Chapter 156

"It's not trouble, first snow. I'll tell you something. Don't be angry." he lowered his eyes.

"That must be heard first." it must not be a small matter, which makes him proud.

He sighed and said softly, "I'll go into the palace and be a royal doctor."

I was shocked and held on.

Why? He entered the palace again. Before I went out, he stirred in again. Shangguanyu, shangguanyu, can you really face those problems in this way?

In this way, can he not be tired?

He grabbed my cold hand and said, "first snow, I want to break free from those shackles."

I looked up at him and said, "will you go to the palace to be the emperor? Can you break free like this?"

"I don't know. It's hard, but I want to look at you more."

I hummed: "Shangguan Yu, what time did you say?"

"Don't be angry. I'll slowly convince the emperor."

I chuckled: "what are you capable of? Princess Tianfeng often goes to the palace to see her future daughter-in-law?"

"Oh, jealous." he smiled low, held my shoulder in one hand and leaned close to his head: "Princess Yuzhen has something to say first? She can accept your existence. If you don't mind, chuxue, be my favorite concubine. I will only pet you and love you all my life."

"Then why do you marry a princess?" I was a little angry.

He still doesn't know me enough. All my life, I won't be anyone's concubine and concubine.

"Put it at home and travel around the world with my favorite concubine." he put his hand on my shoulder and said freely.

I smiled gently: "Alas, my life, I have no fate."

He bowed his head and kissed my cheek: "stupid Ni chuxue, I'm kidding you. I know you won't be a concubine. You just like one-on-one, don't you?"

I laugh and am very happy. Shangguan Yu will scare me.

I bumped his head: "you can't play such a joke with me anymore."

"OK, no more. Chu Xue, I really went to the palace to be an imperial doctor for the emperor. The emperor's body is getting worse and worse day by day. It's estimated that it won't last long."

I looked around nervously and whispered, "you can't talk nonsense."

"It was you and I who said it. The emperor likes women's sex. He has long emptied his body and hasn't restrained." he disdained.

In fact, I also despise it.

I frowned, "you shouldn't have entered the palace."

"Do you think I don't know you?" he sighed: "chuxue, you are in the palace. How many people want to hurt you. Do you know if anyone will check the poison in you? No. do you know who did it? You don't know, do you?"

I nodded. I really didn't know anything.

He grabbed my hand and said, "the poison was from Princess Yuzhen."

I feel calm, Princess Yuzhen. I really can't stand it.

The seventh Prince and the crown prince protect me. She can't find any excuse. If she poisons, she will die. What can she do to her?

No wonder no one checked it out.

The seventh prince said, he did the poison. If you want to hate him, hate him.

I don't believe what he said at all. It's Yuzhen. There's a root.

"Chuxue, chuxue." he called me and called my mind back: "what do you think? You don't have to worry about this when I'm here. Princess Yuzhen won't want to frame you."

"Alas." I sighed heavily. How can I repay Shangguan's love.

Shangguan doesn't like these constraints. He doesn't know me. I won't be happy if he enters the palace.

His head was buried in his arms and pinched his waist: "Shangguan Yu, when can you go out?"

"I can leave the palace at any time." he smiled. "Do you like it? I was caught in the palace. Didn't I solve my dilemma by coming in like this?"

"But?" but it's not the best way.

He held my face and sighed, "fleeing is not what I want."

"Is it a good thing to enter the palace?" Princess Yuzhen coveted him.

He smiled: "don't be afraid, I can hold on, as long as you believe me. You can often meet in the palace."

Trust is good, too. If I don't trust the candidate, I will promise the crown prince. Being a favorite imperial concubine is not all done.

Unfortunately, it has never been my style and practice.

I looked at the sky and said faintly, "Shangguan Yu, what should I do?"

"What? What?" he asked.

I smiled bitterly: "there are two people in my heart. What do you say?"

For the first time, I admitted it. This is the first time I said it in front of a senior official. I don't know if he has such a generous heart, but I don't want to pretend anymore.

It's true, and I don't want to hide it from him.

I think it's unfair for him to hide it. He is wholehearted to me, but I'm not just him.

He was stunned and looked a little bad.

I smiled bitterly: "yes, not only you, but also the seven princes."

"Why did you tell me this?" he was angry and grabbed my hand, which hurt a little.

"Shangguan, I don't want to miss you."

He pinched my face and made me look at his angry eyes.

He said angrily, "what's wrong with me? Make it clear to me."

In this way, can I speak?

I broke away from his hand, looked down at the green grass and said gently, "Shangguan, you know what I mean? I'm not innocent physically. Although I don't want to say, I can't change it. This is a fact. Not only have I changed my heart, but I don't have anything for you? It's strange that I live in two people."

He held his fist. I closed my eyes, raised my head and said, "Shangguan, you hit me. I'm an asshole Ni chuxue, an ugly woman. It's not worth it. Don't get involved in the trouble in the palace."

"I really want to." he gnashed his teeth. "Do you think I can do it? Ni chuxue, you are really an asshole."

I bit my lip: "I'm sorry."

"Is it useful to be sorry?" he yelled.

Stroking my face, I trembled, but he pressed my face, printed a kiss on it, and said firmly, "you can only love me."

I shed tears. Shangguan Yu was so smart. He had already seen what moved my heart.

He opened his eyes, full of him.

"Shangguan Yu, I don't know what's good or bad. I'm not satisfied, but I don't know why?"

Hold me tight: "chuxue, don't think about it."

"I can't lie to you." I blinked at him.

"I don't blame you." he laughed at himself: "From the beginning, I saw the eyes of the seventh prince. I saw what he meant to you. That's special. That's the beginning. How can you refuse him? Ni chuxue, what do I fear most? What do I fear most is that you are attracted to him, so I tolerate you. I keep saying that I want your heart. As a result, I can't stop him from coming."

Who should be blamed? It's my fault? Face up to your heart and want him to let go of me.

Some boons can't be repaid with emotion, which can't be compared.

I am afraid that one day, I will not love him, or one day, he does not love me, but wants to fight for me.

I'm beginning to be frightened. I'm confused.

I can only love one, I want to, so I don't have to struggle anymore.

However, with my heart moved, I have been deceiving myself, and there is nothing I can do.

Many things are related to the seventh prince, but it's not his fault.

Finally, we should face it squarely. How can we escape?

He patted me on the cheek and smiled bitterly: "chuxue, what should I do?"

I shook my head. I don't know. I feel very upset about love. It's no longer me.

However, without their help, there would be no Ni chuxue.

I'm not a ruthless person, otherwise, I won't be as bitter and struggling as I am today.

"I'll attack your heart from today on," he said softly.

I opened my lost eyes and looked at him: "can you?"

"Who is my Shangguan Yu?" he smiled arrogantly, but there was some astringency.

I know. I'm sorry for him. I didn't mean to be excited about the seventh prince.

I have to try my best. I like it. It's two people's business. If I still want to be happy and be good for Shangguan, I have to concentrate on him.

This is not only him, but also me.

I sighed and smiled at him, "Shangguan, it's very kind of you."

"I don't want only good, I want your heart." he looked straight into my eyes.

I chuckled: "yes, Shangguan, if you have a position in your heart, no one can replace you."

"That's good." he breathed a sigh of relief. "In the future, it's time to meet you in the palace. Don't worry. Princess Yuzhen doesn't dare take me. The emperor won't force me. He still has to rely on me now?"

I beat him lightly: "you are less arrogant."

"What do you think? The emperor's body is dying and can't recover as usual if it improves." he whispered in my ear, "no matter who inquires, you can't say it."

I nodded. Of course it is. What kind of event is this? But even if he doesn't say it, I can see it.

A person, if there is good gas, rest well, upright in one, although thin is also the essence of the eyes, refreshed.

However, your majesty, alas, your majesty is only less than 50 now. However, you look so bad.

I stared at Shangguan Yu again: "how can you tell me?"

"I want to frame you? Ni chuxue, otherwise, how can I have the opportunity to rob your heart?"

I beat him on the waist angrily: "damn man."

He laughed: "Ni chuxue, you are so stupid. Come on, let me show you your brain."

"Come on. Shh, stop it. Look, Princess Yuzhen is watching?" I stopped and looked across the lake.

Princess Yuzhen and several palace maids stood there watching. They couldn't see her expression clearly, but it must not be a good thing.

He held my shoulder in protest and hummed coldly, "I haven't bothered her about the poisoning. Dare to provoke her again. I don't need her trouble. I'll give her some medicine."