"When you grow up, you will know why your brother and sister want you to lie. Sometimes, white lies can save people's lives. You should do what your children do now, and don't participate too much in what adults do." Su Yu rubbed Jin Yue's head.

"Well." Jin Yue muttered, "I know. I won't say anything to brother Ye Jing. I'll remember what sister Su Yu and brother Lan Qing said today."

"That's good. Sister Su Yu is going to cook medicine. Go and play by yourself, or find another sister." Su Yu stood up, smiled and looked at Xiao Jinyue.

"OK, I'll play by myself, and I'll find another sister to play." Jin Yue obediently walked away and ran away in other directions, leaving Su Yu and Lan Qing.

"Unexpectedly, you're good at dealing with children." Lan Qing looked at Jin Yue's surprisingly obedient and admired Su Yu. She has a magical power that makes people feel very friendly. She feels that such people are very gentle and warm. She can't help but want to get close.

"Children are innocent. If you coax them casually, they will be obedient." Su Yu picked up the herbs just put on the ground and walked towards the pharmacy.

Lan Qing followed behind her, and they talked as they walked.

Su Yu asked, "why did you name Ye Jing Wuyou?"

Lan Qing sighed and explained, "it's the quiet of the nether world. Wuyou and Wuyou are homonymous. I hope you can start again without worry."

"The name is also appropriate, but..." Su Yu stopped talking and smiled.

"Just what?" Lan Qing asked, wondering what Su Yu wanted to say.

"But many times, things backfire. A person without a past is actually very painful. He doesn't know where he came from, where he should go, and what important people seem to be alive and haven't been to the world." Su Yu continued, sighing, "In fact, in this world, no one can really abandon his past. What people have experienced, no matter how, is a part of life and it is difficult to give up. When the heart is empty, the feeling will be more sad."

"Then why do you want to help Luoying? Why do you want Ye Jing to forget everything?" Lan Qing didn't understand. Su Yu put forward this proposal, but now she thinks it's not good and puzzling.

"I am a doctor, and saving people is the only thing I can do. Keeping a person alive is my primary consideration. But whether it is good or not and whether it is meaningful is not what I should consider. When ye Jing was rescued, he had no idea of surviving. He wanted to die and was trapped in the cage of memory. That's why I chose to do so Law, let him forget everything in the past. But now think about it, maybe Ye Jing will think that living is better than dying. "

"If one day, Ye Jing thinks of all things, what should he do?" Lan Qing asked, worried about it. If one day, Ye Jing thinks of the past, will he look for life and death again?

"He won't remember, and..." Su Yu stopped and stopped.

"And what?"

"The medicine I gave him has side effects. Although he has forgotten everything in the past, he can't remember many things that have happened now. Every day in the future, his memory will be new, and he won't remember what happened yesterday. As long as he wakes up, the next day will be a blank day for him." Su Yu continued to explain, and she didn't tell Luo Ying in advance.

"Does Luo Ying know this?" Lan Qing frowned slightly.

"If Luoying knew, she wouldn't agree with me to save Ye Jing in this way." Su Yu smiled faintly and didn't think it was wrong.

She took a new step and they walked into the pharmacy together.

"Since you know that Luo Ying won't agree, why do you use this method to save Ye Jing?" Lan Qing was puzzled.

"I know her very well and know that she values love and righteousness and is easy to procrastinate. She chose you and chose to be with you, but she still can't let go of the past people and things and Ye Jing. Then she shouldn't worry about Ye Jing any more. Luoying's kindness to Ye Jing is actually a kind of harm, which is invisible and fatal." Su Yu sighed.

"The best outcome for Ye Jing is to let each other go and no longer have fetters and concerns. Even if every day after Ye Jing is new, at least, he won't be sad because of Luoying. And Luoying doesn't have to feel guilty because of Ye Jing."

Su Yu explained that she knew Luoying's character better than anyone, so she didn't ask Luoying's opinion and made a decision directly.

"Maybe you're right. Just forget what you used to like. There will be more or less regret." Lan Qing sighed after hearing Su Yu's words.

If the person who forgot Luoying was Lan Qing, he would rather not wake up or die like this.

"There are always regrets in life. It's no use complaining about others." Su Yu smiled coldly and seemed to be a different person. For a moment, Lan Qing was afraid of Su Yu. If people like Su Yu are good friends, but if they are enemies, it must be terrible.

"What can I do for you?" Lan Qing asked by the way as she watched Su Yu untie his medicine bag.

Su Yu shook her head and said, "there's nothing here that needs your help. Go back and watch Luoying and Ye Jing. Ye Jing may have some strange actions just woke up. Don't stay with me and hinder me from cooking medicine."

Su Yu seemed to be ordering the guest away, and Lan Qing was embarrassed to stay in the pharmacy. He said a good word and turned away.

In Ye Jing's room, Luoying is giving Ye Jing hair. Ye Jing sat in front of the dresser and looked at himself in the bronze mirror.

"Luoying, what did I like before?" Ye Jing looked at himself in the mirror and suddenly asked. He seemed to see another shadow, a man in neon clothes, feather clothes and rocking crown. Just in a trance, he returned to reality. He reached out and stroked the mirror, trying to touch the dressed man again.

"You used to be very clean, like to run around, like to be free, like to eat cakes." Luo Ying fixed Ye Jing's hair with a jade hairpin. He put his hands on his shoulders and smiled calmly.

"Really? Why don't I have any impression?" Ye Jing paused in front of the bronze mirror and slowly took back his hand.

"Maybe you forgot... It's all right. I'll remember it slowly." Luo Ying smiled far fetched and looked at Ye Jing with a blank look. "In fact, it's good to know yourself again, isn't it?"

"However, I always feel empty in my heart, like what is missing... Luoying, do you think I will suddenly remember the past?" Ye Jing put his hand in his heart and felt the emptiness there.

Ye Jing wants to remember the past and find some real feelings. However, before his words fall, Su Yu's voice comes from outside the door.

"Luoying, are you there?" Su Yu knocked on the door gently and asked tentatively if there was anyone in the room.

"Su Yu, are you looking for me?" Luo Ying heard Su Yu's voice and walked to the door in three or two steps. When I opened the door, I saw Su Yu carrying some soup.

She crossed the threshold, put the soup on the table and said to Ye Jing, "come here and drink these soup. It's good for your health. Luoying and I have something to say. Let's go out first."

"Yes." Ye Jing nodded and went to the table to sit down and drink soup medicine.

Su Yu took Luo Ying's hand and left the room. They walked all the way out of the yard and stopped where Ye Jing couldn't see.

"Su Yu, what can I do for you?" Luo Ying asked. She didn't know what Su Yu's intention was to pull her out suddenly.

"When I was cooking, I looked through the medical books. It turned out that the medicine I gave Ye Jing had side effects." Su Yu frowned slightly.

She had thought that Ye Jing would just not remember what happened yesterday every day. But when I opened the medical book again, I found that the medicine she added to Ye Jing had serious side effects.

"What side effects will threaten Ye Jing's life?" Luo Ying looked a little nervous and hurriedly grabbed Su Yu's sleeve and asked, "why don't you make it clear before you take the medicine? You will harm Ye Jing."

"I found it when I was just cooking the medicine. The medicine I added to Ye Jing was heartbroken grass. This kind of herb can make people forget the past, but heartbroken grass itself is poisonous. Once eaten, it must be eaten every day. Otherwise, Ye Jing will be broken and bleed to death." Su Yu knows that he has made a big mistake, but now there is no way to recover it.

Because there is no antidote.

Once the poison of heartbroken grass is really detoxified, Ye Jing may remember the past. No matter which choice, it will hurt Ye Jing.

"So, Ye Jing will eat heartbroken grass every day after that? Is that right? He can never leave the peach blossom palace, can't leave heartbroken grass, and live like a puppet without memory?" Luo Ying tightly grasped Su Yu's arms and shook her body.

Su Yu's face was ugly, but he nodded.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier! Do you know that you would kill Ye Jing? Do you know that a person has no memory, but is just a walking corpse!" Luo Ying's mood is somewhat uncontrollable. How can she watch Ye Jing live like this, never remember who she is, never know what she experienced yesterday, and have no memory.

"I didn't know it would be like this. At first, I just wanted you and Ye Jing to put down the past." Su Yu shook her head at a loss. She didn't know why it would be like this. "Let me think about how to get rid of the toxicity of heartbroken grass."

Su Yu fell into thinking and thought of something and said, "I'm going to the ice palace. There should be an answer."

"Su Yu, you don't have to go. When you're away, I've destroyed all the books in the ice palace. Even if you look for it, you may not be able to find the answer." Luo Ying called Su Yu.

She has sunk all the books under the ice pool.

After a while, Luo Ying thought of something and said, "by the way, there is a secret library in the ice palace! Su Yu, have you ever been there? It's a big ice cave, full of medical books and secrets. Maybe you can find what you want."

"I've been in the ice palace for so long that I really didn't know there was a basement in the ice palace. Take me to have a look! Maybe I can find a way to solve the poison of worry free grass." Su Yu didn't know there was a basement in the ice palace. She grabbed Luoying's sleeve and went to the ice palace with Luoying.

Luoying looks for the place where Lanqing accidentally stepped on last time. There is a raised ice brick. Luoying stepped on the small mechanism. The position where Su Yu and Luo Ying stood suddenly split on both sides. Before they could react, Luo Ying and Su Yu fell from the split place.