Chapter 150

"Ni chuxue." he cried helplessly, "can't you be more clear? Don't let me guess, headache."

"Shangguan, if you give up, you won't be tired." I said faintly.

When he was about to speak, the woman gave him two bowls of noodle soup and two bowls of plain noodles. "Take your time," she said politely.

I nodded and thanked her.

The officer knocked on the table and asked me to face up to his words.

"Can you finish the noodles first?" I held the soup and blew it gently.

It seems that, in his opinion, face is more important than him, which is very dissatisfied. But he didn't say anything.

Just angry, watching me drink soup.

When I had almost eaten, I looked up at him and said, "don't you eat?"

"Can I eat?" he said angrily.

I smiled and pointed to my face, "this will be my life, do you understand?"

"I don't understand. Did you listen to what I said? Or Ni chuxue, you are too selfish. Why is it me that hurts more." he shouted angrily.

I said seriously, "shangguanyu, I listened, but I also have my ideas, you know? I just can't be too selfish. You have your gap, so am I."

He grabbed my hand, a little nervous: "I can't understand what you said."

"You know, you care, so do I."

"Don't do that," he begged.

"Shangguan Yu, what about your pride? You don't have to be so wronged."

"That's it. What else can I do?" he laughed at himself. "Do you think it's so easy to eradicate you from your heart? It's not easy for me to get rid of the first snow."

I bowed my head and couldn't bear to look at him. My eyes were red.

Said softly, "I know it's not easy."

"Then don't think about it. We all need time." he said in a low voice, "no, remove me from your heart now. What if it's difficult? Will someone cherish what's not difficult?"

My nose is sour. I turn my head. In the world, what I lose is the most precious.

I don't know how to choose. I'm standing at the crossroads. I don't know whether to enter or retreat.

Or I wait for some wind to blow me to that side, or I go my own way.

If it's normal, I'll choose the back. I don't like people to control me.

But now I have no purpose and courage. I'm confused everywhere. How can I go?

He's right. I have seven princes in my heart. I don't want to wronged Shangguan Yu. He's very kind.

However, he was very upset and he didn't want to give up.

I really hope someone can tell me how to go on? Because I'm confused.

"If you don't speak, you just promise not to give up." he said quickly, "Ni chuxue, that's it. Come on, seal." he hooked my finger and put his thumb together.

He pressed hard. I ate softly, "it hurts."

"I'm a doctor. I'll see you for free, go to Shangguan medicine shop and serve with grapes." he smiled.

I smiled: "overbearing."

He played with my fingers and said softly, "don't torture you anymore. Look at you. If you lose weight, I'll prescribe Shiquan tonic Soup for you."

I smiled: "you are not necessarily better than me."

"I'm a doctor," he said proudly.

"Yes, doctors are omnipotent." it's amazing, he always said so proudly.

"I'll give you something as the price of hegemony." he touched his sleeve.

"Don't give me anything." I owe too much. How can I pay it back.

He smiled, "you'll be surprised."

"Really?" I said faintly. What can I surprise with? Can it make everyone forget something that happened. There is no such medicine in world. No matter how superb Shangguan Yu is, he can't.

He stopped and looked at me. "Let's make a bet. What if you're not surprised? What do you want to do and what do you think? I won't embarrass you anymore. I'll listen to you."

This bet will not be too big. I stared at him in amazement.

He smiled: "I never bet without confidence."

So confident, so proud, bet. I nodded.

"Close your eyes first," he said.

"So mysterious." I closed my eyes obediently.

A thing with body temperature touched my hand. I opened my eyes. The tiny orchid and the glittering bracelet are not my orchid jade bracelet?

I grabbed it in surprise and squinted at the little orchid on it. It's so beautiful. It's mine.

"Surprise?" he asked softly.

I nodded and looked greedily, "my orchid jade bracelet, you know? My mother left it to me."

"Next time, don't give it to anyone." he grabbed it, closed my hand and wanted to put it on me.

Unfortunately, it didn't seem to fit very well. I cried with pain: "no, I can't wear it."

"You relax. Your bones are choking there. Naturally, you can't get in."

I had a bitter face: "no, you can't wear it. Let go."

"Look over there, someone is looking at you." he nodded behind me.

As soon as I turned around, he made a sudden effort, and the jade bracelet was smoothly put into my wrist. The pain made me exhale.

Drum face to see him: "you play tricks."

"Anyway, it's in, isn't it?" he raised his eyebrows. He looked down and said, "it's beautiful."

Yeah, anyway, I put it in anyway.

I was a little proud: "this is what my mother left me."

"Your mother is Ni Jingjing. She is very famous in Qinhuai. She moved the capital and entered the imperial palace. Later, she went to Daliao and finally returned to Qinhuai." he talked like a stream. It seems that she has made great efforts to investigate.

I frowned: "my mother has been to Daliao?" why didn't she say it?

"Yes, that's what I said. Look, no one in the palace has this Magnolia bracelet, right? It's only in Daliao."

"Really?" I exhaled. "I don't know."

"It doesn't matter, Ni chuxue. I won the bet." he smiled and his eyebrows were full of pride.

I nodded, "you won." I was really surprised.

He tapped the table and said word by word, "then you can't deny me or yourself. I know we are all fragile. Give us some time."

I nodded: "in fact, I didn't say I wanted to give up."

He stretched out his hand and pinched my face. "You have made my heart lift up." he sighed heavily.

I keep smiling. Why can I be so relaxed?

It seems that there is nothing in front of us. Don't you think about it? yes.

However, we can't be together again like this. At that time, problems that we don't think about will still appear.

It would be too painful to say sorry at that time.

I took out the broken silver from my waist. He immediately raised his eyebrows and said, "I'm here."

"I know, occasionally, let me invite you, don't owe you too much." I insisted.

"I know what you mean, Ni chuxue, isn't it noodles? What's not used to eating? Good is also a meal, bad is also a meal, and satiety is the most important." he picked up the cold noodle soup and drank it in one gulp.

This also made him realize that he was a young master, extremely noble and always the best.

However, that is not the life I want to live, whether it is to be friends or have the opportunity to develop.

I hope to share hardships, not joys and sorrows.

"In fact, it's also good." he smiled: "there's nothing impossible to adapt, only those who don't adapt."

How close his ideas are to mine.

"Chuxue." he looked at me: "that day, I shouldn't have hit you, so I'm in such pain. You must be more sad. Chuxue, I'm an asshole. Why don't you know to comfort you?"

"Don't mention it, Shangguan." I grabbed his hand: "it's all over."

He announced: "Ni chuxue, you'd better be mentally prepared. I still want your heart."

I stay. How can I be so direct? What about his time? That makes my heart beat.

"You can't refuse, you can't shrink back," he said overbearing.

"Shangguan." I don't know what to say.

"What I want is Ni chuxue, your person, your heart, not the so-called thing. It's good to have you with me. Damn, I must have no reason that day to hurt you." he was annoyed.

I looked around and was very impatient: "I'm going back to the palace."

The wrong person is me. Why does he want to do this. Shouldn't I ask for a tear and a runny nose? But I'm timid.

"Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you again," he swore. "I'll give you time. I won't force you."

My heart was warm and sour: "Shangguan Yu, where's your time?"

"No," he said bluntly, "I'm going to die when I work in Shangguan Yu."

The high spirited Shangguan Yu came back.

He said, "we don't live here in the future. We live our life. Why bother so much about others."

He pulled me in a daze again: "well, when you're full, you should go back to the palace."

"You decided too quickly," I said softly.

What if one day he can't accept it? What if one day he regrets it?

He smiled: "I never regret my decision. You have to believe you. You are definitely worth it. Those days, I lived a wax chewing life. Today, when you come, I seem to breathe a sigh of relief. I'm sure I don't want to live such a day again. First snow, I like it, when I'm with you."

Me too. Sad long enough, it should be sunny. I looked at him with bright eyes: "Shangguan."

As he walked, he asked me, "what?"

"Nothing, just want to call you." I just want to call him.

He smiled: "I must thank Lin Pei and give him two wild ginseng."

I covered my mouth and laughed. He held hands and asked softly, "is that a tree root?"

"Is there any fake medicine in shangguanyu's medicine shop? It must make him bleed his nose. Tell him if he is ill, he won't charge a silver or two." he is so proud.

It turned out that the doctor was really a good profession, so he was very proud.

I'm speechless. Who likes to be sick.