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Gong Siming stared at the cup in his hand, the steam rising from the cup obscured the hazy mist from his eyes, but the corner of her eyes intentionally or unintentionally stared at Si Wan who was standing not far away. The happier she smiled, the colder the expression in his eyes became.

Si Wan suddenly felt goosebumps all over her body. Her shoulders trembled and she hurriedly took off his jacket and placed it on her. "Cold?"

Si Wan shook her head in embarrassment, "No, I just suddenly felt that … "Hairy."

Si Wan was wearing a sleeveless snow dress, it was normal for her to feel cold. Mu Zhishen held down the fact that she was going to take off her jacket and said gently, "Put it on first, you can give it to me when you leave."

When Mu Zhishen treated a person tenderly, it was like the spring breeze caressing one's face. It was calm and collected, and in reality, it was very difficult for the other party to reject him.

Si Wan pursed her lips and laughed, "Boss Mu, gentlemen are considerate indeed. It's no wonder so many girls are crying and yelling wanting to marry you."

"Wanwan, I think we are already friends, why do you keep calling me Boss Mu?" Mu Zhishen pursed his lips, and shook his head slightly. "Senior sister Si really knows how to hurt others' hearts."

Mu Zhishen and Si Wan came from the same university, so he had liked Si Wan since college.

However, at that time, Si Wan only liked Gong Siming. Mu Zhishen knew a lot about Si Wan, but Si Wan didn't know anything.

She probably treated him as one of her pursuers.

So when his confession was turned down, she would unconsciously distance herself from him.

Si Wan laughed embarrassedly, she avoided the topic and joked: "Is there anything wrong with calling him Boss Mu?"

Suddenly, he put down the wine cup and seriously asked, "Wanwan, two years is almost up. After it finishes … What are you trying to do? "

Si Wan was startled, and immediately raised her head, "You … What did you say? "

Mu Zhishen placed his chin on his hand and spoke carelessly, "Wanwan, I have paid more attention to you than you think."

Seeing that Mu Zhishen's gaze was impartial, as if he had already known everything about her, Si Wan gave up her plan to make excuses and laughed bitterly, "In a blink of an eye, me and him … We've already been married for two years! "

Time flies!

Back then, when Si Wan married Gong Siming, he did so at the request of the Old Master Gong. At that time, although Si Wan liked Gong Siming, her status was not something she dared to force.

It was just that at that time, Old Master Gong's health was not good enough to strongly request for Si Wan to marry Gong Siming for two years.

"Wanwan?" Seeing her startled, Mu Zhishen called out softly, his eyes filled with worry.

Si Wan turned her head, her gentle face shining under the sunlight, "When the time comes... I might go abroad. After so many years of being surrounded by a single person, I have almost forgotten about myself. I want to enrich myself and go abroad to learn more. "

She had once given up on things for Gong Siming, after losing him, she should pick them up one by one.

Mu Zhishen's eyes dimmed. "Wanwan, you never did … Ever think about me? "If I'm willing to go abroad with you …"

Si Wan immediately shook her head, "Mu Zhishen, there's no point in doing this." "I don't like you. You don't have to sacrifice anything for me."

In Si Wan's life, she was probably the only one who could make her feel cowardly, worried about gains and losses. When facing others, she was always as merciless as the autumn wind sweeping leaves.

"Wanwan, Gong Siming has been flirting with so many women every day, causing you to feel embarrassed. Why did you still insist on doing this?"

Si Wan put down her wine cup silently. She did not speak, but she silently expressed her stubbornness.

Mu Zhishen laughed bitterly, then leaned backwards, "Since you love him this much, why didn't you explain to Gong Siming what happened to Feng Ling back then, it had nothing to do with you."

"Mu Zhishen, how can I explain this?" Si Wan bit her lips, the light in her eyes dimming. "Indeed, it was I who injured Feng Ling, which caused her to become a vegetable. Gong Siming hates me, I don't blame him. "

Back then, after her marriage with Gong Siming was announced to the world, Feng Ling quickly took the initiative to ask her to meet him. She had originally wanted to explain clearly to Feng Ling what had happened to her grandfather.

But she did not expect that on the way to see Feng Ling, her car would go out of control and directly crash into her.

In these two years, she had always been living within the intense emotions of guilt and self-blame, as if she was trapped in a shackle. Even though she was filled with passion and love for Gong Siming, when she thought of Feng Ling, she had always told herself — Si Wan, you are not worthy.

Feng Ling was Gong Siming's true love, so Gong Siming hated her. She didn't blame him or blame him, but she would feel sad.

Mu Zhishen's throat felt a bit choked, and he suddenly felt a bit of heartache for her. "Wanwan, you actually … "No need to work so hard."

He wanted to shake hands with Si Wan, but the other party calmly avoided him. Si Wan smiled slightly, "Mu Zhishen, I am very grateful to you for taking care of me all these years, but … Everyone knows that emotions can't be forced. I can't give you what you want. "

"Let's consider it the punishment of the heavens." Si Wan stood up, took a deep breath and laughed bitterly, "I am a stubborn person. I probably only love Gong Siming for my entire life, no matter what he does to me. When the time comes, I can leave the Gong Family and never see Gong Siming again.

Si Wan placed one hand on her chest, her posture was devout, and her tone was filled with deep love, "I've already filled up Gong Siming, I can't hold anyone back anymore …"

She picked up the wine cup, raised her head and finished it in one gulp. "Mu Zhishen, I'm very sorry."

Silence spread between the two of them. Si Wan held onto her wine cup, and suddenly didn't know what she should say to ease the awkward atmosphere in the market.

What Mu Zhishen and Si Wan did not know was that after Si Wan had finished her bold confession, the figure of a tall and straight up figure suddenly stiffened. He could not move any further, and after a while, he turned around and left …

poured another cup full of wine and smiled, "Mu Zhishen, let's drink together."

She had meant to drink three glasses in a row, to express her apology.

Mu Zhishen suddenly stood up, holding down her hand, he snatched the cup and spoke with a relaxed tone, "What are you doing? This isn't the first time I've been rejected by you, so I'm already used to it. Wanwan... "

He quietly withdrew his deep feelings and heartache. With a slight smile, he said, "I will always be on your side."

Si Wan's pupils trembled and her eyelashes fell. She covered the guilt and helplessness in her eyes and sighed softly.

"Mu Zhishen, I'm sorry."