"Brother."

Yunhua interrupted Ji Yan before he finished.

"He has no half memory of me. I am to him It's just a pocketed mother. "

Her voice is very quiet.

"And he's going to be engaged now. What am I doing? take away other 's woman by force? Be a junior? "

"Brother, I can't do it. Besides What's more, he looks at me as a stranger now, and he has no memory related to me. However, if he has been in contact with me for a long time, some of my habitual actions and things that I take for granted will inevitably arouse his similar memories. He may not remember, but he must feel familiar... "

Cloud painting painfully closed his eyes, "these deja vu appear once or twice, maybe nothing, but there are more. With his sensitive and cautious character, will he not realize what's wrong with it?"

"No, even once or twice of deja vu, will make him wonder, will let him have the desire to explore the bottom, y hope!"

The expression of cloud painting suddenly became serious.

"Brother, for a normal person, I feel familiar with some things. Maybe I can't think of it. But he is different. He lost the memory of five years. Isn't he curious about it? It must be curious, and when he has a sense of deja vu, he will inevitably wonder whether these familiarity can be generated in those five years

Yun Hua continued to smile bitterly, "brother, in the past five years, he has stopped doing the original thing and has turned to business, but you can't treat him as a general businessman. That's too small of him. Maybe Maybe he has doubts now... "

Ji Yan's face changed slightly, and he quickly said, "I was wrong. I haven't seen him very well these years. I've been estranged from him. Seeing that he's going to be engaged, you're still alone. I'm so angry that I can't help but stab him. It's my fault. "

"You're right to worry." Ji Yan pursed his lips and said with a helpless smile, "I really can't underestimate him. It's also that he has kept a low profile in recent years, so low-key that I forget that he was once a prince. But don't worry too much. You've only met a few times now. It'll be OK. Don't scare yourself. "

Yun Hua shook his head gently, "no, it's not that simple. I'm just a stranger to him. Don't you think his attitude towards me is somewhat Are some too close? "

"Maybe it's the pocket."

"No way." Yun Hua said, "I know him. Even if a person loses his memory, he will not become so thorough. He has never been a man of passion, and he is not a man who cares about others. Based on the relationship between me and him, he would not look at me more than once. He would not care whether I would suffer from eating too much fruit after dinner, or whether I would peel cherries... "

Ji Yan's brow frowned. "You have a certain truth. It's better to be cautious. In fact, painting, I just think it's too aggrieved for you. Why should you bear all the pain alone? If he really recovered his memory, it was also predestined! After all, if he had done the original thing... "

"He lost his mind at that time." Cloud painting almost subconsciously defended him.

However, Ji Yan looked at her and said slowly, "he knows more about his troubles than you. He has to choose to bear the consequences and decide whether to forgive himself or not. If he can't get through that situation... "

Yun Hua shook his head and kept shaking his head, "no, no, I can't imagine..."

"All right, all right, I won't say it." Ji Yan said, "originally I still thought that if his memory is not possible to recover and you can't let him go, you can try to be together. You just have to keep this secret, and you'll be tired all your life, but you can't help others if you want to. Now it seems that You really don't have the slightest possibility. "

Cloud painting smile bitterly.

Ji Yan pursed his lips. "Painting, since you can't go back, you have to look forward. You know, everybody's worried about you. I thought you could have some spark with Zhou Shengbei Qian in these years, but now it seems that it is probably impossible for you to have a relationship with him

"Of course, I don't think you are suitable for him. We all hope that someone can have enough strength to take care of you. Beiqian is very kind to you, and I can see his mind. But his current situation is similar to that of needing someone to take care of him."

"I'm not discriminating against his legs, I'm just It's just that he's afraid of something, he doesn't have the strength to take care of you, that's all. Besides, you and he haven't gone any further in these years. I think you can't go any further in your life. "

"In addition, the relationship between Bei Qian and Bo Si Qing is also a barrier between you. I think this is the real reason why you and Bei qian can't go further."

Yunhua nods gently.

"The age is also heavy. Bo Siqing is five years older than you, and Beiqian is eight years older than you. Plus the relationship between them You and Bei Qian are not suitable

Ji Yan said, "painting, I hope you can meet more people. No matter whether you can keep pace with others, it's always right to meet more people. I hope you don't refuse, OK?"Cloud painting drooping eyes, a long time before gently nodding, "good."

……

Yun Hua didn't expect that Qi Ziheng was the first person she saw.

Ji Yan informed her of the time and place, and other Ji Yan didn't say anything because he knew enough about cloud painting.

Cloud painting is not the kind of person that can be embarrassing.

Now that she has promised to "meet" people, she won't go against each other. Obviously, this kind of meeting is of the nature of blind date. A little dressing up is to show respect to each other. No matter what the result is, basic respect and politeness should be possessed, otherwise people will say that this person is not educated.

If you don't agree, don't come. Who is so willing to come? Since you promise to come, you deliberately make a fool of yourself or don't clean up the sloppy ones. This attitude is too diaphragmatic.

Cloud painting can't do such a rude thing.

In the afternoon, I have to pick up my pocket in the afternoon. I have to cook for my pocket in the evening. I have to stay at home to take care of my pocket. Therefore, I can't spare time for cloud painting in the evening. The meeting time can only be arranged at noon.

went to school in the morning and Gu Nuno got on the school bus. The cloud painting did not sleep in the habit of returning to sleep. She tidied up the family and began to apply the mask, make-up and change clothes around ten o'clock.

It's not very grand, but the basic attitude needs to be.

We leave at about eleven o'clock and arrive at the hotel where we meet at eleven thirty.

In order to avoid possible embarrassment, we didn't ask for a box, but for a card seat. In this way, if the two people are really embarrassed and have no words, they will not be able to stay alone in a box. They can also turn around to see the scenery outside the window, which will not be too embarrassing.

Yunhua took a taxi. She got off at the intersection ahead and walked to the hotel. When she passed the window of the hotel, she caught a glimpse of a familiar figure.

She was stunned for a moment and then laughed at each other.

Qi Ziheng stood up and waved to her at the moment when he saw her. Then he immediately came out of his seat and walked towards the door, obviously to say hello to her.

Cloud painting was immediately embarrassed.

Why do you see acquaintances here?

She's here for a blind date, which is embarrassing.

What to do?

Turn around and go, or explain the situation?

This

Cloud painting is having a headache. Qi Ziheng has come out of the gate to her.

There is no way to avoid it. Cloud painting can only come here with a strong head.

"Here it is." Qi Ziheng walked up to her in three or two steps. His eyes were filled with excitement. He was even at a loss. His two hands on his side clenched his fists and loosened them. He was very nervous.

Yun Hua said politely, "what a coincidence. I didn't expect to meet you here. Are you here on business?"

Qi Ziheng was stunned for a moment, and then he laughed, "unfortunately."

Cloud painting immediately responded, and his expression was astounded, "yes You? "

"Yes." Qi Ziheng nodded with a smile, "go first."

Cloud painting is really speechless.

Until now, she knew that the person she wanted to see was Qi Ziheng.

It's a very strange feeling.

Although she has promised Ji Yan to have a "blind date", she actually has some resistance to the blind date, but she won't show it. She is only dealing with her work and reassuring her family.

Unexpectedly, her first blind date was Qi Ziheng.

Ji Yan didn't even tell her. She thought it was someone she didn't know.

Cloud painting sighs at the bottom of my heart.

After sitting opposite each other, Qi Ziheng said in a low voice, "I ordered it according to your previous taste, and I don't know whether you like it or not."

Cloud painting again, the taste of the past?

She didn't have much interaction with Qi Ziheng before, and her attitude towards him was always very bad. Even if he saved her life by blocking a gun for her and even lost a kidney, her attitude towards him did not get better.

She really didn't think Qi Ziheng would know what she liked.

Just like this, she looked up and saw Qi Ziheng's eyes. In a moment, she was stiff.

She got it.

What Qi Ziheng said about her previous taste is not the past of this life, but the previous life

Cloud painting lowered its head.

She almost forgot that after a few months of vegetative state, he had some more memories related to her. The part of memory he had gained was the one she was most embarrassed and unwilling to face. It was the memory that she would never talk about. Even Bo Siqing, she never said that part of the memory.

And Bo Siqing was considerate enough to guess how ugly that part of her memory was, and he knew how embarrassing that part of her memory was to her, so he never asked, never mentioned anything about it, just to make her feel better.

It's the same for cloud painting. She had already forgotten it, but now she sees Qi Ziheng again. The memories that once were ugly and made her extremely regretful come back to her heart againMemories that should have been buried long ago reappear.

She couldn't help clenching her fist.

Qi Ziheng's face suddenly changed, and he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry to draw. I shouldn't have mentioned the past."

Yun Hua shook his head, "mention it or not, those memories are all there."

"I'm sorry." The apology in Qi Ziheng's eyes was almost condensed into substance, and he looked at her with pleading.

Don't you sigh when you're done with it

"It's no use explaining." Qi Ziheng said, "this explanation is compared with what you have suffered I'm sorry to draw. I'm sorry I know how much I say sorry is useless, I know I was too stupid Too much, too much, it's crushing me, and I'm ignoring you

Qi Ziheng tightly pursed his lips. "I know I'm mean. I don't want to hurt you, but I guess you might get hurt, but I But at the beginning, I was really despicable. I only cared about my own career and my own emotions. I fooled myself into thinking that you had a good life and ignored the obvious details... "

Qi Ziheng lowered his head, and his whole body was covered with regret. "It can be said that everything you suffered is due to my neglect and indulgence To put it bluntly, it's all about me. So you should hate me Painting, how I wish you could revenge me I'll feel better even if I die at your hands. But you... "

He raised his head and looked at the cloud painting. His eyes were as sad as the sea. "Painting, you have not even given me the opportunity to atone, but you refuse to revenge me. How can you let me deal with myself?"

Cloud painting looked out of the window, "revenge on a person is too tired."

"I know that you are not willing to retaliate against anyone. Even Xiao Ruyue, you are not willing to start first. It is she who refuses to let you go and targets you again and again that you are forced to fight back You are too soft-hearted, and this character will suffer. " Qi Ziheng said, and then laughed bitterly, "you've suffered so much in your last life. If anyone else had a chance to do it again, he would not hesitate to choose revenge, but you did not..."

"How do you know I didn't?" Cloud painting light way, "you don't think me too good, I am also a person, after having such an experience, how can I still keep my original intention? Like ordinary people, when I have a chance to do it again, the only thing I think about is revenge. But I have my mother and I want to think about it for my mother In fact, I had already stepped into the abyss at that time. Someone pulled me up, otherwise you might have died in my hands

Qi Ziheng was stunned for a moment, then he laughed, "if you can really die in your hands, I am willing to."

Yun Hua chuckled, "now, you don't have a chance."

Qi Ziheng also laughed, "yes, I have no chance to die in your hands, then Do I still have a chance to go back to your heart? "

Cloud painting is silent and silent.

Qi Ziheng quickly looked at her again and said earnestly, "painting, in this world, only we have a complete memory of each other. Only I know who you are, what you have experienced, and only I can understand how precious you are. Only I will treat you as my whole world, cherish and treat you, only me Only I can give you my soul and my faith

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