Chapter 1000

Love has always been fermented from the green and astringent, or to the full bloom of flowers, or fade to the faint of withered leaves.

When you fall in love with a person, after breaking up, never forget, not necessarily love, may be a kind of obsession, a habit that can not be forgotten.

Just like me, a fool chasing a person, not willing to let go, just want to wait for him.

At the age of 16, it is the age when love begins to blossom and the heart of spring begins to sprout.

At that time, the scholar's spirit was higher than the sky.

But at that age, I met him.

One let me love for two years, obsession for three years, and finally become a habit that I can't forget.

Two years, I tell you, very short.

When you are with your lover, you feel that you are fighting for time every minute.

Because sweetness and happiness always make people want to do everything to stay, do not want it to slip away from the fingertips.

But I finally forget, happiness is like quicksand between fingers, the more grip, the faster the loss.

But if you don't hold it tightly, you will go with it when the wind blows.

I never thought that the love between me and him could not stand the test.

I admit I was too nervous to be so extreme.

Seeing that there were other beautiful girls around him, he could not help but jealousy and asked questions aloud.

Such behavior, eventually let me lose him.

Regret it?

No, I don't regret it.

Even if I know that I did wrong, but I do not regret, because I just use my way to maintain my love.

I just used the wrong method, so I chose to change.

Feifei always thought that I broke up with him because of other people's intervention. No matter how I explained it, she thought it was me who was too kind.

The suspected friendship made us get involved.

At that time, I understood more clearly that even if there was no third person to do anything, there would be subtle changes in the feelings between two people.

No matter how beautiful the love, family and friendship, all need many factors to accumulate, until the end or firm to no one can reach.

Or, fragile enough to collapse.

Understand that moment, I am very glad that I did not walk into the magic barrier, also did not fall into confusion.

In order to divert my attention, Feifei and I created a beautiful voice.

When I didn't respond to it myself, I went to the antique channel to do field control.

It's just because the man likes singing very much, and he also likes singing ancient songs.

Once I said to him, listen to your song, my whole world can be illuminated.

He said, then sing to me alone.

After all, it was just a casual joke.

Every day I was stationed on the old wind channel, listening to the songs he had sung by different people.

Obviously the same nice to listen to, the same people like, but it makes me feel something bad.

Until one day, a familiar voice sounded, startled my ears, disturbed my not calm heart.

For the next two years, I was on time every day when he was going to sing.

Gradually, I found that at the beginning of the heart did not, but think of that person, the heart is still hot.

At that time, I didn't quite understand what it was. I just knew that I liked him all the time.

Up to now, maybe it has become a kind of obsession that can't be erased.

In a channel joke coax taozhiyao and his time, I didn't resist to open the voice, said: "peach's young is not worthy of him."

I know I'm impulsive, but I can't help it.

After that, I found that as soon as I appeared, he would leave after singing.

Or say something and leave without singing at all.

I am silent, the heart is very sad.

He must have recognized my voice and avoided himself.

Don't want to embarrass him, I don't often appear, even if it is, I will choose when he is not in.

But the action is faster than the reason, I opened a trumpet, covered with a glass like a dream vest waiting in the sound.

The next thing, really did not expect, will be so dramatic.

Cousin found a loved one, but promoted me to meet him again.

However, his eyes are still more dazzling after five years.

In recent years, it is not that no one has chased me, and there is no lack of better and better than him.

Even some of them were similar to him, but they didn't move me at all.

Because I clearly understand one thing, they are not him.

And all I want is him.

I don't know when I got used to this kind of attention.

Used to this persistent, used to waiting for him, used to expect him to return to his side that day.Habit is really a terrible thing.

Now that I'm close to him again, it feels like I've been waiting a long time to get what I want.

But not how excited, there is only a calm and refreshing warmth.

This is no longer a kind of love, is a habit of more profound feelings.

As usual, I hung up in a beautiful voice. Today I have his preface.

After we played together on the ancient wind channel that day, although the relationship between me and him has not been identified, it seems that both of them have a kind of cognition.

As soon as I went in, I heard the sound of searching.

"The misty rain is coming. I wish the stars and the moon."

Then Yu Shufei's voice also rang out: "yes, some people can be regarded as looking through the autumn water."

I doubt to listen, do not understand, they are taking the wrong medicine, or not taking medicine?

This sentence is to look for the most like to say, with her familiar, everyone is more or less affected.

"Well, no more fuss. Misty rain is your birthday today, so we have a special program for you."

Looking for just finished, Yu Shufei then added: "yes, yes, don't thank us too much."

Then came the voice in the headset that she was familiar with. It was as clear and elegant as ever.

"I'm always in agony. I can't compromise my love. I'm always greedy for the past. I don't leave room for love."

"I always yearn for love, but always cry till dawn... I am always afraid to use affection too deep, but love you so true."

...

"Yuyan, maybe today's love has become a habit, but I still want to tell you that I love you, and I want to walk with you in the future life."

Broken mirror reunion, with heavy dumb, mixed with gentle and bitter, instantly let my tears fall.

Originally, I am not the only one used to you in my world?

Bi Yanbo, we have been entangled for seven years from the age of 16 to the age of 23 now.

I finally wait for that sentence to engrave my life, tears have blurred my vision.

"Yanbo, I'm so glad I didn't give up."

I'm glad that we still have each other in our hearts.

Even if it's just a habit of entanglement, we can't erase each other's identification.

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[I was once asked why many feelings can be reunited?

Broken mirror, even if it is repaired, the trace will always exist, can not be erased.

I replied: because I have been together, we know each other and know each other.

Wait until lost, will in the life little by little to seek each other's figure.

Do not encounter more appropriate, slowly once that person will become a kind of obsession.

Think of her, he felt very normal, met him, her eyes will naturally on her and him.

It's just a habit. 】

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