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Sikong Banyu was relieved. Fortunately, the enemy Xiaoren is not the enemy for the time being, otherwise it is really hard to deal with it!

"It looks like you're trying to tell me a story."

Sikong half language is not stupid, Qiu Xiaoren said such words, showing such an expression, what else can there be? Perhaps these are buried in his heart, but can not find a person to tell it! Many people envy those who control large companies, big enterprises, high-ranking people, but in fact, they are very good. Some people know that such people have lost the qualification of ordinary people, that is, any friend can tell their own feelings.

It's very cold in the high place. This feeling is most clear in Sikong's half language. Once a great emperor, he did not have a friend, no Can not have friends, all their own heart of sorrow, can only bear silently. We have to say that Qiu Xiaoren's perception is not wrong. Sikong Banyu is the same kind of people, who can only hide their secrets in their hearts and can not find the same kind to tell.

Qiu Xiaoren's luck seems to be better than Sikong Banyu, because the existence of Sikong Banyu is the first person he can tell. However, Sikong Banyu can not find such a person.

"Well I really want to tell a story. I wonder if you would like to hear it? " Qiu Xiaoren's eyes show the color of reminiscence, and the corners of his mouth hang a faint smile, as if he had been looking back on those beautiful past.

"The most important thing I need is time. I'm all ears." As Sikong Banyu said, he went up and stood side by side with Qiu Xiaoren, but he didn't look at Qiu Xiaoren. Because Sikong Banyu knew that men can sometimes reveal their vulnerable side, which is enough courage. If they don't pay attention, it is the greatest respect.

Qiu Xiaoren took a deep breath and said slowly, "do you think my name is strange! Qiu Xiaoren? Ha ha I'm afraid no parents would give their children such a name? "

"I know it's not your real name, but it was changed later. As for why it's called, everyone has their own consideration, and it doesn't make any sense to go deep into it, unless it's a big enemy. Unfortunately, neither you nor I are." Sikong Banyu doesn't have such a habit to pry into other people's secrets. It's not that he lacks curiosity, but everyone's heart will have a very dark side. A person's past, in any case, is enough to make people sad. Therefore, he will not easily probe into other people's past unless he has to, or that person is his own biggest enemy and needs to know The extent to which one knows the other.

"Ha ha You really see everything thoroughly. You don't look like a young man in his twenties. In fact, my name is not Qiu Xiaoren, but huafangyuan, an ordinary rural child, born in a small mountain village of Huaxia Dongsan. "

Speaking of this, Qiu Xiaoren falls into the recollection.

"There, we live by hunting. Every family is a senior hunter. When we enter the Daxing'an Mountains, we smell the ice and snow, whether it is fox's coquette or not, the roar of the blind bear, sunrise and sunset. The whole family gathered around the stove and ate a piece of wild boar meat that had been put for a long time. Under the dim light, everyone's smile was still as old as before Sweet, no burden. "

"You know what? In fact, the ice flower under the heavy snow is the best to see. Although it is chilly, it has a kind of spark temperature in the ice cellar. It can let a body suffering from cold attack find its warmest embrace, and I found it. "

At this point, Qiu Xiao's face is full of joy, but this curtain falls in Sikong Banyu's eyes, but it turns into a silent sadness. This is pain and laughter, which is Qiu Xiaoren's unbearable past.

"Why do so many people like the bright and colorful outside, the outside world is very wonderful, but also very helpless, once green and astringent oneself, how precious, perhaps only after passing through will know, not afraid of your joke, in fact, I feel really sad! Mei and I grew up together in childhood and lived in our village. I like her and she likes me, but we never said that, but it doesn't matter. "

"The important thing is that year, when I was 13 years old, I was studying in the town, and my grades were in a mess. However, Amy got excellent grades and was taken to the provincial capital by her uncle for further study. Then we separated. Perhaps a 13-year-old child, do not understand anything! At that time, I always told myself that I would go to find a Mei. Unfortunately, my family was poor and could not afford to go to the provincial capital, so I had to find a way out by myself. "

"So you're in the black net, right?" Sikong asked.

Qiu Xiaoren laughed: "no The first time I got into touch with computers, I was very interested. Maybe this is a kind of talent! For computer instructions, programming, and so on, I have a kind of inexplicable feeling, as if these complex symbols in the eyes of others, is difficult, but in my eyes, it has become like a spirit, I can control as I like. "

"Because of my outstanding talent in computer science, I was highly valued by the University and was recommended to the provincial higher education institutions for computer major. In fact, I was only a sophomore in that year, and I didn't have the age and time to go to university. But you also know that the rules are death and human life, so I became the youngest student in the provincial capital.""However, in my heart, all these are not important. The important thing is that I came to the provincial capital, and Ah Mei was in the provincial capital. I remember at that time, on the first day when I came to the provincial capital university with 300 yuan of living expenses from my family, I couldn't wait to go to a Mei's school to find her. Don't ask me why I didn't contact in advance. I couldn't afford to play with mobile phones at that time. "

"It's just When Qiu Xiaoren said this, his voice suddenly choked up and he looked sad.

Sikong half language took a deep breath: "she and the person in your memory, there is a big gap, isn't it?"

"No You are wrong. Ah Mei has not changed, but everything around her. She has to wear a mask to meet people. She is still her. She has not changed all the time. However, I have no ability to let her show her own nature without scruple. As a man, I am very failed, really... "

Qiu Xiaoren blames himself very much. If he could understand the world earlier and understand the responsibility of one person earlier, maybe he would not have so much sorrow.

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