Chapter 1768： Giving and depriving

Granted and deprived by Chapter 1768

Granted and deprived by Chapter 1771

Cloud painting can be said with great meaning, she chose to be killed by Ouyang Mu, in order to provide evidence to the security party to arrest Ouyang Mu.

But actually she knew that she was really not asking for life, she really wanted to die...

Later in the hospital, Bo Siqing found Zhou Shengbei Qian to chat with her and told her a lot.

Cloud painting did not ask, but she knew in her heart that Zhou Sheng Bei Qian was coming to give her a psychological assessment. As for the results of the psychological assessment, Bo Siqing did not tell her, but she knew it herself, nothing more than depression.

Although she is very happy and very active and energetic, these appearances cannot be a testament to her mental health.

In fact, the psychological depression has always given her great pressure. The more she resists, the more she smiles happily and the more she actively lives... The more her inner fears and turbulences, the more frequent she is. The more difficult it is to suppress.

When did her heart settle down?

Thinking about it, cloud painting can't give an exact time, and everything is so unreal.

seem……

It seems that I started from the likes of Bo Shiqing, when she began to struggle.

Then, Bo Siqing suddenly left her, and even began to blind date, she could not suppress her swaying heart.

Later, when she heard from Zhou Shengbei Qiankou, Bo Siqing deliberately alienated her because he was worried that he had problems. After all, the age difference between the two was 5 years old, and she was still young...

At that moment, she was ecstatic, and this love was not her wishful thinking.

Her physical age is small, but she is born again, her psychological age is bigger than Bossick!

Later, she really was with Bo Siqing, they talked about Platonic love...

Probably from which time, her heart gradually landed, like an airplane that was in the air and could not find the direction and the fuel was almost exhausted. Finally, it found the landing point and finally landed safely...

He brought her an endless sense of security and cared for her fragile and sensitive heart.

Her uneasiness began to be constantly dispelled.

Her inner haze is also dissipating.

The sun finally broke through the barrier and shone into her heart.

The cloud painting suddenly smiled.

She feels that she understands.

Her "natural talent" comes with the haze. The restlessness, irritability, darkness and depression in her heart are more serious. Her "natural talent" will be stronger, she will be affected by herself, and she will lose herself in this emotion. It will even become the same person as those who change. She has not forgotten that the change-states such as Ouyang Mu, Shen Yu, and even Mi Yue have said that she is their kind, and one day, she will become like them, become bloodthirsty and killing. Change-state.

On the contrary, her heart is more and more stable. When she no longer needs to use smirk to deal with the world, when she can really enjoy life as she pleases, it also shows that her inner haze is really dispelled, her inner temper, The darkness also tends to be peaceful. At this time, her "genius" will weaken or even disappear...

Yes, that's it.

Her heart is more stable, her life is more complete, her "genius" will weaken or even disappear; on the contrary, the more turbulent her heart is, the more she is filled with haze, then her "natural talent" will become stronger and clearer. .

Losing this "natural talent", cloud painting does not feel pity, after all, she is not really going to develop in the direction of detectives.

To some extent, her "natural talent" is similar to "reading mind". In fact, this is really not a gift, but a burden.

Now this "talent" is gone, and it is quite good.

The cloud painting was long and sighed.

......

After the wound treatment of Bo Siqing, the person is still sleeping.

The beds of the two of them were next to each other, and the cloud painting was lying on the hospital bed, holding his hand in his hand...

Shortly after the anesthetic effect of the operation, Bo Siqing woke up.

The cloud painting immediately gave a big smile.

Probably she smiled too brightly, and she found a rare trip.

Cloud painting machine to appreciate someone's rare sight, extended her hand into a scorpion, poked his forehead.

"Is it still uncomfortable?" The cloud painting looked at him and asked, and the eyebrows were gentle.

The thinner of Shi Siqing is only a moment.

"It's okay." His voice was hoarse and the aftereffects of high fever.

Cloud painting looks at his own hands, and does not hesitate. He directly calls the nurse to come over, and puts a cup of warm water on the thin board, put a straw, and let him drink some water.

The nurse can't dare to be so big. I heard that the thin secretary awake, and quickly let the doctor come over and give him another routine check.

He just woke up, just experienced an infection and a high fever, and cloud paintings didn't want to bother him with other things.

After another day, his infection did not continue, and there was no fever. The situation was stable.

Cloud paintings didn't want to say anything, but he was not a free person.

When you get up for a few hours, you have to hold a notebook to work.

The cloud painting nurse said that when she did not wake up, he was here to accompany her, but still did not forget the work.

Under the annoyed cloud painting, let the nurse come over and take his computer away!

Take care of your illness!

This is what he taught.

Another day later.

"Drawing, doctors say nothing, can you apply to get back to the computer?"

The cloud painting snorted. "Of course not. You need to take a good rest. From the surgery to the present, you have to rest for two days!"

"Doctors are saying nothing..."

"Don't think I can't see it, the doctor is threatened by you!"

Thin Secretary sighed. "This is a bit of injury. It's really nothing. If you don't get infected, it's good."

"So what injury do you say is hurt?" Cloud painted biting his lip.

She almost immediately remembered the injury he had suffered in the past. For him, it is obvious that such an injury is not fatal and it is not hurt.

"Well, I will take another day off." Bo Siqing was helpless, and he could not bear her sadness.

Cloud painting is a sigh of relief.

She is not only to let him rest for a few more days, in fact, she is also squatting.

Sulfuric acid has a great influence on his arm. Now the doctor is not sure that his right hand can recover a few points, but there is no doubt that it is always good to rest more time, and let him consider the right hand later.

In fact, he is very clear about his physical condition, and his compromise is just to make her feel good.

"Right, I have something to tell you." Cloud painting suddenly said.

She told her to infer that her "talent" decline or even disappeared, including her own inference.

(End of this chapter)