Chapter 2008： I have never been him!

Chapter 2008 I have never been him!

Speaking of this, Qi Ziheng's voice suddenly softened, and there was still a cry in the weak. "I am not him, you can't... you can't anger me... No, you can anger me, but you can't treat me as him. I am not him! No!"

Seeing that he is so eager to explain, I want to clear it.

Cloud painting can't tell what it feels like, should she be happy? Happy, he himself denied the one he used to be?

As for the others, she will no longer believe it.

For her good? Want to protect her but use the wrong way?

She never knew that protecting a person was to protect it with injury and neglect... Oh, it’s ridiculous!

Probably the disdainful expression on the face of the cloud painting is too glaring, and the emotion of Qi Ziheng is excited again.

"Drawing, I am not him, I am really not him."

Qi Ziheng said eagerly, "I was in the coma for a while, I was always dreaming, I was immersed in a dream, I even thought that I was the idiot. But I am really not him. I will not like He does that, never will! I will not protect my favorite people in such a stupid way."

"He is paranoid, he is also weak. He does not have enough strong self-confidence to protect his lover, but he refuses to let go and stubbornly confines her to his side. He obviously likes her, but never wants to say love. She thinks she has done too much for her, but in fact he doesn’t know what she wants at all; he is more stupid and hopeless, he likes her, but he doesn’t really understand what she wants. what……"

"He is really stupid and stupid. All her encounters are harmed by him! He is not qualified to say that he likes it. He is not qualified to love her."

Qi Ziheng looked earnestly and even looked at the cloud painting with pleading. "But I am not him. I will never be like him. He is blind-minded, but I don't, I am not blind, I am not him!"

"Drawing, I am not him, I am really not him..."

Qi Ziheng’s voice is very low and low, with painful pleading. “It’s just a dream of mine, maybe it’s a dream for you. He is the same person who looks like me in that dream, but he is not me, painting. Painting, he is not me, I am not him... you can anger me, but you can't really treat me as him, it's not fair..."

Cloud painting is silent.

Qi Ziheng’s eyes are deep, and the pain spreads in his eyes. “You can’t do this to me. Painting, from the first time to the present, you are treating me with his attitude. I’m totally inexplicable, I’m at nothing. Knowing the situation, I have endured your hatred for him... It has been for so many years, you know how much pain I have when I face your disgusted eyes?"

"Drawing, you will never know, your disgusted eyes will make me feel awkward." Qi Ziheng's throat snorted, the voice became more and more hoarse, "the person who likes him so much, use that Looking at the disgusting eyes... this is probably the most embarrassing punishment."

"I always thought that I was doing something wrong, or where I am too annoying, or why would you look at me with that kind of eye. Even if I can save you, I can't even have a life, I can't change to you. A look of concern..."

Qi Ziheng took a breath and watched the cloud painting slowly smile. "Drawing, you don't know, how many times I have rejected myself. It must be that I am not good, otherwise how can you look at me like that? But I also I don't know where I am, I don't want to tell me where I am wrong! I keep looking at myself, but I don't have any results. I will only fall into the lower and deeper disgust..."

Qi Ziheng suddenly reached out and hugged his head.

His voice is very stuffy, very low, very dumb. "I finally know, I am right, not my fault. The person you hate, the person you hate, is him, not me..."

Said, Qi Ziheng suddenly looked up at the cloud painting, "painting, like a twin, my brother did something wrong, let you hate him for hating him, but what is the relationship with his brother? The younger brother just looks exactly like him, Except for this face, I am completely different from him, completely different! Don't you feel it? I am not him!"

"I am not him!"

In the last four words, Qi Ziheng almost exhausted all his strength.

The cloud painting is still still moving.

Don't you feel it? I am not him.

The cloud painted her lips and was silent.

She replied in the bottom of my heart: Yes, I feel it, you are not him, but... but I have no way...

In the face of the same face, she really can't separate the current Qi Ziheng from the Qi Ziheng of her last life. She also knows that she should not anger her Qi Ziheng. After all, Qi Ziheng has never been sorry for her.

Qi Ziheng in this life is different from Xiao Ruyue in this life.

The former did not hurt her, or did not have time to hurt her.

But the latter, Xiao Ruyue, actually started her again and again, so her revenge was a natural chapter.

So what about the alignment?

Whether he didn't have time, or he didn't even start with her, it didn't matter. The important thing is that Qi Ziheng did not do anything to be sorry for her. She always unilaterally hosted him and ignored him. Ignore him...

Not fair?

Maybe, but she really can't treat him as someone other than Qi Ziheng.

"It’s because of this face, right?" Qi Ziheng looked at her and chuckled. "Because this face is exactly the same, you can't separate me from him. Right? I don't want this face, okay?" ”

"What are you going to do?" The brows of the cloud painting suddenly wrinkled.

"Reassured, I will not do anything that makes you embarrassed." Qi Ziheng smiled. "Since this face, you can't tell me that I am with him, then I will change my face and help you distinguish."

"Qi Ziheng!"

The frown of the cloud painting wrinkled, "Don't be like this!"

"Oh yes, there is a name." Qi Ziheng laughed, "Not only the face, but also the name, this surname can not be changed, but the name does not matter, what kind of name do you like? Or you help me get one?"

"Qi Ziheng!" Cloud painting lips, "Why are you?"

"You don't understand!" Qi Ziheng looked at the cloud painting and shook his head slowly. "You don't understand, how much I want to be another person in your heart, not the Qi Ziheng who hurts you deeply. I am not him at all. I was not originally his, I have never been him..."

Cloud painting closed his eyes.

She was shaken.

Whether a person is true or false, she is now able to distinguish clearly.

She can see the struggle and pain of Qi Ziheng.

She is also fully understandable.

Indeed, Qi Ziheng in this life is not Qi Ziheng of his last life. He has never experienced those things in person, even though he suddenly has memories of his life, but for Qi Ziheng today, he seems to have suddenly remembered the memories of his twin brothers. He watched his twin brothers do it. So many things, he does not agree, he does not think that is himself...

It is similar to double personality.

But there are differences.

The dual personality of psychology is mostly that two people do not know each other and do not remember what the other person has done. In addition, the protagonist does not know the existence of the sub-personality, but the deputy personality knows the existence of the protagonist. .

If you count according to the dual personality, Qi Ziheng, who can control the body's life, is obviously the master, and the memory of that previous life is a deputy personality for him. The problem now is that the sub-personality is dead and no longer exists. However, the owner has more memories of the deputy personality.

And the cloud painting, because of the sub-personality of doing things, angered his master...

For Qi Ziheng in this life, his master is really embarrassing. He has never done anything, but he has endured the hatred of cloud painting...

"Sorry."

Cloud painting looked at Qi Ziheng and said softly.

A face collapsed, Qi Ziheng, full of pain, suddenly looked up and looked at the cloud painting incredulously. "You... what do you say?"

"Sorry, I should not treat you with his attitude. I am sorry, I can't control myself. So...so I will try to stay away from you and try not to have contact with you. Otherwise, I am afraid I will not endure." Live... hurt you, even kill you!"

The voice of the cloud painting is very light. She is saying sorry, but she doesn't have much embarrassment. She is just stating a fact.

However, for Qi Ziheng, this is enough.

He was a little unbelievable, and then he was ecstatic. His hand shook slightly. "Don't stop, don't say sorry to me. What he did ruined your life... It's normal for you to get angry... you anger me. It is also normal, after all, for you, I am him, he is another world..."

"Don't say sorry." Qi Ziheng's expression was unstoppable, he wanted to laugh, but he wanted to cry. "Drawing, I... I am sorry, I didn't know anything before, I shouldn't force you." No one knows how painful you are, with memories that make people cry, you don't change dark, you get better and better... You really don't have to say sorry to anyone, especially me! Where can I? Qualification. I should say sorry to you..."

Qi Ziheng cried a mess.

A big man, crying like this is really ruining the image, but the cloud painting can clearly feel that he is excited at the moment.

At this moment, the cloud painting is really relieved.

This world, unlike the world, is nothing different.

At this moment, Qi Ziheng sucked his nose and he looked at the cloud. "Do you know how this angina came from me?"

Cloud painting blinks, "Is it coming from a dream?"

Qi Ziheng smiled bitterly. "It is him."

"Ok?"

Cloud painting is puzzled.

(End of this chapter)