Chapter 138： Hard for straight men (20)

He walked to the door of the ward, but flinched back, "No, you go in, help me see him, I, I'll go outside and smoke a cigarette"

Ji Xun glanced at him hastily, but turned around and ran away.

Haozi shook his head and said, "Why do I think that the more I want to separate them, the tighter they will become, do you think they are doing bad things with good intentions? Now that we have become villains in Liang Yu's place, I won't go in. now, you go."

After he finished speaking, he left with a gloomy face.

Tao Ze didn't speak, looked at Gu Yunshen deeply, and left him too.

Gu Yunshen stared at the three of them leaving like this, gritted his teeth for a while, "All gone, let me face him?"

But he had to change his face and walked into the ward next to him.

Liang Yu's face was cleaned up, and his head was covered with several layers of gauze. He didn't turn his head when he heard footsteps, and was looking in the direction of the other window.

"Liang Yu" Gu Yunshen was sitting beside the hospital bed. He wanted to speak and found that his voice was a bit harsh. He cleared his voice and said harshly: "Ji Xun is ashamed, I dare not come to see you for the time being."

Gu Yunshen actually laughed as he spoke: "Although he is my friend, sometimes I have to say that he is a jerk."

Liang Yu still did not speak.

Seeing that he was always silent, Gu Yunshen finally stopped talking.

However, his eyes were fixed on Liang Yu like hooks, looking at his much thinner face, his eyes were always dull, not as cold as before, nor as sharp as before when facing them.

Gu Yunshen didn't quite believe that a tough-minded person like him would be easily shattered like those children sent in by their parents.

"If you're pretending, then you've succeeded. He's hiding from your heartache at the moment." Gu Yunshen said in a low voice, reached out and pulled Liang Yu's chin, forcing him to face him.

Liang Yu's eyes still did not fluctuate, and he didn't know where he was looking.

Seeing that he was still silent, Gu Yunshen narrowed his eyes suddenly, leaned over and came closer, only a few centimeters away from Liang Yu's lips, he didn't believe that Liang Yu could still hold it.

But the other party was still motionless, Gu Yunshen clenched his teeth and simply lowered his head and kissed him.

Gu Yunshen's eyes widened, looking at Liang Yu's expressionless face, he suddenly became angry, his palms clamped on his chin, "Don't think that I will be deceived by your disguise like A Xun! It will be allowed, so don't act for me!"

Liang Yu opened his eyes wide, but his eyes were still not focused.

Gu Yunshen always felt that he was acting, this guy was very good at acting.

He was deceived several times, which made his relationship with Ji Xun get closer and closer. He gritted his teeth for a while, and leaned down to kiss Liang Yu's lips again. "I see how long you pretend to be!"

Liang Yu opened his lips under the pain, and Gu Yunshen took advantage of the situation to reach the tip of his tongue, and reached out and grabbed into his pants.

When he was confused, Liang Yu seemed to have woken up from a dream. He struggled vigorously to push him away, stared at him with trembling all over his body, and wiped his lips with his sleeve.

With a white face, he muttered, "You like men, you are disgusting, homosexuals are disgusting, you are disgusting, you are guilty." . But when he heard what he said later, his face turned pale again.

Liang Yu looked at him in fear, wiped his mouth, jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom to wash his mouth.

Gu Yunshen lowered his head, stroked his lips with his fingers, and murmured, "Is he really corrected?"

He smiled sadly and left the ward silently with his head bowed.

Ji Xun smoked a cigarette outside, but in the end, he couldn't bear the torture in his heart, and came back dejected. He stood at the door for a long time, and finally stepped in.

Liang Yu lay back on the bed again, his eyes always looking out the window.

"I'm not a thing, I think I'm right!" Ji Xun sat on the edge of the bed, looking at his much thinner face, feeling more and more remorse in his heart, couldn't help holding his hand, "I'm sorry"

Ji Xun didn't expect him to forgive himself, but he didn't expect that his actions would cause him to panic.

Liang Yu threw off his hand like a virus, and rubbed the place he had just held, with a look of disgust on his face, and muttered in his mouth: "The same

Sex is a disease, you are sick, don't touch me"

When he said to himself, Ji Xun's face turned pale when he heard it, and his heart felt like a slap in the face, and his heart ached like a twist, and he was lost and painful, and he was extremely self-loathing.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Ji Xun's nose was sore, he didn't dare to look into his eyes again, he covered his face with his hands, and hot tears rolled down his cheeks.

It seems that Liang Yu's illness has finally been cured by him.

But he seemed to be ill, as if he was still very ill, and his heart seemed to be broken, not a single piece was intact.

The new semester is coming soon.

Liang Yu was finally discharged from the hospital. Ji Xun arranged a psychiatrist for him, and Liang Yu accepted it obediently. He went to see a doctor every week. After a few weeks, Liang Yu finally seemed to be back to normal.

Ji Xun didn't quite believe it for a while, so he called his psychiatrist in front of Liang Yu, and after repeated inquiries, he got a positive answer from the doctor, indicating that his mental health had recovered.

Ji Xun finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Liang Yu, you'll be fine, otherwise I'm afraid I'll be psychologically guilty for the rest of my life."

Ji Xun ended the call. The feeling of guilt that had been heavy these days was finally relieved, and he patted Liang Yu's shoulder again: "You really don't blame me for the stupid things I did before?"

For the past few weeks, he has been trembling every day, afraid that Liang Yu will hate him from now on, ignore him from now on, and even suddenly disappear from his world like before.

"How could I blame you, you are doing it for my own good." Liang Yu smiled like a spring breeze, obviously in a light mood.

"Really?" Seeing him nodding, Ji Xun felt excited for a while, the hanging boulder finally fell to the ground, she couldn't help hugging Liang Yu in her excitement, "It's fine if you don't hate me or blame me, I thought you were never forgive me"

Liang Yu frowned slightly, with a bit of forbearance on his face, half lowered his eyes, and said with a smile: "How can I hate you, you are my friend?"

Ji Xun was stunned. The word friend came out of his mouth, and he had a subtle feeling in his heart.

It was too late to take a closer look, but Liang Yu's drooping eyes made his heart feel a little itchy. As soon as he raised his head, he kissed him on the lips. He was about to make fun of him, but his body was thrown open by a force.

Ji Xun almost fell and staggered back a few steps.

Liang Yu glared at him with an ugly face, "Ji Xun, I only treat you as a friend, how could you do such a thing to me! You like men? Don't you think you are disgusting?"

Ji Xun froze on the spot, his eyes staring like copper bells, but he didn't know how to refute.

Liang Yu took a deep breath and wiped his mouth with disgust on his face: "Forget it, let's not be an example, just keep yourself clean."

Ji Xun's tense expression finally cracked. He opened his mouth, but he felt that his throat was so hard that he couldn't make a sound. He only felt that a corner of his heart had collapsed at this moment.

Ji Xun only thought it was a black humor, absurd and ridiculous.

Liang Yu finally made him straighten, straighter than him, but he didn't seem to be happy. Instead, he felt suffocated and panicked, and there was always a breath in his throat, which prevented him from going up and down.

It's been a few days in such a daze.

Ji Xun has been watching him secretly, Liang Yu really regards him as a friend and treats him like all loyal friends, but the only thing that is close to him is like a snake or scorpion, even an ordinary hug on the shoulder can make him feel like a face the enemy.

Ji Xun felt uncomfortable. He had long been used to being close to Liang Yu, and he was used to indulging his closeness.

Although Liang Yu behaved normally, he just felt that he was being shielded from this person, and Ji Xun even began to suspect that it might be him who was really sick?

After being blocked for a few days, Ji Xun finally stopped Liang Yu by the campus garden when he returned to school that night.

"Liang Yu, I've been waiting for you for a long time. I have something to ask you."

Ji Xun's expression was gloomy, and he crawled up his hair very irritably. Seeing him listening quietly, his heart became more and more uncomfortable, and finally he couldn't help but ask: "You said before you before"

Speaking of this, Ji Xun's face was a little hot, she licked her dry lips, and blurted out: "You confessed to me in the birch forest before.?.??? Say you like it.

I am now"

Liang Yu blinked, his expression surprised, and he laughed heartily: "Ji Xun, I was a patient at that time, how can the patient's words be taken seriously? Don't worry, now I really only think of you as a friend."

His expression was magnanimous and his eyes were clear.

When Ji Xun heard it, he only felt a roar in his heart, and the wall in his heart collapsed completely.

My heart is only cold. And endless heartache, he felt like he had lost something important and could never get it back

He wanted to laugh at him, but the laughter he pulled out was uglier than crying.

"It's getting late, go back to the dormitory earlier."

Liang Yu patted his shoulder comfortingly, Ji Xun's face was stiff and motionless, he heard him again in his ears: "In the past, you always invited me to dinner.

God also let me invite you once, and also call your three best friends."

Ji Xun didn't know how she got back to the dormitory, but she just lay on the bed reluctantly.

He turned his head and saw that Liang Yu was leaning against the wall, flipping a book in his hand.

But across the aisle, Ji Xun felt that he had completely lost him.

"Ji Xun, what's wrong?" Liang Yu felt his gaze, raised his head and smiled at him with concern.

Ji Xun couldn't bear it for a while, and pulled the quilt over his face, letting the tears flow in the quilt. Now Liang Yu doesn't understand the sadness in his heart, not even himself.

He was cured, he should be happy, but he felt sad like a dead mother.

Liang Yu put down the book and watched him cover his head like a turtle, with a cold smile on his face.

Liang Yu wanted to invite Ji Xun to dinner. Normally, Ji Xun would be happy, but this time, he looked a little down, but he was reluctant to refuse. On Sunday night, he took the car with his three best friends to the restaurant he had made an appointment with.

"Xun, you've been in a low mood recently. Could it have something to do with him?" For a few days, Gu Yunshen looked at this person as if he had lost his soul all day.

"Leave me alone." Ji Xun shook his head dejectedly.

Haozi looked at him looking like he was going to die, and was really annoying, "Is Liang Yu still mad at you? It's time for him to be mad after so long.