Chapter 1858： You provoked me

Chapter 1858, you provoked me

Chapter 1861, you provoked me

After she solved it, Bo Siqing was already knocking at the door.

"Ok?"

"You haven't left yet!" The cloud painting was full of shame.

"Afraid of what, old husband and wife. I will not dislike you." Bosi Qing said with a chuckle, "I still say, do you dislike me? Well, I am older than you, I will be older than you, and I will be sick." In bed, do you want to dislike me and refuse to come to me..."

The cloud painting suddenly opened the bathroom door, and stunned someone who was thinking about it.

Bo Siqing smeared his nose and smiled. He reached for her.

"Open, I haven't washed my hands yet." Cloud painted him.

"I said it, I don't deny you."

"But I can't do it myself. You can't do it. You go away, I have to wash my hands and wash my face... How long have I slept, how is this face all slick?"

Cloud painting washes his face and returns to the hospital bed. Bo Siqing has already sent people lean meat porridge.

The two of you ate a bowl of porridge in one bite.

"Just wake up, don't eat too much, eat hungry for a while." Bo Siqing put the thermos pot on the side, then he sat on the opposite side of the cloud painting, holding the hand of the cloud painting and said, "Now, can tell Me, what happened? Why would it... faint. Is it what you perceive, or other reasons?"

The face of the cloud painting changed slightly.

When she thought of the big blue ocean, she couldn't help but feel cold...

Cloud painting looked at Bo Siqing.

Her eyes are filled with all kinds of tangles and pains...

"Drawing, I thought, we are already the most trusted people of each other. If even life can be delivered, what else can't let me know?" Bo Siqing held her face, her forehead against her forehead. Looking at her straight, she said word by word.

The tears of the cloud painting suddenly fell.

"I...nothing, I am just...just..."

What have she experienced before, how can she export?

This man is her most trusted person and her favorite person, but the more she loves, the more timid she is. If he is known to be so stupid, she...

She can say anything, even the secret of rebirth can tell him, but she really can't tell him his unbearable past.

She said no.

"Okay, I don't ask." Seeing her like this, he was distressed and hugged her directly. "Well, it's not good for me. I shouldn't force you. Oh, don't want to say it." Needless to say, the past has passed, it is not important, the important thing is now, well, not afraid, not afraid..."

He held her tightly in his arms and gently patted her back to appease her.

The cloud painting gradually calmed down.

She gently sat up from his arms and looked at him. "A Qing, I don't want to tell you, but it is a too much memory for me. I... I..."

"I know, needless to say." Bo Siqing quickly stopped her. "You tell me first, did you feel what you were at the time?"

Cloud painting smiled and shook his head.

She knew that he was shifting the subject and wanted to connect her fainting situation with her fading consciousness.

"I didn't feel anything." The cloud painting whispered, "I fainted because I saw the blue sea of ​​flowers..."

“Seeing the blue flower sea?” Bo Siqing frowned. “You haven’t seen it before.”

"Yeah." The cloud painting looked at him. "One more time, you should know that it is at the S City Mental Health Research Institute. That time... the brother and the last sister should have told you."

"Tell it." Bo Siqing looked at her. "I am worried."

The cloud painting gently nodded. "I know. This time the situation is similar to that one. I saw the blue flower sea... Oh no, it should be said that I saw the blue flower sea in the mental hospital, it will... ...will remember the past that was unbearable. It was the place where I was the most powerless and fearful..."

"A Qing, do you know what I am most afraid of?" She looked at him.

"what?"

"What I am most afraid of is not death, but after death, is it going to be a smog, or will it return to where I came. If it is a smog, it is about the best destination, and if it is back to me, The place..." The cloud painting is full of heart and long breath, and it takes a long time to say the last word gently. "Then I will, life is better than death."

Looking at her eyes, the heart of Bo Siqing suddenly trembled.

He hugged her tightly, holding tight and tight, and the force seemed to be eager to throw her into his body.

It was such a tight, tight embrace that could not breathe, but it gave her a sense of security, so that her feet seemed to step on the ground.

"No, no, I won't let you go." Bo Siqing's voice is very firm. "I won't let you go, I will never let you go, even if you really don't belong here, I I won't let you go! I will come when you come for me. Come, provoke me, just think about it!"

......

The two men sat together and after a long time, the mood of the cloud painting was completely calmed down.

"Drawing, this thing will not be mentioned in the future." Bosi Qing whispered, "But your situation is too serious, I am a little worried."

"worry about what?"

"You are a stress reaction, a body's self-protection mechanism, a mental hospital and a blue appendix. They have even replaced those horrible memories and become a deep-rooted picture in your brain. You only have to be mentally ill. In the hospital, and then in the psychiatric hospital, I saw a lot of blue irises, this combination will have a great impact on you. Just like a serious allergen, you will be allergic as soon as you touch this allergen. And your allergy symptoms are very serious!"

Bo Siqing said, "I am worried that if you do not interfere, in some cases, if you suddenly appear this situation ... there will be danger."

Cloud painting lips, "But how does this interfere with treatment? I..."

"This is a psychological problem and should be put into the hands of a professional psychologist." Bo Siqing said, "In fact, just like treating various psychological disorders, it is similar to desensitization therapy used in the treatment of allergies. A little touch is weak. Stimulus, wait for you to adapt to a certain stimulus, then increase until you can adapt to normal people."

The cloud painted his hand on his waist and could not help but tighten his shirt.

"That... that... I want to find Beiqian?" The voice of the cloud painting is still hesitant. "I... Do you want to ask if there is no time for Beiqian, maybe he is busy..."

"No." Bosi Qing shook his head. "Don't look for Beiqian. This matter is too important for me. I don't dare let anyone know. Otherwise, there is a good chance that someone will target this and deliberately bring you in. Trap." Chapter 1758 has 142 days.

“Who are you looking for?” said the cloud painting. “Do you not trust more in the words of Beiqian?”

"I have already arranged it." Boss, "You borrowed training and went abroad every month. I contacted a teacher. When he was older, he no longer accepted psychological counseling. The key Yes, there are very few people who know that he has worked in this area. He is now a foodie, you meet with him, and others will not think about psychological counseling."

"...good." The cloud painting took a deep breath and nodded.

She knows that Bo Siqing is good for her, and if she can make him feel at ease, she is willing to do it.

But in fact, she is not optimistic about this, because she knows that her own mental defense is multiple. Apart from Bo Siqing, she has no way to believe anyone else.

The secret of her rebirth will only be said to give him a person to listen to, other people's words... not at all.

As for the secret of the mental hospital and the blue iris, she does not distrust Bo Siqing, but instead... does not export.

It’s like letting a girl who has been violently attacked say anything about her favorite person, no trust, just... inferiority.

"Right, how about the case of Gu Huaiyi? I haven't helped." The cloud painting hesitated. "Or, let me go again. This time I am mentally prepared and should be fine." Mainly, I seem to feel something!"

"no need."

Bo Siqing said, "Let the case let them check it out. You should not participate in the investigation of these cases in the future."

"Why?" Cloud painting is puzzled.

Bosi Sigh sighed. "How can I be assured that you will participate in those cases?"

"what……"

Cloud painting bite the lip, I did not expect this is the reason.

"Your mental state is not very good. The negative emotions have always followed you, even though you are pushed to the bottom of your heart, but those negative emotions still affect you. You forgot to promise me, to cooperate with the treatment, then You can no longer let those negative emotions continue to affect you. This is not a good thing for your mental state."

Bo Siqing said very positively.

Cloud painting is hesitating. "But I haven't verified it yet. My perception is still not there... I..."

“It’s not important,” said Bossick. “Without your sense of help, the law and order parties still have to solve the case. They can’t always rely on your perception.”

The cloud painting was silent for a while, and she looked up again and looked at Bo Siqing. "But I still want to give it a try. If I am not sure, I have no idea in my heart. I have been thinking about it. I can't let it go." ”

Bo Siqing did not say anything.

Cloud painting hugs his arm and sways and spoils. "Let me try again. This time you are with me, I will definitely not faint. I will try again to see if the bottom can be perceived, whether or not this ability is Still, I won't use it anymore in the future. I want a result now. If there is no clear result, I worry that sometimes I suddenly feel what I am, and I can't believe it..."

Bo Siqing sighed helplessly.

......

One and a half hours later.

Cloud painting and Bo Siqing came together again to the sanatorium.

"I will accompany you in, you will not faint?" Bo Siqing said, "That picture, you dare to see?"

"As long as you are with you, I will dare." Cloud painting said so, but in the end, the heart is still a little nervous, she can not help but increase the strength of holding the thin hand.

Bo Siqing glanced at her. Although she was very calm, but only he could see it, she was actually very nervous and really nervous.

"I will stay with you all the time." Bosi Qing whispered, his fingers gently rubbing on the back of her hand, reminding her through this contact between the skin, let her know that he was by her side, always there.

After the cloud nodded, nodded, and took a deep breath, this stepped into the gate of the sanatorium. After a few steps, she couldn’t help but turn her head and look at Bo Siqing. "A Qing, don't let me loose."

"Well, I won't let you go, never. Even if you want to open my hand, I won't let you go, never."

"Yeah." The heart of the cloud painting is much more practical.

Bo Siqing's eyes have always stayed on her, carefully watching all her movements, her eyes, her face changing, her everything.

The hand of the cloud painting holds the hand of Bo Siqing tightly, feeling his strength and his temperature.

She walked in step by step.

Going to the place where I went yesterday... the outdoor activities of mental patients...

It is the door again.

The cloud painting stood in front of the door and hesitated for a few seconds.

She knew that as soon as she opened the door, she would see the blue sea of ​​flowers.

She is not sure if she can really calm down.

In fact, sometimes she feels very strange.

She knew that she was very sensitive to the combination of the blue scorpion in the mental hospital. She did not admit that she was afraid, but the fear in the subconscious could not fool people...

This is probably the case with the wrong mouth.

She has been meditating many times in her heart, even thinking about the picture countless times in the heart, the blue ocean...

However, when she thought about the picture in her heart, she was not afraid, at least not afraid of losing consciousness.

But when I really saw the picture, the sudden impact would still make her instantly... collapse...

Want to push the door in?

Cloud painting couldn't help but look back at Bo Siqing.

Bo Siqing was half a step behind her, his hand still holding her hand tightly.

"Reassure, I won't let you go." When she looked back, she said firmly.

Cloud painting nodded, took a deep breath, and took the courage to push the door with the other hand.

But at the moment she opened the door, she closed her eyes uncontrollably.

After another deep breath, she slowly opened her eyes and opened it bit by bit, letting the blue color enter her field of vision little by little...

When the field of vision was filled with a blue flower sea, her hands tightened instantly.

The hand that he was holding, holding his hand in his death, used her greatest power that the body could break out.

The other hand, also clenched into a fist, placed on the lips, her teeth, could not help but bite the fist.

"Release, draw, loosen and release!"

When her world was silent, the voice of Bo Siqing suddenly came. He held her jaw and forced her to loosen her teeth.

There was a slight sigh in her eyes.

When she looked down, she found that she was clenched with a fist on her lips, and she had already been bitten out of a row of deep teeth and even bitten and bleed!

But she didn't even know the pain at all.

"It's okay, it's okay, I am here." Bosi Qing held her hand in pain and put it on his lips, his soft lips, gently attached to her hand. On, kiss gently.

The whole body's tight cloud painting finally can slowly relax.

She took a deep breath and looked at Bo Siqing palely. "A Qing, I... I just..."

"Nothing." Bo Siqing interrupted her. "Nothing, you are just too nervous. You come with me."

When Bo Siqing said, he took her and walked toward the blue sea of ​​flowers.

"No... no... I won't go!" When the cloud painting saw that he was pulling himself to the sea of ​​flowers, her face was instantly pale, and the whole person was dragged to the back, why she refused to leave, and live and die. Not willing to go.

"That's just some flowers, some plants, some plants that don't have any thoughts and no movements." Bosi Qing whispered, "They won't hurt you."

Cloud painting still keeps shaking his head.

Blue flower sea, blue flowers...

She didn't dare to go, she was afraid of being swallowed again...

"Okay, no, we are not going." Bo Siqing saw her look and knew that she could not pull her hard again, otherwise her reaction would be more distance, she would be even more afraid.

"That looked at me." Bo Siqing held her face in both hands, forcing her to look at him.

Cloud painting looked over.

I saw his face that was enough to attract countless girls to scream, and his pair of focused eyes.

The person reflected in his eyes is her, only her, no one else.

Her heart suddenly settled.

The heart that leaps and bounds gradually calms down...

"A Qing, I... Sorry, I am too stupid, I can't do it..." Cloud paintings are so embarrassing, "I can't pass, I let you down..."

"I will never be disappointed with you." Bo Siqing smiled softly. He looked down and kissed her forehead, her eyebrows, her eyes, her nose, her lips...

I am lingering and lingering.

He seems to taste the most delicious jelly in the world, as if he didn't eat enough...

Cloud painting was very difficult at first, but gradually, she was lost in his lingering.

It seems that there is nothing else besides him and her in this world.

He took her breath, took her language, took away all her senses, made her world only his, so pure, only he...

She reached out and hugged him, hugged tightly.

......

Cloud painting has to push someone hard.

I really want to push someone away.

But the power of someone is not exactly what she can compare. It is simply the embrace of Iron Man, she can’t push it!

Bosi Qing smiled, "Shy? Painting, I thought you should be experienced, um, I mean last life... still so shy?"

The face of the cloud painting changed slightly, and the whole person was stiff.

Bo Siqing did not care to kiss her lips, her earlobe, her neck, her collarbone...

"It's impossible to say no, I don't mind. I mind, **** it, even mad. But for me, the most important person is you. Who makes me unhappy is the first to meet you. I can't participate. Your past, but I will firmly grasp your future..."

(End of this chapter)