Chapter 3649

At first, when he heard that the master mother of the Cheng family said that he was like Ye Qingyun, Cheng xuduo was a little happy, but when he heard the words behind him, he couldn't laugh.

"Nothing else." Cheng's mother took a deep breath and said, "now I just want to know why you do this."

"I'm for..." Cheng xuduo's words were interrupted by Cheng's mother before he finished speaking.

"Don't say anything for me, I don't want to hear that excuse." Cheng's mistress closed her tired and sour eyes and felt the pain in her temples.

“……” Cheng xuduo looks at the master mother of the Cheng family, then slowly lowers his head and asks, "master mother, do you remember Xiaoshu?"

“……” Cheng's mother didn't answer.

"Cheng Xushu is my sister." Cheng xuduo said, "after Xiaoya was lost, her father and uncle brought her to you and told you that she was Xiaoya. You believe it. Many people believe it."

“……” The brow of the master mother of Cheng's family is slightly frowning. She really doesn't want to recall it.

I've been smart all my life, but at this time, I was cheated by my children.

It's not a glorious thing.

"The first time I saw her, I knew she was not Xiaoya. How could she be Xiaoya? I admit they look a little like each other, at least when they were little. " "But Xiaoya is Xiaoya, she is her," Cheng said

The eyelids of the master mother of the Cheng family moved. Cheng xuduo always knew that.

"At that time, I was a little secretly happy, because none of you found out, only I knew." "So I think it's my sister, a sister who can take care of me for the rest of my life instead of Xiaoya," Cheng said "But later, you find that she is not Xiaoya. You call her Cheng Xushu and send her away in anger." Cheng xuduo said: "I really want her to stay. I watched her crying and wanted to stay. She just grabbed my hand and said to me that she didn't want to leave. I remember her crying now. She called my brother and asked me to save her I still remember how tightly she held my hand. "

"But she was sent away by you." Cheng xuduo took a deep breath and said, "I have done all the things I can. It is useless. She was sent away, and I have never seen her again." "Xiaoshu is gone. There is only Xiaoning left at home." Cheng xuduo said: "she is spoiled by some lawless, sometimes I hate to beat her, but she is a sister, I only have one sister like her, but She's still gone, she's dead. "

"I don't think you know how much this has hit me, and you never care what I think." Cheng xuduo looked at the master's mother and said, "do you remember the most you said to me?"

"Don't be a coward like your father. He can't make it." Cheng xuduo's hand clenched his fist on his side.

"I don't want to be like a father." "I don't want to disappoint you," Cheng said, "but the more I grow up, the more I find out that I am a coward and useless person."

"I'm not smart enough, I'm not brave enough, I'm not decisive enough, I don't even know how to deal with my negative emotions." Cheng xuduo said, "you never know the depression day after day."

Cheng's mother's eyelids moved and then slowly opened. "There's one thing you don't know." "I've been taking antidepressants for two years. If I don't take them, I won't be able to fall asleep. I've been immersed in pessimism all night, and I can't help crying. I've even climbed the rooftop a lot of times. I've thought for countless times that if I die, I might be able to finish it." "But I can't, because if I die like this, I will really become a coward and useless person. It will disappoint you. I can't bear your eyes. I don't even want to be looked at like you after I die." Cheng xuduo looked at Cheng's mother's eyes and said, "you have great hopes for me, but I am not a person who can bear such hopes. I am afraid that one day you will find out."

"I'm afraid you'll find me like my father." "I'm afraid you'll describe me in terms of my father," Cheng said

"You should have said these words to me earlier." Cheng's mistress finally opens her mouth. She looks at Cheng xuduo. She has the responsibility of the whole Cheng family and the obligation to be responsible for her dead husband. She has been doing this for so many years. She has transferred this pressure to Cheng xuduo invisibly, but she really doesn't know that the pressure she has dissolved in tears and struggle will crush Cheng xuduo.

At the beginning, she was removed from the family of ye for protecting Ye Qingyun. When she was in a desperate situation, her husband took her in. Her husband gave her a family and supported her for a day.

She has been living as Cheng's family since then.

She knows what the Cheng family means to her husband, so she will revitalize the Cheng family as her own responsibility.

All the way to the present.

To the outside world, there are thousands of families who are equal to the Cheng family. To the inside, the Cheng family itself is not much United.

Intrigue me and lick the blood.

She survived all these, but found that none of her children could take over Chengjia.

She was disappointed.

Therefore, she put all her expectations on Cheng Xuduo. She believes that as long as she takes Cheng Xuduo with her and carefully cultivates him, she will always cultivate a suitable successor.

Don't ask Cheng family to have a wonderful future, at least, let Cheng family continue to develop steadily.

This is her expectation, but not Cheng xuduo's. "You don't know what it's like to be surrounded by fear." Cheng said: "no matter how hard I try, I can't reach your requirements. The sense of desperation is accompanied by the fear that I can't be found by you all the time. I can't say that I'm not able to do anything. I can't say that I can't

“……” The master mother of the Cheng family didn't answer. She couldn't say or describe the taste.

But she can learn from Cheng xuduo's words. "Little Ya is different. She is a genius. She can easily meet all the requirements you specify. If I can be like her, I can protect my sister and Cheng's family. I won't let you down again." Cheng xuduo looks at the master mother of the Cheng family

.

There was light in his eyes.

That's his hope. "It was my uncle who made little ya a genius." Cheng xuduo said: "is that as long as my uncle's experiment is successful, I have such a chance? Not to mention being a genius, at least, I can be a person who won't let you down. "