Chapter 1760

Cloud painting looks at Bo Si Qing.

Her eyes are full of tangles and pains

"Painting, I think, we are already the most trusted people in each other. If life can be delivered, what else can't I know? " Bo Si Qing holding her face, forehead against her forehead, eyes straight at her, said word by word.

The tears of cloud painting suddenly fell down.

"I Nothing. I just It's just

How can she say what she has suffered?

The man in front of her is her most trusted person and her favorite person, but the more love, the more timid. If he knew she was so stupid, she

She could say anything, even the secret of rebirth, but she couldn't tell him her miserable past.

She couldn't say.

"Well, well, I won't ask." Looking at her like this, he first felt distressed and directly hugged her, "OK, I'm not good, I shouldn't force you. Well, if you don't want to say it, it doesn't matter. What matters is now. OK, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid... "

He held her tightly in his arms and gently patted her on the back to comfort her.

Cloud painting gradually calmed down.

She gently sat up from his arms and looked at him, "ah Qing, it's not that I don't want to tell you, but that for me, it's really a terrible memory. I I... "

"I know, needless to say." Bo Si Qing quickly stopped her, "tell me first, did you feel anything at that time?"

Yun Hua shook his head with a bitter smile.

She knew he was shifting the subject, trying to connect her fainting state with her fading perception.

"I don't feel anything." Cloud painting whispered, "I fainted because I saw the blue sea of flowers..."

"See the sea of blue flowers?" Bo Si Qing frowned, "you have not seen it before."

"Yes." Yun Hua looked at him, "there was another time, you should know, in the Institute of mental health of S City, that time Brother Ci and sister Mo should have told you. "

"Yes." Bo Si Qing looked at her, "I'm worried."

Yunhua nodded softly, "I know. This time the situation is similar to that time. I see the blue sea of flowers Oh no, it should be said that when I see the blue flower sea in the mental hospital, I will Will think of those who can not look back on the past. That's me The most powerless and scariest place... "

"Ah Qing, do you know what I fear most?" She looked at him and said.

"What?"

"What I fear most is not death, but whether it will disappear after death or return to the place where I came from. If it's the dust, it's probably the best destination, and if it's going back to where I came from... " Cloud painting full of melancholy, a long breath, for a long time to gently say the last word, "then I will, life is not like death."

Looking at her eyes, Bo Si Qing's heart suddenly trembled.

He held her tightly. He held her tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.

And it is so tight, tight enough to breathe a hug, but let her have a sense of security, let her feet seem to step on the ground.

"No, no, I won't let you go." Bo Si Qing's voice was very firm, "I will not let you go, I will never let you go, even if you really do not belong here, I will not let you go! I'll take you for me. Come on, if you provoke me, you can't leave! "

……

After a long time, the mood of cloud painting was completely calmed down.

"Painting, I won't talk about it again." "But your situation is too serious. I'm a little worried," said Bosch in a low voice

"What are you worried about?"

"Your situation belongs to the stress reaction, the body's self-protection mechanism, the combination of mental hospital and blue iris has even replaced those terrible memories and become a deep-rooted picture in your brain. As long as you are in a mental hospital and then see a large number of blue iris in the psychiatric hospital, this combination will have a great impact on you influence. It's similar to a serious allergen. As soon as you touch this allergen, you'll be allergic instantly, and your allergic symptoms are very serious! "

"I'm afraid, if you don't intervene, in some cases, if you suddenly come back to this situation There will be danger. "

But, how does this interfere with the treatment? I... "

"This is a psychological problem, and professional psychologists should be involved." "In fact, it's the same as treating all kinds of psychological disorders. It's also similar to the desensitization therapy used in the treatment of allergy. A little bit of contact with weak stimulation will be increased after you get used to certain stimulation, until you can adapt to the same way as normal people."

The hand of cloud painting falling on his waist can't help but clench his shirt."Well Then Looking for brother Bei Qian There was hesitation in the voice of cloud painting, "I Do you want to ask brother Beiqian if he has time? Maybe he is busy... "

"No Bo Si Qing shook his head, "don't look for Bei Qian. This matter is too important for me, and I dare not let anyone know. Otherwise, someone is likely to put you into a trap on purpose

"Who are you looking for Yun Hua said, "don't you trust Beiqian's words more?"

"I've arranged it." Bo Si Qing said, "you use training as an excuse to go abroad once a month. I contacted a teacher. He is old and has long ceased to accept counseling. The key is that very few people know that he has ever worked in this field. He's a gourmet now. When you meet him, people don't think about counseling. "

“…… Good. " Yun Hua took a deep breath and nodded.

She knew that Bo Si Qing was for her good, and she was willing to do it if it relieved him.

But in fact, she was not optimistic about it, because she knew how much she was guarding against. She could not believe anyone else except Bo Si Qing.

The secret of her rebirth can only be told to him alone, others' words Not at all.

As for the secret of mental hospital and blue iris, she didn't trust Bo Siqing, but It's not to say.

It's like letting a girl who has been subjected to violence say all that to her favorite person, there is no trust, just Inferiority.

"By the way, how's the case at Gu Huaiyi? I didn't help either Yun Hua hesitated for a moment, "otherwise, I'll go there again. This time, I'm mentally prepared. I should be OK. Mainly, I seem to feel something! "

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