Chapter 223: Broken Friendship

Chapter 223: Broken Friendship

A hand tapped Kithinas shoulder. She turned around.

Stryg bowed his head and offered his hand, May I have this dance?

Kithina wiped her tears and sniffed, Stryg?

Ill take that as a yes. He grabbed her hand and pulled her onto the dance floor.

The hundreds of dancers fell into the rhythm of the music as the musicians played a soft, almost melancholic tune. Kithina spotted Sylvie and Callum in the crowd, her heart clenched up in pain.

Dont look at them, Kitty. Eyes on me, Stryg shifted his feet and blocked Kithinas sight.

Stryg, I her lips trembled, she tried to smile and fell into a quiet sob.

Stryg gently pulled her into his shoulder and hid her broken expression from wandering eyes. Youre okay, deep breaths, he whispered.

She wheezed a few shaky breaths and clenched her eyes tight. Her body felt cold, numb, almost as if she couldnt move. But Stryg danced and pulled her along, step by step, moment by moment.

...What are you doing here? she mumbled into his shoulder.

Stryg looked past her shoulder, past the onlookers, and stared at Callum dancing happily with Sylvie in her crimson dress. ...When a tribemate is injured, you cover their back until they can stand.

Im not part of your tribe, she smiled bitterly.

No, youre my friend. And friends cover each others backs too Cly taught me that.

Kithina bit her lip, Im sorry.

Dont apologize. This is my fault, when you asked Cal to the dance a few days ago, I noticed he didnt hear you. I told him to talk to you, but I should have pushed the matter.

She laughed bitterly, This isnt your fault. Its mine its always been mine.

What? Stryg furrowed his brow.

She looked up at him, eyes red from tears, and smiled half-heartedly, Thanks for covering my back. Ill return the favor someday.

Stryg glanced at the dancers all around. Dont mention it.

Kithina bit her lip and traced her fingers across his chest, ...They stabbed you right here. And they killed Clypeus You must have been in so much pain. But we all looked away, we were too focused on our own wounds. I had never killed someone before that night, and then I saw so many people die I was shocked, scared, but we should have never let you carry all the guilt on your own. Im so sorry.

Stryg swallowed the lump in his throat, I led us to that cliff. The guilt is mine alone.

No, she shook her head. We shouldnt have left you alone. Were your friends, we should have been there for you.

He closed his eyes, I dont deserve it.

Stryg

The music died, the songs final note fell, the dancers slowed to a stop.

Stryg stepped back, I should get going, Felis probably wondering where Ive gone.

Kithina smiled, Thank you for the dance. Im gonna head over to the balcony, get some fresh air and a bit of peace.

I see, he nodded. Take care of yourself.

Stryg turned and walked away.

Stryg! Kithina called out.

He paused and glanced back at her, a questioning look on his face.

She looked him straight in the eye, Plum was wrong about you. Youre not a monster, this Realm doesnt deserve you.

He smiled ruefully, Im not sure about that.

The music picked back up, the dancers swung back into their rhythm, Stryg disappeared into the crowd.

He made his way through the dancers, glancing at each face he passed by, looking for Feli; until he spotted Callum and Sylvie, dancing happily. Stryg gritted his teeth, his pupils shrank to thin blades.

Callum used to laugh often and would always bring them snacks from one of his favorite bakeries. Plum was witty and had a way of making the stubborn Stryg open up; no one had ever managed to recreate that feat, not even Feli. And Stryg was well, he was still stubborn. But now there was a weight over him, like an impenetrable wall that stopped their words from reaching him. Kithina felt as if Stryg drifted away from them more and more every single day.

She sighed bitterly.

Her closest friends seemed to be drifting away. Plum was already long gone. Kithina rarely saw Stryg, he didnt even visit the Merry Crescent anymore. And Callum

There you are. I thought I might find you here.

Kithina looked up in surprise. Cal?

Callum smiled wryly, Hey, Kitty. Mind if I sit?

...Sure, she said reluctantly.

Thanks, he pulled up a chair across from her and sat down with a satisfied groan. My back still hurts from last night, I should probably get it checked out by a white mage. Id heal it myself, but Im better at bright spells than healing spells.

Kithina furrowed her brow, Last night? What happened?

Oh, yeah, I guess you werent there, Callum nodded to himself. I was at the Winter Ball, everything was going well. Then Stryg suddenly showed up, picked me up like a child - not very flattering mind you - and then he told me to talk to you. And then he dropped me on my ass.

Dammit, Stryg, hes always going way too far, she sighed. Ill talk to him.

Dont get me wrong, I was going to do the same. But Sylvie beat me to it. Callum winced. And then Stryg got violent real fast, luckily Loh stopped the whole thing before it went too far.

Thats good, Stryg listens to her at least.

Thankfully, he chuckled. Anyhoo, after making sure Sylvie was okay, I went looking for you. After a while, I realized you werent at the ball.

I left early, she said quietly.

Which is why I came looking for you this morning and Im glad I found you. So, whats up? Did I do something wrong?

Kithina laughed weakly, No, nothing wrong.

Are you sure? he asked skeptically. Because Stryg seemed pretty confident.

Yeah, Strygs anger is misplaced.

What does that mean?

Kithina shrunk back into her chair, ...Do you remember when I stopped by when you and Stryg were studying last week?

Um Oh! Yeah, I was a bit busy back then. Some family matters he finished quietly.

Kithina swallowed hard, I had asked you to the Winter Ball and you said yes.

Callums eyes widened in understanding, he reached out and grabbed her hand, Kitty, Im so sorry. I was out of it that day, I had just found out about something terrible.

Kithina pulled her hand back, Its fine. Really, I get it. Miscommunication, it happens. She took a deep shaky breath, But when I saw you with Sylvie last night, it finally hit me.

Callums face paled, You were there? Last night? You were waiting for me?

None of this is your fault, Cal. Please dont feel bad. Its just, she wiped her eyes. Ive had a crush on you ever since we met and Ive always tried so desperately to have you like me back. And I thought you did, wed go out together often, just you and me. Youd tell me about your family and your struggles, and Id listen happily.

Kitty, look I-

Its fine, Cal. I should have seen it before, Kitty shook her head. ...You never really wanted to be with me, did you?

Callum held his tongue and looked away in shame.

Kitty smiled, but there was pain in her eyes. I think some part of me always knew. I just hoped I just hoped- She bit her lip and sighed. Well, it doesnt matter anymore. Im happy for you, Cal. You have Sylvie now, thats good. She can listen to your struggles now, because I dont think I can do that anymore. I cant be there for you whenever you need me. I cant keep hoping that youll someday see me.

Callum held his hands together in a white-knuckle grip. His chest felt tight, a shiver ran down his spine. What are you saying exactly?

She looked him in the eyes and smiled sadly, Im saying I want to be a mage who goes on adventures and travels the world. And you you want the Veres throne. Im saying this is goodbye.

Callum licked his lips and squeezed his eyes shut, I-I see. Thats uh Yeah

Kithina got up from her chair and bowed her head, Take care of yourself, Callum Veres.

She left without another word.