Looking for only felt that she fell into a puzzle, she saw many figures shaking, but could not see clearly.

It was like a layer of gauze, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't pry.

With countless question marks, he opened his eyes fiercely.

The light above her head made her uncomfortable and closed, missing the excitement, surprise and excitement of the bedside people at the moment when she woke up.

Yan Jianling felt that there was nothing more painful than this. She was lying in a white hospital bed, but he could only watch and do nothing.

Her pain, he did not know, her powerlessness, he did not know, her pain, he did not know.

Self blame is like a round ball, which keeps pushing it in until it can't come out.

"Do you feel any discomfort when you wake up?" It took a long time to find his own voice, dumb question.

Immediately in the heart chagrin, own voice is really too bad to hear, can frighten her?

Looking for a wink, tilted his head, looking at a stiff face, inexplicably some nervous man, gently shaking his head.

She was all right except that she had little strength.

But there is one thing, she is very sure that her memory, oh no, should be said that the memory of the original owner was passive.

I don't know whether it was caused by an accident or...

when I think about the body of the owner again, I look for the eye drop, and the voice is dry: "you don't have to feel guilty, I don't need to."

For women, not being able to conceive is really a big blow.

She did not know the original owner's mood at that time, but she should also be very sad.

After all, she didn't have the chance to be a mother, and she couldn't have a child called her mother.

She had just heard the doctor's words, and her heart was filled with unspeakable sadness.

Yan Jianling opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he found that he could not say it.

Holding the edge of the bed tightly, the heart broke a hole, there is a red liquid flowing slowly.

"I..."

"if you really blame yourself, promise me one thing."

Looking up and interrupting the man.

"Good." Yan Jianling didn't think about it, but nodded directly.

"Well, come out."

Determined peach blossom eyes fixed looking at him, there is only their own shadow.

Decadent, ugly, ugly.

At that moment, he wanted to find a place to hide himself from her.

But under such bright eyes, he was reluctant to leave, because he was afraid that another person would appear in it.

"Good."

I will be obedient, I will be better, and I will find out what happened at that time.

Search, I wonder if I can chase you now?

Whether you agree or not, I will let go.

Looking for lips, smile, just like just blooming pear, small, white, with a light fragrance.

It's the most beautiful color in the mountains.

"Yan Shao, I bought something. Would you like to eat some?"

Zhou Qi came in with a bag and found that he was still gloomy before he left. This would have been a sunny feeling. He almost thought he had gone to the wrong room.

Lean over to have a look, oh ~ it's Miss Lu waking up.

"Just in time, I bought porridge and Miss Lu ate some. You've been sleeping all day."

Take it out and put it on the small table next to it.

Yan Jianling took the initiative to help Zhou Qi, but he didn't know what the next move was.

Although Yan Shao just had a psychological problem, not crazy or anything else, but this year, can not speak, never speak.

It can't move. It's the kind that doesn't move.

Even wash gargle, because someone is staring at him very repulsive.

Can't, they worry that in that period, he can't think of it, can't leave.

Today's series of reactions, no doubt not to give Zhou Qi a big sweet jujube.

His employer, Yan Shao, his idol, is getting better.

Will the youngest king of war reappear soon?

Excited emotions in the chest constantly bump, so that he can not be excited.

But he also knew that all this came from Miss Lu in bed. If Miss Lu left, he would...

quickly shake his head, and Yan Shaoquan was OK. There should be nothing wrong with Miss Lu leaving. Don't scare yourself.

"By the way, Yan Shao, Mrs. Yan, she..."

"no matter her." Yan Jianling's actions carefully feed gruel to Xumian, but he is not worried about Zhou Qi's words.

Her good son is afraid to have gone to take care of it, anyway, in her eyes also that son.

Zhou Qi immediately shut up and stopped talking, muttering in his heart that there was something wrong with the mother and the son.

Looking for because there is no memory, no information, dare not say more, quietly eat the white rice porridge fed to the lips."Why only eat so much?" Yan Jianling frowned and looked at the remaining half of the bowl.

Scoop up a spoon and feed it, "darling, eat some."

Looking for really do not want to eat, this body's stomach is very small, but the man's expression let her trance, unconsciously opened his mouth and ate a few spoons.

See him still want to feed, quickly shake his head, "really do not eat."

Yan Jianling gazed at her for a long time before compromising and putting down the bowl.

He ate two bowls at random, and then kept at her side, just like a dragon guarding the treasure.

Zhou Qi tidied up his things and walked out. He sat down on the chair outside to prevent outsiders from disturbing him.

"Don't you have anything to tell me?" After a long silence, Yan Jianling took the lead.

Looking for surprised eyes, as if do not understand what he means.

"You don't want to explain that to me?"

Yan Jianling had a straight face. He wanted to listen to her.

In this way, he can say to himself that it's all his own fault and blame himself for everything.

Looking for suddenly, the original question is the past thing, shook his head.

She had nothing to explain because she didn't know what to explain.

A blank, how to explain?

"You don't believe me." Yan Jianling's eyes were full of anger and she was hurt by her reaction.

In the past, she would tell herself no matter what she met, and said that she would not hide anything from each other.

But now... Is there a gap that can't be crossed after all?

No, it's not. Even if there's a gap, he's going to fill it up.

Looking for the uninjured hand, grabbing the man, he said in a hurry, "no, I'm just... I just don't know what to say."

"I don't know how to say it and where to start."

Because she doesn't know anything_ (:зゝ∠)_

Yan Jianling pursed his lips, a pair of you don't have to worry, I wait for you to think slowly, think of a good look to say again, let search very helpless.

With a sigh, "I don't remember."

"What?" Yan Jianling's voice rose abruptly, and Zhou Qidu, who was waiting outside, was startled.

Quickly opened the door, probe in: "Yan Shao, what's the matter?"

"It's OK." Yan Jianling was on fire all over her body, staring at the person on the bed and returning in a cold tone.

I don't remember. I don't remember. Why not?

Does she want to forget him, get rid of him, and have nothing to do with him?

Don't think about it!

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