Chapter 4119

In the darkness, a thick fog was covered in chaos. The sun was covered by the fog, and no light could come in.

It's so dark.

It's cold.

It seems that there is only one person in the darkness, and there is no end to it.

Are you lost?

Walking alone for a long time, she felt tired. She just wanted to lie on the ground and have a good sleep.

Just tired, not hungry.

Lying flat on the ground, she looked up at the sky. Through the thick fog, she saw a disk hanging in the sky.

Is it the sun? Or the moon?

She couldn't tell.

"It's the sun."

A voice came and scared her.

"Who's there!" She sat up and asked.

"No one, you are the only one here. This is your world, so all you see and hear is you." The voice said plainly.

"Where is this?" She asked.

"I said, this is your world." The voice paused and said, "maybe you prefer to call this your own inner world."

"My The inner world? " She looked around as if she couldn't believe it.

Is her inner world like this?

"Startled?" The voice said with a smile, "interesting."

"No, this is not my inner world." She shook her head. Her inner world shouldn't be like this.

She has a lot of people's love, everyone is very concerned about her, there is light in her world. "It's true that there are many people who love you. They love you like the sun. It's round and bright, but it's isolated from the fog." The voice seemed to know what was on her mind: "outside the fog, it is beautiful and peaceful, with four seasons like spring, but it is not your real inner world, here it is."

"Resentment, unwillingness, anger." The voice went on, "you don't know why there are so many people in the world. You are the only one who has suffered all this."

"You just want to live, but you have to live at a very high cost."

"Your parents died in front of you, and the people you love are often involved in risks because of you, while the unrelated people think you have taken all the good fortune, grievance?"

"Shut up!" Her hand clenched on her side. "You're angry?" The voice seemed particularly pleasant: "there are many people who are thinking that if you die, if the world does not have you, if you disappear completely, you You think so, right

"I want to live and disappear at the same time, so your world is full of black fog, which can't be changed."

"I told you to shut up!" She gave a roar.

"Ah ah ah, angry?" The voice behind the black fog was laughing, giggling, as if mocking her.

"I don't have the courage to come out and play tricks there. What's the qualification to judge me?" She said in a cold voice.

"Of course, I am the only one in the world who is qualified to judge you." As the sound neared, a figure emerged from the darkness, and a faint fluorescence came from her.

looked at this as like as two peas, and she stared in astonished eyes.

"Because I am you." The man coming smiled and said, "what's the matter? Surprised? "

“……” She pursed her lips and looked warily at the people who came.

"Don't look at me like that. You're so smart. I don't believe you didn't even notice me." The man who came stood in front of her and said, "every time you lose your consciousness, I can show up. It's a bad feeling."

"You are..." What came to her at once: "are you crazy me?" "Crazy? I'm not mad. I'm just venting your dissatisfaction with the world. " The other side obviously didn't like her description, hummed and said: "thanks to my venting, so you can see a round of virtual sun in this place."

She looked up at the sun, looked at the man with the same face as herself, and trusted her more.

"It's really nice here." The other side looked at her and said, "although it's dark and empty, there's nothing, but there's no one who hates you, and there's no one who will hurt you recklessly. Here, you can live without pressure. How nice." "You've had enough. No one in the outside world really knows you." "Everyone thinks they are good to you, but in fact, what they give you is what they want to give," she said

"Shen Fei is your father in name. You don't want him to take you to Lu's house, so you should stay away from him for so many years. Does he understand your pains?"

"Elanyou has been taking care of you for so many years. She is always asking what you want. But where are you qualified to ask for what under the fence? Does she understand your embarrassment?""Zhang Ya has been developing drugs for you, but these drugs have never had a stable effect. She hopes to get only one disappointment. Does she understand your sadness?"

"And a lot of people, they surround you for so many years, give you those false love, is it really meaningful?"

"Shut up! That's not what you said! " She frowned and pushed away. "The love they give you is just like the sun. It's fake. It's nothing." The other side didn't take care of her anger and said: "no one in the outside world really likes you, really cares about you, wake up, no one loves you

"I told you to shut up!" She said angrily.

"Don't be silly. This is your inner world. I am you. You are me." The other side smiled and looked at her: "you shut me up just to avoid the problem, to avoid your heart."

"Stay here, stay here, stay forever." The other side's voice is full of demagogues: "don't deal with people who don't understand you at all, just stay here, I will accompany you."

The other side is approaching her a little bit, reaching out to touch her face, or give her a hug.

This kind of feeling is a very wonderful feeling, like knowing that the other side can be trusted, will never hurt themselves, will never leave themselves, betray themselves.

Want to let each other close to themselves, it is a kind of feeling that can finally get rid of loneliness completely, full of hope, it seems that there will never be disappointment, let alone despair.

"I'm different from them. I'm the only one who knows what you want in your heart. I'm the only one..." Each other's voice is soft, like music. "You..." She looked at each other vaguely, as if she had been bewitched.