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Esteemed Empress, you are the noble imperial concubine who has lived a life without worries, and you are unable to understand the hardships of life of the lowly commoners like us. There are many times when, in order to survive, we can do many things that go against our own conscience.

Empress, do you know how frightened Little Mingzi was when he saw the corpse of Chun Er, the beautiful girl who died in vain? Little Mingzi was also a human, and Little Mingzi also had his own emotions, including love and hate. Although Little Mingzi was just a young eunuch with an incomplete body, Little Mingzi's greatest hope in life was to be able to live like a normal person.

Perhaps in the hearts of you higher-ups, our lives are less than the lives of a cat or dog. Even cats and dogs can live happily, but why can't we? Little Mingzi knew he was going to live a lowly life, but Little Mingzi also wanted to live a good life.

The truth was that the moment the Empress let Little Mingzi die, Little Mingzi retreated. Little Mingzi was scared, and Little Mingzi didn't want to die. Little Mingzi was the only man in the family. Although he could no longer pass on his family's incense, Little Mingzi still hoped that he would be able to send off his parents' endowment after a hundred years. Little Mingzi wanted to offer her parents what she should do as a son.

Little Mingzi's body was incomplete, but Little Mingzi's mind wasn't. Little Mingzi didn't want his life to be incomplete too. Back then, when Little Mingzi's family had fallen, the creditor had chased him all the way to the door. Little Mingzi's only sister had almost been taken away to repay the debt.

Little Mingzi couldn't bear to see Little Mingzi being sold to those filthy places at such a young age. When Little Mingzi saw the pure but frightened look on Little Mingzi's face, Little Mingzi softened his heart and decided to sell himself off to become a little eunuch in the imperial palace.

The Empress had saved Little Mingzi's entire family. Little Mingzi was very grateful to the Empress, and the Empress had given Little Mingzi a second life. Little Mingzi had sworn that he would sacrifice his life for the Empress, but at the most important moment, Little Mingzi had not expected that he would actually cower. Empress, Little Mingzi doesn't want to die.

However, the Empress actually refused to give up, insisting on Little Mingzi's death. Afterwards, the Empress left. Before she left, she glared viciously at Little Mingzi. Little Mingzi understood what the Empress meant.

For the sake of his newly improved family, Little Mingzi could only submit to the Empress's gaze. Little Mingzi heard that his sister had just found her in-laws and was soon going to get married.

Every time Little Mingzi thought of his sister's innocent smile, Little Mingzi would feel a warm breath. The lively and cute little sister of her childhood had finally grown up. If she could find a good family and live a peaceful life, then Little Mingzi would be satisfied. In fact, Little Mingzi really wanted to see his sister get married, but it seemed like there wouldn't be any more chances. Sister, I wish you and your husband an old age and love each other.

Father, mother, Little Ming Zi has gone. I hope that father and mother can live their lives peacefully under my care. Father, mother, little Ming Zi is unfilial. Other people raise their sons to give up their lives, but not only is your unfilial son unable to continue our family's joss stick, he can't even send your two elders to give up their lives. Furthermore, he has to send black-haired people with white hair.

Father, mother, don't worry, even though Little Ming Zi is no longer here. But the Empress has already agreed to Little Mingzi's request. As long as Little Mingzi dies and is able to keep a secret in the Imperial Palace, the Empress will treat you well.

Once you have money, you can live in a big house and hire a few servants to eat and dress well every day. Then Little Mingzi's death was worth it. It was worth it.

Father, mother, Little Ming Zi has gone. You must take good care of yourselves. When the weather is cold remember more shirts, remember to eat better, don't think so much for Little Mingzi, just take care of yourselves.

Originally, I didn't want to leave behind this will, but Little Ming Zi wants me to let my parents know what the real cause of death is, so I don't want to die without even knowing how Little Ming Zi died. I don't want you to worry about me when you're old, so little Mingzi wrote this will.

Little Mingzi felt that the Empress was not a simple person. Although Little Mingzi was not very shrewd, Little Mingzi was not stupid. Father and Mother, I will leave this will, if in the future the Empress has ill intentions towards you, you two can come out and haggle with the Empress over the price.

Father, mother, I hope these are just little Mingzi's speculations. Little Mingzi also hoped that the Empress would keep her promise and take good care of Little Mingzi's family.

Father, mother, Little Ming Zi has gone. Even though Little Mingzi is reluctant to part with you, for the sake of your lives being able to live a peaceful life, Little Mingzi has no regrets even in death.

Father, mother, Little Ming Zi has gone. Although I didn't fulfill my duty as a son, little Mingzi can walk with peace of mind as you all have lived well.

Father, mother, Little Ming Zi has gone. Although in this life, Little Mingzi had lived a very tiring and unhappy life, but Little Mingzi was very pleased that he could have a happy childhood.

Father, mother, Little Ming Zi has gone. Although I couldn't see my parents for the last time, Little Mingzi hoped that if there was a next life, Little Mingzi would be my parents' son again.

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Farewell to Father and Mother

Yi Fei didn't know what to say. No matter what the reason was, when she saw Little Mingzi's will, she knew that this filial child must have died enough. However, this little Mingzi, Yi Feifei, knew that he was a small eunuch from the Yi Palace.

In the past, when Little Mingzi's hometown was filled with water, Little Mingzi had come to ask for Yi Fei. At that time, Yi Fei had been quite loyal and honest to Little Mingzi, and she also had a sense of propriety.

So Yi Fei took some money to Little Mingzi, let Little Mingzi send people back to their hometown, to solve the urgent situation. Little Mingzi didn't think that Yi Fei would actually agree. It was just that when there was really nowhere else to go, Little Mingzi would brace himself and go find Yi Fei to see if she would agree.

When Little Mingzi saw that Yi Fei really agreed, he was stunned. If others in the imperial harem didn't frame you, you would be considered a good person. Little Mingzi really did not expect that Yi Fei would actually help a mere eunuch.

In Little Mingzi's imagination, he should have been kicked out by Yi Fei and then charged with the crime of committing a crime. Little Mingzi knew this was going to happen, but he still did it. If he lost his family, then there would be no meaning for Little Mingzi to exist in this world. That was why Little Mingzi decided to risk it all.

After Yi Fei agreed to Little Mingzi's request and made a substantial move, Little Mingzi was very grateful to Yi Fei and treated her as his new benefactor. Furthermore, he would tell this to others whenever he met someone, and Little Mingzi would praise Yi Fei. Many of the palace maids and eunuchs were also glad that they had followed a good master.

However, Yi Fei had only smiled at the time and didn't put Little Mingzi's words to heart. In the eyes of Yi Fei, a small eunuch wouldn't help her much, not to mention that she had always been at peace with herself. She didn't even ask for much, so it was even more impossible for Little Mingzi to help her.

However, from then on, Little Mingzi was more dedicated to working for Yi Fei. As long as it was something that Yi Fei had arranged for her to do, Little Mingzi would do it well. Yi Fei saw that Little Mingzi was also a reliable person, so she started to assign some important matters of the Yi Palace to Little Mingzi.

Everyone had feelings for each other, and Yi Fei and Little Mingzi's relationship was getting closer and closer, but Yi Fei actually saw Little Mingzi's corpse today. No wonder Yi Fei didn't see Little Mingzi today, but Yi Fei didn't notice, because Little Mingzi would often go out to the palace to help her gather some things. He would always bring Pearl a lot of delicious things to eat, so Pearl really liked Little Mingzi.