What is true in Chapter 194? (6 more)

This is the idea that has been suppressed in the heart of cloud painting.

When she was learning Zhuang Zhou Mengdie, she could not understand the philosophical meaning of this allusion.

She also did not understand well when she studied philosophy idealism and materialism.

But now, she really understands the word Zhuang Zhou Dream Butterfly!

It's like trying to torture everyone: Do you really think that the world you exist now is real? How do you know that this world is real? Perhaps this world is just a dream for you. When you die, this dream will end and you will really wake up...

This is the biggest paradox since her rebirth.

She is very clear that Xiao Qiuci, Xiao Ruyue and even the cruelty of Yun and her from her mother, will never happen again in this world, or in her life! She will not allow such things to happen again.

can……

Can this be done?

The miserable suffering she had suffered in her life, indeed, is that she is too stupid and stupid to blame her, she loves Qi Ziheng love without self, will be calculated by Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue.

It is also blaming that she is too eager for the father's love, and will agree to anything in order to please the cloud!

She is stupid and stupid, but she should be counted, should she be ruined throughout her life?

Those sufferings that are painful and inferior to death, should she bear all the darkness of the world?

It hurts too much, it hurts too much.

She can't forget...

Mom said that it was just a dream, a nightmare, and God’s law and order for them. The purpose was not to let her revenge, but to let her avoid these darkness, let her heart and soul, and make her better and smarter. !

Cloud painting also agrees.

Whether it is Zhuang Zhou Mengdie or Butterfly Mengzhuang Zhou, she will not easily ruin her hard-won rebirth, and she should not let hatred occupy all of her life!

She is busy every day, doing her best to do everything well, not wanting to waste for a moment, one minute and one second, because only then, she feels that she will not live.

Let my mother and cloud divorce from the hustle and bustle, away from the family's best; change their situation in the school, lead the 15 classes step by step to better; stick to their swimming dreams; restart their writing path, the first one has achieved success ......

She has done a good job, isn't she?

She is so busy, let countless things occupy every minute of her life, just to tell myself that this life is real!

Also to tell myself that she is real now, the last life is a dream!

Those in my life are dreams! !

She also constantly tells herself that she is a human being, not a pastor of Xiao Qiu's Xiao Ruyue in her life. She also has human nature. She can't punish others because she has never committed any crimes that she has never committed before. ......

When Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue deal with her, she can fight back and slammed back.

But she should not take the initiative to harm people.

She is a human being, she still has humanity, she does not become a slave to hatred.

She even keeps telling herself that it is a dream, that humiliation and hatred are dreams, dreams...

She should not be immersed in it, she should come out, she should let the sun shine into her heart, she should dispel the shadow of her heart, she should come out and laugh at life.

......

She even took the initiative to avoid Xiao Qiuci, Xiao Ruyue and the cloud from them.

She was afraid of seeing them, and she would evoke the darkness of her heart.

She has really worked hard!

can……

But she is wrong.

Last life, not a dream.

Never been...

Others have never experienced it, thinking it is a dream.

But only she knows how true it is... much more cruel...-

...4 more...

Tomorrow Saturday, as usual.

(End of this chapter)