Chapter 1726： Do you want my life?

Chapter 1726 Do you want my life?

Chapter 1729 Do you want my life?

"Don't show it to me." Jing Xiu is very tired. "It's just a little money."

"That's your money, it's not mine." Luo Yunli bit his lip. "I have to write down every money I spend now, and I will give it back to you later."

"Yu Li." Jing Xiu did not continue the topic, he suddenly called her.

"Ok?"

"Do you love me?" Jing Xiu's voice is very light and very tired.

"What's the matter with you." Luo Yunli looked at Jing Xiu with a strange look. "Why did you suddenly ask this question? I don't love you, don't you know? I thought it was the only question we didn't need to ask again." !"

Jing Xiu looked up at her. "I am sick, I can't always find out the cause. I don't know how long I can support. Maybe one time, when there is no medical staff, my heart attack, I will die."

"No, no, don't you say that, no, no, no!" Luo Yunli immediately cried with him. "You don't do this, you really won't have anything!"

Jing Xiu smiled. "I thought about it, I will finish the work on the company as soon as possible, and then I will marry you. We will go back to Tibet and live there... If my parents never forgive me, I will Take a little time each year, go home and see them. At other times, stay with you in Tibetan areas, teach, or be a Tibetan doctor. If they forgive me, I will take you home often to see if... We have children, my parents are definitely more soft..."

"..." Luo Yunli bit his lip and looked at Jing Xiu. "How come suddenly?"

Jing Xiu smiled and reached out and touched Luo Yunli’s face. “I really want to spend a lifetime with you. The poor are also rich and rich. I don’t like the life of a big city. I don’t like the intrigue. I have no ambition. There are no goals, just think about the life of the mountains and rivers, and do my best to help those in need."

Luo Yunli did not know how to answer.

"Yu Li, you like the city very much, yes."

"I... I don't... I like you... Where are you, where am I!" Luo Yunli bit his lip. "You like to live close to nature. We live in Tibetan areas. Where do you want to go?" Where are you going. Just... I think we should also think about it for the children. If we have children, he will be educated in a big city, and there will be more opportunities to choose in the future. If he follows us in Tibetan areas, he will not be exposed at all. In a developed society, his vision will be narrower...it will limit his life. At least let him have contact with the prosperous, then make a choice, otherwise I am worried that he will regret it and resent."

Jing Xiu was silent for a moment. "I don't want children."

"Ah?" Luo Yunli widened his eyes. "Why... why?"

"No reason, I just didn't think about having children." Jing Xiu said softly, "I am afraid that I am not a father, I am afraid that I can't afford this responsibility. If I gave birth to him, I can't teach well." In his words, it is better not to be born from the beginning."

Luo Yunli is silent.

Jing Xiu looked at her. "Sorry for the gift, we have never talked about this problem before. I can see that you like children very much and want to have your own children, but I can't. I can help those children, but I really I am not prepared to be a father, and I may never be prepared. I may be true, I cannot be a father."

"No... No, it's not like this..." Luo Yunli's expression is very tangled. "You are so kind and loving, you are very patient with the children, you will be a good father."

"Not the same." Jing Xiu shook his head. "I can't confirm that I can afford this responsibility. I don't want my children to resent. An irresponsible father is a disaster for children."

"but……"

"Yu Li, the money on my card, should be enough for you to study and live in S City. You can go to college, you can learn anything you want to learn, and you can do whatever you want." Jing Xiu said softly, "You can have a more exciting life."

"You... what do you mean?" Luo Yunli looked at Jing Xiu with horror. He grasped the arm of Jing Xiu with both hands tightly. "A Xiu, you and you... what do you want to do, don't scare me, How come suddenly said this, Ah Xiu!"

Jing Xiu looked at her, barely reached out, and struggling to touch her face. "Yongli, can I get sick?"

"... can, sure!" Luo Yunli clung to his hand on her cheek. "The cause of the disease must be found. It must be cured. You can't be so negative."

"No, I am asking you." Jing Xiu looked at her. "My illness, when is it good?"

"..." Luo Yunli squinted at some eyes. "I... I am not a doctor, but the doctor will definitely find the cause quickly and can cure you soon..."

“Can you be tomorrow?” Jing Xiu asked, “Or the day after tomorrow?”

"A Xiu, you...you..."

"Yu Li, I have been paying for everything I have done for Yaoyao. I am very grateful and will never forget." Jing Xiu said softly, "I really like you, love you, you are so kind... I swear to give you happiness." I swear everything you want, I will give it to you!"

"A Xiu..." Luo Yunli shed tears emotionally.

Jing Xiu smiled. "But now, I find that you are with me, not happy, I can't give you happiness."

"No, no, no, I am very happy. I am happy with what I do with you..."

"Yu Li, you listen to me." Jing Xiu looked at her. "I thought I knew you, but I didn't know you at all. I didn't know until now, what you want."

"..."

"I don't have to ask for it. It's a fate to go together. I always appreciate you, really." Jing Xiu said faintly. "I thought I could give you everything, but in fact, I can't. For example, I can give you a marriage. But can't give you your child; I can give you love, but I can't give you your life..."

"I don't want children, don't want your life, I only want you!"

"All the money on the card is transferred to your account name, and the apartment that I bought a few days ago will allow you to settle down in the city of S. I will not be able to accompany you later." Jing Xiu said.

"Why! What happened to you!" Luo Yunli's face collapsed.

Jing Xiu looked at her, and her eyes suddenly filled with deep disappointment: "Yu Li, I once told you that what you want, you can tell me directly, I can give, I will give, even if it is My life! But why don't you tell me?"

"Say... what to say?"

"Yu, you are used to what you want, you can go and get it yourself. There are some things, I didn't give it, you can't reach for it." Jing Xiu looked at her, "For example, my life."

Sorry, it’s too late to update today. Hu Ge’s toothache is twice a month. It’s super painful. Half of the head is painful. The key is to go to the dentist. The dentist said that the brother’s health is healthy. ! Hey, eating painkillers doesn't work. Lake brothers are wondering where it hurts...

Tomorrow is definitely more than enough, time to try to catch up, what? Thank you, Meng Meng

(End of this chapter)