Chapter 979

After listening to Si Jianliang's words, Si Shaoqi dropped her eyes and sighed deeply: "your mother has never known about your life experience You should also consider for her "

" Dad, I can't agree with you. "Si Shaoqi frowned:" is it because I'm not born, so mom can't accept the reality after knowing this? I think that if I make it clear, my mother will not disagree "

" even if she doesn't agree, if you suddenly want to change from a son to a son-in-law, she has to have a time to accept it! " Si Jianliang frowned: "stop talking about it, I don't agree"

"but Fangjuan and I really love each other." Si Shaoqi pursed her lips: "she came to say these words to me after three years of careful consideration. She has already taken a step towards me. I can't use identity and other things as an excuse to cover up the fact that she is also attracted to her. Dad, I know what you think about this It's ridiculous, but I've tried my best. I've tried to avoid Fangjuan, struggled in my heart, and even tried not to think about it. But all these efforts collapsed when she and I confessed. "

Si Shaoqi looked at Si Jianliang and said, "don't think it's our impulse. In fact, it's not an impulse. Fangjuan and I have been struggling for a long time in private"

"I can't accept it." Si Jianliang shook his head and said, "no more!"

He turned and left. Si Shaoqi grabbed his arm and knelt on the ground: "Dad! Fangjuan and I have been worrying about it for three years. No, maybe we have been worrying about it for a longer time. When she didn't make it clear, I can still pretend that I don't know all about it and continue to treat her well in the name of brother and sister. But now things have been broken, and I can't refuse her. I really don't know what to do If I could digest this relationship by myself, I would not confess it to you today! "

"You Si Jianliang pulled his hand, did not pull, Si Shaoqi knelt behind him, staring down at the ground.

"Don't you understand The problem now is not whether I agree or not, but that I don't know how to tell your mother. Maybe I can take the time to accept you, but have you ever thought about your mother? "

As if he had been drained of all his strength, Si Jianliang grabbed Si Shaoqi's collar and lifted him up, then sighed and said:

"how do you want me to explain all this to your mother? Do you want me to tell her that in fact, Shaoheng's real brother died long ago. As a husband, I can't bear to see her sad, so I changed a child to support her. It's been more than 20 years to hide it from her? What's more, the whole family, including you and Fangjuan, all know about it. Only she who is a mother doesn't know about it? Shaoqi, I feel guilty and angry about my children I don't know how to explain this to your mother. I'm afraid of her reaction I don't want to ruin my life, you know? "

Si Jianliang admits that he is a counsellor.

From the day it happened, he did not dare to tell sun Yuemei about her child's early death. In fact, her own son left the world soon after he was born.

Yes, after living with sun Yuemei for such a long time, sun Yuemei won't do anything to Si Shaoqi because of this. She will certainly continue to raise Si Shaoqi as her own son after knowing all this. But between him and sun Yuemei, sun Yuemei will certainly blame him for this.

The son who was pregnant in October, because of his selfishness, did not let her see the last one, so she buried the matter hastily. How could sun Yuemei blame him.

“…” Si Shaoqi takes a deep breath. He feels that it's selfish of Si Jianliang to refuse to be with Si Fangjuan just because he doesn't dare to have a showdown with sun Yuemei. However, he can't blame him and has no right to blame him for his selfishness when he thinks of Si Jianliang's years of dedication to his family and his treatment of himself as if he were his own.

In this family, he is the least qualified to judge who is selfish and who is not. Without Si Jianliang and Si Shaoheng, he would not be able to grow up and even have no chance to survive. So, he can't.

"Go back with me" Si Jianliang left this sentence and went upstairs silently. Si Shaoqi looked at his back and followed him without saying a word.

When she returned to the living room of Si's home, sun Yuemei was sitting there waiting for them.

"What are you two doing? Why did it take so long to come back? " Sun Yuemei stands up and walks to Si Shaoqi worried. Si Shaoqi looks at sun Yuemei and shakes her head with red eyes: "it's OK, I'll go back to my room first"

Si Jianliang looks at Si Shaoqi's back, sighs helplessly, turns around and goes back to her room with sun Yuemei.

…

After she went back to her room and changed her clothes, she came out and sat alone in the living room, not knowing what to do.

"Second brother..."

Si Fangjuan pokes her head out of the room and looks at her. Because of the relationship between Si Shaoheng and Shi Xiaotang, their bedroom is now Si Fangjuan's.

"You haven't slept yet" Si Shaoqi looks up at Si Fangjuan. Seeing her coming, she can't help patting the sofa beside her.Si Fangjuan nodded and sat on the side of Si Shaoqi. Si Shaoqi picked up the blanket and put it on her shoulder. She used to wrap her up and cover it. Then she looked down and said:

"I said something about you, but dad didn't agree."

"You mean..." Si Fangjuan opened her eyes and looked at Si Shaoqi. Si Shaoqi pursed her lips and suddenly held her in her arms: "I also like you Since you said that you were in the hotel that day, you have heard my conversation with Zheng xuanni Then you should know the fact that I've been attracted to you. "

"But..." Si Fangjuan's face was showing joy at the same time, suddenly

and dim down: "do you say dad doesn't agree?"

"Well, I just talked to him for a long time..." Si Shaoqi dropped her eyes: "your real second brother actually died soon after he was born. I was picked up by the eldest brother and used it to replace your real second brother. Dad didn't dare to tell mom the truth of this matter. He was afraid that mom would not accept it. He blamed him for hiding it from her and not letting her see his own son for the last time"

" Si Fangjuan did not speak in Si Shaoqi's arms.

"But I'm not qualified to blame him." Si Shaoqi drooped: "after all, if there was no father and no big brother, I would have been frozen to death more than 20 years ago. Where is the chance to live? In this family, you can blame dad for being selfish and cowardly, but I'm the only one. "

"What shall we do then?" Si Fangjuan raised her head and suddenly put her arms around Si Shaoqi's neck: "is there no chance?"

For this relationship, she has really suffered too much torture and suffering.

Si Shaoqi dropped her eyes and clenched her fist.

In fact, he didn't know how to solve the problems and frustrations they had to face after they were together, but he only knew that since Si Fangjuan took the initiative to pierce the paper between them, he could no longer treat her as a sister.