwilling to be lower than others. She always had endless injuries. I once advised her, but she didn't listen and insisted on taking the road she wanted to take. Now, I can't go on for her.

"They're gone, I don't know what you're holding on to?" she roared angrily.

My heart sighed low, why, just a position, want our sisters to turn over and tear up like this.

"Even if every friend of mine in this world has gone and left me, I won't promise you. People live not for others, but for themselves."

"You are selfish." she gritted her teeth and looked at me with hatred.

Are you a sister? Why, angry at each other, low and bitter smile in my heart.

"Yes, whatever. I can't promise this. Lixiang, if you live, you have to love yourself. If you think I can't even do sisters without helping you, how precious you are," I said gently.

How can she not be selfish? I'm dad's daughter. She didn't say that about me.

"Ni chuxue, get out of here, you bastard. You have no conscience." she cried, angry and smashed things.

My sister Yin Lixiang is no longer the sister of Qinhuai Guanghua and zhishudali.

She is a Zhaoyi, a Zhaoyi who tries to climb up.

Wild seed, so ugly, I covered my ears and walked out.

A trace of pain slowly twisted out from the bottom of my heart and tangled together.

In my heart, family affection is very important. Shangguan Yu knows it.

So he didn't want to embarrass me. He left.

He gave me up. He knew me too well.

Such pain, such helplessness, has finally passed. I can't always think of pain and let pain live my life.

What can let me change my mind is that Shangguan Yu finally walked out of the palace and the capital. He can do his best with his own strength. He is also a hot-blooded man of the Yan Dynasty.

I am happy, if fate, can't it be continued?

I walked my way carefully, narrowly seeking survival in this palace.

It was Li Xiang who hit me hard. She was hurt a lot, but I didn't add it to her.

I can carry the stigma of stealing for her. It doesn't matter. After all, it's not true.

But let me have a baby for her. No matter what she says or asks, I won't promise.

At least my heart is beating. I know what to do. I also know that my road can't go like this.

Even if no one cares about me in this world, I still can't lose my minimum dignity.

I'm not a child of the Yan family. I heard about it as early as Qinhuai, and I don't think about it.

Speaking from Lixiang's mouth hurt me to pieces.

No matter how you say it, it is not like this to repay the kindness as heavy as heaven.

My mother didn't give me a result until she died. Looking at me and sighing, I didn't want to.

But I don't ask her. She's very sad. I don't want to make her more sad.

I don't know why my mother won't be happy with my father until she dies? And now, I seem to know, so what? These weak feelings of flesh and blood will gradually change. What is important is that there is a filial heart. I call him Dad, and he will always be my dad.

I repress myself and don't think about it.

Look at the shadow near the water. I Ni chuxue is really different from her. In appearance, I'm not like my mother or my father.

I'm not the daughter of the Yan family, so my surname is Ni. I live alone. Even my relatives are afraid. She doesn't know how to cherish.

I don't have too many extravagant hopes for pear incense. After the pain, there's nothing else.

The next evening, someone called me.

In the imperial garden, imperial concubine Ping was sitting there leisurely.

A mammy led me over.

I'm not very afraid. I'm afraid there are many dark eyes of the crown prince around me. I had this understanding when I was in shangguanyu medicine shop.

He bowed his head and went over to salute, "Ni chuxue, the maid, knocked on the imperial concubine. The imperial concubine is auspicious."

She didn't ask me to get up and let me kneel on the ground.

Those who knock on the imperial concubine or above and announce it alone must kneel.

"Look up," she said faintly.

I looked up and saw her angry eyes, cold and bottomless.

I looked at her puzzled. Since I entered the palace, at the beginning, I was most afraid of her.

Kill me everywhere and spare me everywhere. Several times, I narrowly escaped death. Why does she hate me.

She pulled a smile from the corner of her lips, "Ni chuxue, you and your mother are really a little like, very much like Jue. Such a thick eyebrow comes from him. Such eyes are your mother."

"Imperial concubine, do you know my mother?" I asked softly.

She chuckled, "not only do you know each other, but you know them well? Ni Jingjing, a famous prostitute in Qinhuai, a pair of jade arms, a thousand pillows, and a little vermilion. Ten thousand people taste them." she said disdainfully.

"Imperial concubine, my mother has passed away. Please don't slander her." I said solemnly.

I can't listen to what I say in front of me.

She looked at me coldly, "bold slave, give me a palm."

What else can they do besides these punishments? I smiled low in my heart and slapped me in the face without any mistake.

"Don't think that if the crown prince wants to accept you as a concubine, the palace can't help you." she said coldly and waved her hand.

I put down my hand and my cheek was swollen and painful.

She smiled again, "Ni chuxue, you and your mother are different. Your mother became famous in Qinhuai and then went to the palace to compete for a position. Unfortunately, people in Daliao liked her. Yelu of Daliao lived in Yan Dynasty for a period of time and took her to Daliao. Unfortunately, she was a prostitute after all. Even barbarians in Liao disdained her."

My heart is so sad, "lady."

"It's the same with having a daughter. When I entered the palace, I hooked up with the seven princes and the crown prince."

"Does the imperial concubine like to say this?" I looked up at her proudly.

No fear and no fear, it's a death after all, isn't it?

She looked at me and smiled. There was no coldness in her eyes, but a pity smile.

"In those days, I was as proud as you, but I was more beautiful than you. I despised men, but I couldn't compare with Ni Jingjing's prostitute. I stayed in the palace and became a concubine. Your mother went to Daliao. Hehe, I don't know why I'm not as good as her. Let the man take her away. Men like foxy."

"What's the use of the imperial concubine telling the maidservant?" I said lightly.

She half squinted. "There's no place for you to talk. Do you know how you entered the palace? Jasper purple vase, isn't this my thing?" she felt it out of her sleeve.

Gently let go, the beautiful Jasper purple vase fell to the ground and smashed.

This vase polluted the Yan Family and changed our fate. It was so easy to break it.

The heaviness was just a joke.

"My imperial concubine's surname is Lin, you know?" she smiled.

I was surprised. No wonder I was so close to Lin Jingru. My surname was Lin and Qinhuai.

However, Qinhuai hasn't heard that there are imperial concubines in the Lin family.

"Since I was a child, I was like your mother. In the brothel, we were still good sisters?" she smiled happily

"You can't figure out why I should embarrass Lin Jingru now. Originally, she was asked to be the crown princess, but she didn't work hard and gave it to the old thing. In those years, if the Lin family hadn't sold me, why should my fate be so rough?"