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This sentiment could be turned into reminiscence, but at that time, he was already at a loss.

Tan Biyuan walked along the main road, past the alleyway, past the bridge, and into the distant countryside. He walked alone in the wilderness, without grief or sadness, until he reached a cliff in front of him. There was nowhere else to go. God, what am I supposed to do? He pounded his chest and stamped his feet, using his tears to wash his face.

Facing this kind of situation at this very moment, it was hard to find someone he loved. An enormous sense of loss that pierced his heart filled his mind. He had no choice but to have mixed feelings as his thoughts became chaotic like a torrential, unending torrent of water.

Xin'er, she is beautiful, kind, gentle, intelligent, gentle and virtuous — none of these qualities are enough to describe her beauty of a thousandth of a percent. She is a lively and leaping soul, an angel from the mortal world, the eternal theme of his life, infatuated with him, intoxicated with him, driven him crazy.

She still remembered that day when it rained down on the Plum Lake. It was a very heavy rain, and her body was completely frozen in the rain. Unfortunately, no one was around, so she sent it back with a thousand miles of true love. Even if she was shivering, she wouldn't leave. She was waiting for someone, and that person was me, Tan Biyuan. I told her not to wait any longer, silly girl. You'll catch a cold in such a heavy rain. But she smiled and said to me, I'll wait for you —

Just for this one sentence, I'll wait for you, you know? Xin'er, I've been sleepless for three whole nights. Who was it that whispered in his ear that love was endless and limitless? I will never ask for anything else in this life, only to be with you for the rest of my life, to be with you for the rest of my life, to be with you for the rest of my life, to be with you for the rest of your life.

In this life, I really can't give you everything you have now, and I can't change myself. Maybe your father is right. If you follow me, you will only suffer. If this were the case, I would not be able to bear it. I can't be that selfish. In order to be with you, I've never considered your future seriously.

If you and I have no fate in this life, I'm sorry Xin, it's not that I don't love you anymore, it's my fault, I can't be with you. Whether or not I'm with you in the future, you have to live a good life by yourself. You know, as long as you're happy and safe, I'm content. There is a true love in this world called release. Xin'er –

In the end, there was only one thought that remained in his mind. It was truly moving, and it would last for a long time. From when he was young until now, it would never change.

That night, he lay in the wilderness.

The next day, when Tan Biyuan opened his eyes and saw the daylight again, he could not open them at all. He only felt dizzy and weak, as if his legs were filled with lead. It turned out that he had caught a cold last night and had a high fever. He had never been here before and didn't even recognize the road. Now that he was sick, he couldn't leave today. Looking at the reappearance of the Emperor and the countless lives on earth, suddenly sorrow rose up in his heart. He released a cry that made him wish he was dead, but there was a long road in life for him, where should I, Tan Bi Yuan, go from?

He was cold and hungry, with a fever that refused to retreat. He had no more strength left. He fell to the ground. By the time he was discovered by a kind passer-by, he was unconscious and on the verge of death. Fortunately, he was well-known and respected in the Tan Family. The locals recognized him as the Tan Family's son, Tan Biyuan. They all thanked the Tan Family for their many years of grace and volunteered to send him home.

The people who knew the situation felt sorry for such a good child, who was still young, but was still trapped by the situation and had managed to get to this point. It could only be said that everything was fated. It was truly an injustice that should have been caused by such a calamity.

Tan Yan and his beloved son had a deep love for each other. After seeing that his precious son had gotten seriously ill, only half of his life remained, he was filled with both grief and indignation. He was both angry at Yu Ningwei's ruthlessness and sorrowful at his son's failure to live up to his expectations. For a woman, she didn't even give up her life. No matter how nice Yu Xin'er was, she wasn't as important as her own life. I, Tan Yanzheng, only have such a precious son. If anything happens to him in the future, who will be in charge of such a big family business like the Tan family? Bi Yuan, you're so stupid.

He had already decided to sever all relations with the Yu Family from now on. Also, no one in the Tan family was allowed to mention the Yu family in front of Young Master. No one was allowed to. In particular, the words "Yu Xin'er" was a taboo amongst taboos. Those who disobeyed would be expelled from the Tan Family forever.

This should be the most heartless act Tan Yanzheng had ever had in his life, but everyone in the Tan family could understand it and didn't complain at all. They all liked this child Tan Biyuan very much. He had been here for so many years, they had seen him and loved him in their hearts. Now that he couldn't get sick, he was sad and haggard. All of this was because of that woman, Yu Xin'er. She definitely could not have any contact with the Yu Family in the future. This was because he could no longer withstand such a heavy blow.

He could only hope that after his young master recovered from his illness, he could forget the past and return to the sect again, living a peaceful life. I heard that there is a kind of "forget the river" in this world. After drinking it, I can forget my previous life and this life. If possible, everyone hoped that the Young Master could drink the 'River of Forgetfulness', drink it to ease his worries, and be revived. As long as he didn't have to be like this, he would be in a life or death dilemma.

But could Tan Biyuan really be so free and easy? Love, love, infatuation is love, love is infatuation. The two of them were originally the same word, they were infatuated from the depths of their feelings. If there is true love in your heart, you will be determined and unswerving, and you will never forget it again in this life.

As the saying goes, one has no choice but to lower one's head when faced with a house. Qin Yue-er repeated the same line over and over again as she started offending Master Yu, becoming a stranger herself. This Yu family was not a place to stay for long after all. They packed their luggage and set out on their journey in peace.

At this moment, a woman appeared behind her. When Qin Yue'er heard the footsteps, she knew without asking that it was Third Young Miss Yu Xin'er. Under Yu Ningwei's many years of influence, those servants were afraid of being implicated, who would still dare to come and deal with her?

Qin Yue'er turned her head to see that it was her, and faintly smiled. "Little Sister Xin'er, it's you! What's the matter? "

"Sister Yue Er, don't go." "Okay?" Yu Xin'er smiled back at her, but her smile was a little sad.

Qin Yue'er didn't look at her again. She said unnaturally, "I didn't say I was leaving. Who did you hear that from?" Stupid sister. "

"Really? "You're not leaving anymore, that's great!" Yu Xin'er was beaming with joy as she cheered. She hugged Big Sister Yue Er tightly, afraid that she would disappear if she wasn't careful.

At this moment, Qin Yue'er was tightly hugged by her. Even if she wanted to leave, she couldn't. He thought to himself that Xin'er must have done it on purpose. She had clearly seen him packing his luggage.

Qin Yue-er could only smile. She knew Xin'er wanted to make her stay, but how much courage did she have to stay in the Yu family? She was really unsure. Being under the roof of a house, she had no choice but to lower her head. She understood this logic. But it was hard to refuse. If she just left like this, what would Xin Er do in the future? So it turned out that she still couldn't bear to part with him.

However, there were some issues that she couldn't not clarify. "You know that your father and I don't get along well. To be able to meet again at your house, it's really very —"

Yu Xin'er was extremely smart and immediately understood what she meant. She said amiably to Sister Yue'er, "Are you embarrassed? I know. My dad is a bit hot-tempered, but he's a good person. I can guarantee you this, he dotes on me a lot, from childhood to now, he was afraid that I would be wronged, so he kept a close eye on me, afraid that if I wasn't careful, I would get hurt, and you will understand later. Sister Yue'er, you must stay. If you are to leave, what should I do? " She continued to hug Qin Yue-er and did not let go, acting like a spoiled child.

Qin Yue'er was unable to resist the great beauty's charm. It was the hardest for her to dispel the favor of a beauty, so she could only obediently submit to her orders.

That night at dinner, Qin Yue'er raised her glass and toasted to Lord Yu, repeatedly apologizing to him, expressing her ignorance. She hoped that Lord Yu would be magnanimous and teach these juniors a lot.

Yu Ningwei saw that her attitude was sincere, knew the gist of the situation, and was very used to her flattery and filial piety. She was Xin'er's savior, so he didn't bother with her. The two sides were kind and friendly. Both of them were nice people to talk to. In this warm and harmonious atmosphere, they were as harmonious as ever.

A few days later, when Qin Yue'er found out that Little Four was sick, she was so frightened that her beautiful face paled. Unfortunately, it was already too late. Before she could even step into the Tan family's residence, she was already on the receiving end of the door. Everyone in the Tan Family came out, as if they were facing a great enemy, blocking the door tightly, not allowing her to enter.

The Tan Family's parent, Tan Yan Tong, no longer welcomed Qin Yue'er because she was Yu Xin'er's woman. Therefore, anyone who had anything to do with her would be rejected and refused to enter. But wasn't Bi Yuan miserable enough? He was indignant in his heart and said righteously that his son was too ill to see him. If anything happened to him, no one would be able to bear the responsibility. Little Brother Qin Chong, what are you holding back in your heart to go provoke another sick person?

After these words were spoken, Qin Yue'er could be considered to have suffered quite a blow. She really wanted to go in and take a look at Little Four, even if it was only for a glance from afar. But now, the Tan family treated her like their enemy. The anger of the crowd was irrefutable, and they could not force their way in. She immediately expressed her good intentions, hoping that everyone wouldn't misunderstand.

He made some small talk to ease the excitement of the crowd, showing that he respected everyone's wishes and wouldn't enter the Tan Family. As a good friend of Young Master Tan, I came to see him as soon as I heard that he was sick. I hope everyone can understand my feelings right now. However, for the sake of his friend's illness, he hoped that he would be able to rest in peace. Then I won't bother you guys any longer. There will be a long time until he recovers.

With that, she said goodbye to everyone and left.

When the Tan family saw her leave, their hostility vanished completely. They all felt that she was a very good person and wanted this close friend of theirs. In addition to her previous heroic deeds, she had a very good impression of him. If not for the fact that he was afraid that she would mention those two words in front of her young master, he would still welcome her presence here. Just now, so many people had been on their guard, as if they were facing a great enemy. It was truly a bit shameful. Of course, it would be best if she understood Qin Yue'er.

Not long after, everyone dispersed. The Tan Family closed their doors and refused to let guests in.

But did Qin Yue'er really leave? If you really think she'll take her leave and go home, then you really don't understand her character. She had always kept her word. The one who dared to take responsibility was stronger than any man. In a society dominated by men, this is invaluable. The mere wall of the Tan family was nothing in her eyes. Her words just now were already very polite, very meaningful. Based on her personality, she definitely had to see him today. She wouldn't be able to sleep tonight if you said she wouldn't see him.

She arrived at the outer wall of the Tan Family's backyard and carefully observed her surroundings. Her ears perked up as she listened for any movement in her surroundings. He was sure that there was no one inside, and there were also trees to hide the location. Usually, no one would come in. At that time, she had been standing far away when she suddenly sprinted a hundred meters towards the wall.

With her left foot pressing heavily on the wall, she leaped up, her hands already reaching the edge of the wall. Taking advantage of the momentum, she flipped over the wall and entered the hospital, landing steadily in the Tan family's backyard. This set of actions was done in one go, without even taking two seconds. The tall walls of the building were all built to look like it was made of thin air, as if there was no one around.

Her many years of training had not been for nothing. Furthermore, she had come to the Tan Family twice and was familiar with the local environment, so she had slipped away right under their noses. As a thief to the art of the realm, really came to no shadow, to no trace, no trace, like the clouds in the sky floating past.

Not long later, Qin Yue'er sneaked into Tan Bi Yuan's room. She dared not venture into the room. She could only stand outside the window and look at him. It was because Tan Yan was with these relatives.

Tan Biyuan laid quietly on the bed. He was extremely weak and tired, weak and powerless. It was as if some of his soul had been sucked out of him. If a person was sick, it would be the same, but why was everyone feeling so uncomfortable? Only now would he recall his usual healthy, lively beauty. If he didn't have it before, how would he cherish the beauty that he had lost? There was no such thing as an eternal life in this world. When he lost it, why was he so heartbroken? Why was it so painful?

Seeing this scene, Qin Yue'er's nose turned sour. She couldn't help but almost shed tears. She did not understand how a good person could become so haggard in just two short days. Was it all because of Xin'er?

If love could make people obsessed, crazy, and painful, then why was he still pursuing it so arduously? Why didn't he want to give it up? He actually needed spirit and flesh, the torment and torment of his body and heart, endless and endless. Was this worth it for his entire life? She did not know the answer, but she hoped that Little Four would not suffer so much. A good man deserves a good reward, why can't you help them, Master Yu? But wasn't that enough? How much love there is in this world that can be repeated.

Tan Biyuan woke up, sick and unable to use a single ounce of strength. At this time, he had a strange feeling, as if the heavens were guiding him. He looked towards the back of the crowd and faintly felt that there was someone outside the window. He muttered, "Is that you? "Sister Yue Er."

Everyone looked at him in surprise. The direction he was looking in such a focused on was where the window was, and other than the occasional swallows flying past, there was nothing else. What's wrong with the young master? However, his eyes had blurred? That won't do.

Qin Yue-er noticed Little Four's abnormality and turned to look at him. Without wasting any more time, she quickly left. She was afraid that once she got excited and said everything, he wouldn't be able to take any more blows. At this moment, she had already left without a sound. It was as if she had never come here. It was as if she was in an intoxicated dream, without a trace.

At this moment, Tan Yan Tong, who was in the room, hugged his frail and sickly son tightly. Tears welled up in his eyes, but he still hesitated to speak. Oh, Bi Yuan, is there someone out there? You're talking nonsense again, you must be seeing things. This isn't a solution, when are you going to get better?

Seeing this, the Tan family members consoled the old master and treated the old and young both well. The blessed ones had their own ways, everything would be fine, and they would no longer feel too sad. Everyone talked back and forth, back and forth. Tan Biyuan was very tired and sleepy, but was unable to say anything, so he slowly fell asleep. He dreamt of being together with Yu Xin'er, holding her hand as they leisurely walked by the Plum Lake …

So the happiest thing in life is to grow old with you.

After returning to Yu Residence, Qin Yue'er didn't tell Yu Xin about Little Four's actual situation. This time, she lied. She told Yu Xin that Little Four was living a good life and assured her that he would do his best to catch 'a flower' and that he hoped to be with her as soon as possible. He will work hard, Xin'er, you must not give up.

Yu Xin'er didn't doubt it at all. She was extremely grateful to her good sister Qin Yue'er and left in peace. Although the outlook was not too optimistic, there was still a glimmer of hope. Tomorrow, the sun would still rise, right?

By the time she left, Qin Yue'er's smiling face was already covered in tears. Her face was painted with a flower-like color, as though it was frozen in autumn, unable to be melted. I'm sorry, Xin. I hope you can be happy, and Little Four certainly doesn't want you to be sad for him, it would be better for everyone.

But there was no such thing as a wall without wind. How long could she hide it? Who knows, one day is a day. No one would like to be hit again and again, again and again without mercy. Most people wouldn't be able to bear it. Being alive was also a form of courage. To love a person is to want him or her to live well, even if the condition is worse, life is more difficult, also must not want him or her to suffer the same suffering. Then let me be the one to suffer.

Years of silence, tears and scars, heaven above, true love of the world, warmth of the heart, thousands of years like this.

Qin Yue-er didn't know how difficult and dangerous her situation was. Now that the two families of Tan and Yu were at loggerheads with each other, no one would stand up for her anymore. There was only one person left, alone and without any help. His future was perilous, yet he was at a loss as to what to do.