Chapter 236

"Cough! Cough, cough

Shang Zhen coughs violently and reaches out his hand to stop Feng Xingyan from approaching. Others are worried and look at her, but his eyes are full of respect.

"How's it going?"

Huang Bowen was the first to ask. At this time, except Feng Xingyan and Shang Zhen, other people were wearing protective clothing, so their voice was a little stuffy.

"Nothing..."

Shang Zhen's pale face was tinged with blood because of her severe cough. When she got better, she described it word by word, "the drug reaction is a little strong, and the pain intensifies with Disgusting! Dizzy feeling... "

While Shang Zhen said, there are people around him. It's easy to see what they're doing. They're testing the drug with Shang Zhen! Use her as a living body!

Shang Zhen didn't expect that she would come to this stage in the end. However, compared with the reluctance and fear of the unknown in her previous life, she was much more relaxed in this life, because everything was in her hands. She didn't have to worry that she would be used to death. She could even use what she suffered now to exchange for future glory.

To put it simply: it's as terrible as K virus, and it's like a dangerous toy at this time. She's in control because she knows she can absolutely succeed, so she's always calm and terrible.

But Feng Xingyan is not so calm.

"Must it be? It must be her! "

He's going to swear! Why can Shang Zhen become an experimental subject, but he can't. every time he looks at Shang Zhen suffering, he is on the verge of Mania! If he can, he really wants to replace Shang Zhen and go on his own!

Old Yan pulls Feng Xingyan aside so that he won't disturb the process there. Recently, his research is progressing rapidly. Such a good situation can't be destroyed.

"Young master, it's not that we don't want to, but that we really can't. Miss Shang's body is different from that of ordinary people. In short..."

Yan Lao lowered his voice and said to Feng Xingyan, "in short, Miss Shang is a special infectious agent, an invisible carrier that can't infect others, and her physical activity is ten times that of ordinary people, so she won't die as easily as ordinary people But you are not the same. "

Feng Xingyan suddenly silent down, suddenly feel some funny.

He is not the same, he can live, or rely on Shang Zhen once every three days to give him a needle hanging! So what qualification does he have to use his already precarious body to test drugs? An carelessness is to add trouble to Shang Zhen

What a trouble.

After recognizing the reality, Feng Xingyan feels deeply powerless!

He can't test the medicine. The only thing he can do is to accompany her when she tests the medicine and watch her suffer like self abuse. Then he is more painful, but he can't stop this kind of behavior.

No matter how long time goes by, we can't adapt.

A month later, Feng Xingyan looked more haggard than Shang Zhen. He lost ten jin, and his eyes were always covered with blood, because he didn't sleep well at all.

When Shang Zhen was in the middle of the night, he often felt that Feng Xingyan woke up and stayed up all night It can't go on like this!

Although she is testing the medicine, the psychological pressure brought to Feng Xingyan is fatal! This is very harmful to the treatment, so Shang Zhen pauses one day to test the medicine and plans to talk with Feng Xingyan.

"Is the meeting over?" See feng Xingyan put down the computer, Shang Zhen asked with a smile.

Feng Xingyan was very surprised, "Why are you here? Sit down

Recently, except at night, Shang Zhen spent all his time in the laboratory, so it's really strange to see her in the room during the day. He was going to go there after the meeting.

"The experiment also needs to be carried out step by step. Up to now, the data they get is a little saturated, so I don't need to do it for the moment."

Shang Zhen's words let Feng Xingyan relax, but he thought that the experiment would continue tomorrow. His eyes were dim, and his mind was crazy. Do you want to use a special method to find a living experiment?

But thinking that Wan shaolun had been killed by Shang Zhen, it can be seen that Shang Zhen would not use others for living experiments.

"Then you have a good rest today." Think of what, Feng Xingyan quickly put down the computer, and then ready to help Shangzhen to bed.

Shang Zhen laughs and looks at him helplessly. "I'm not disabled. You don't have to be so nervous..."

Feng Xingyan doesn't speak any more. Recently, he is very silent. His dark purple eyes have lost their glory and vitality. Shang Zhen thinks that if she beats him and scolds him, he may feel better.

But no, she just took Feng Xingyan's hand and went to one side of the sofa to sit down.

When Feng Xingyan walked, his joints were stiff, and Shang Zhen just vomited, his face was pale, and his feet were empty.

Seeing this, Shang Zhen couldn't help laughing.

Feng Xingyan looks at her and doesn't seem to understand this time. How can she still smile?

Shang Zhen pointed to him and himself, "do you think we are like a pair of brothers?"

This metaphor is really too appropriate. Feng Xingyan's mouth is slightly tilted and wants to laugh, but he can't think of anything. He doesn't want Shang Zhen to suffer with him at all."Come on..." Shang Zhen put out two hands to lift the corners of his mouth, "you don't have to be so sad, because I don't feel pain!"

"How can it not hurt?" This sentence is like stabbing the wound of Feng Xingyan. He is sensitive to his reaction! It's not that he hasn't suffered from the pain caused by K virus. He is suffering day and night. How can she say no pain?

"Calm down, don't you think I'm happier now than before?"

Shang Zhen asked.

Feng Xingyan naturally finds out, but he thinks it's just that Shang Zhen does it deliberately in order to make him not feel guilty. Who will be happy when he gets a terminal disease? This is ridiculous!

He did her harm! If he had died long ago, if his people could find the antidote faster, she would not have to suffer!

Under this kind of psychological pressure and remorse, Feng Xingyan, who has never had nightmares, has been having nightmares recently. During the day, Shang Zhen's painful expression after taking the medicine will be repeated in his dream at night. He has to touch Shang Zhen's breath when he wakes up from several nightmares to make sure she is still alive before he can take back his heart.

This kind of panic, others simply can't understand!

Shang Zhen sighed, looked at a place, and suddenly said, "do you know? Before, I always had a kind of unreal feeling, that kind of feeling is like playing a game, crash, and then read the file to come back, although after coming back, people are all smooth sailing, but I have a kind of floating feeling, it seems that I'm still dead. The so-called comeback is just like a dream, but a beautiful dream. "

She said quietly, her mouth slightly tilted.

Feng Xingyan frowned. He didn't quite understand what Shang Zhen meant. What's a rerun? What is a dream?