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When Fang Zheming came back with a few big bags of things, Qin mei just woke up, but she refused to speak.

"Dad, I'll give these to the nurse first. You can talk to your sister first."

Fang Zheming stood by the door, neither entering nor retreating. The atmosphere inside was a little tense. He was afraid that the two father and daughter would quarrel again.

"And the child? I want to see the children. "

Qin Mei looks at Fang zhe Ming and asks that she doesn't want to talk to Fang Jingxuan.

"The baby was born prematurely, and she is taking special care of her. Ah Mei, I know you won't forgive me, but you need someone to take care of you now. Even if you don't do it for yourself, you have to think about the child. Do you want her to follow the same path as you?"

Fang Jingxuan comes forward to help Qin Mei shake the bed higher so that she can be more comfortable.

"I will not be as cruel as you are. I will take care of my own children."

Qin Mei looks at Fang Jingxuan with resentment in her eyes. Her child will never have the same fate as herself. No matter how difficult this road is, she will not abandon her child.

"What are you going to take care of? You don't even have a job. How do you take care of your children? Not to mention that you are a child yourself

Fang Jingxuan some fire, this daughter stubborn let him heartache.

"I'll find a job. You don't have to worry about that."

Qin Mei's stubborn stare at Fang Jingxuan.

"How about finding them? It's not some odd jobs. Who will take care of your children then? Even if you hire someone, do you earn enough money to pay for the baby sitter? Why do you have to be so stubborn? What's wrong with going to America with dad? Why do you have to be so stubborn that you and your children can be better cared for? "

Fang Jingxuan was very angry.

Qin Mei was so shocked by this roar that she didn't expect Fang Jingxuan to yell at her. He didn't do his father's duty for a day, but now he put himself in the position of being a father. She really wanted to roar back, but what he roared was the truth.

It's really sad, no matter how hard you work and how hard, you can't resist the pressure of money.

At this time, she thought of Bai Shaotang. If she went to him, he would have children, but would he marry her? Can they stay together forever?

"Qin Mei, since you have chosen to have this child, you should think more about her. She is a premature baby, and she is very weak. She needs more than 10% of the ordinary baby's care. Even if you ask someone to take care of her, are you at ease?"

Seeing the standoff between Qin Mei and her daughter, Fang zhe Ming again analyzes to Qin Mei. He believes that she can understand.

Qin Mei looks at Fang Zheming. There are contradictions and sorrow in her eyes. The man in front of her may be called brother, but what does this brother mean? If she was really with them, she would have to face such pain every day.

"I don't want to live with your wife and children. If you really want to compensate me, find me a place to live and help me find a responsible nanny."

After thinking for a long time, Qin Mei raised her head to ask for Fang Jingxuan.

"So you are worried about this, so you can rest assured that my wife only has your mother, children, and only you. Amin was adopted by me, not what you think."

Hearing Qin Mei's request, Fang Jingxuan smiles. The woman's mind is really hard to guess. It turns out that she has been entangled for such a long time that she is actually entangled in this.

Even Fang Zheming was shocked. At this meeting, he understood why Qin Mei looked at him so strangely from the beginning. It was because of this.

"You are not married?"

Seeing the smiling faces of the father and son, Qin Mei is even more shocked. Has it always been her own random guess?

"In this life, my wife is only your mother. This is my promise to your mother."

Fang Jingxuan's eyes are full of pain, did not expect that the original decision, unexpectedly will no longer be able to fulfill the promise.

"You haven't had a woman for so many years?"

Qin Mei still didn't believe it. Looking at Fang Jingxuan, she thought of Bai Shaotang again. She suddenly wanted to see him.

"Only your mother thinks."

Fang Jingxuan hesitates for a moment. Qin Mei's question is not very easy to answer. His wife only recognizes one, but he is a normal man and has normal physiological needs. Over the years, women must have. But if she says that, Qin Mei can't point out what kind of temper she will have. It's better not to say.

Fang Jingxuan and his son stood in front of the bed waiting for Qin Mei's reply.

"Are you in America?"

Qin Mei is a little excited, but also a little afraid, just like the two contradictory ideas of wanting to see and not to see. Just one mouth to go or not to go, but it is so difficult for her to make a decision.

"Dad's career is in America. If you don't want to be there, Dad can be here with you."

This is the first time for Fang Jingxuan to use his father's name in front of Qin Mei. It can be regarded as a kind of trial. If Qin Mei is angry and refutes, it shows that he has a long way to go to recognize her.

"You Where do you live in America? "

Qin Mei looked at the only relative in the world, thought about it and asked again."California, you don't have to worry. It's so far away from him that he won't know unless he has the heart."

Fang Jingxuan placates Qin Mei. Qin Mei is stunned and blushes.

It's not a big problem to go or not to go. Now it's time to consider whether to let him know the existence of the child. In the past, on the one hand, he was afraid of affecting him; on the other hand, he felt inferior in front of him.

"You all know that?"

Qin Mei's face is a little red, she has been naive to think that as long as she does not say, they will not know.

"I will respect your decision. If you don't want him to know, we will keep this secret. If you need him to take the responsibility, then Dad will talk to his father."

Fang Jingxuan is very serious. This is her daughter's life. If her daughter loves him, he will ask that man to take responsibility and will not let her go back to her mother's road.

"No, that's it. I don't want him to know."

Qin Mei shakes her head. They didn't think so much about it when they were together. Maybe Bai Shaotang would not believe it. Let's just do it. If they are destined to meet again one day, they will tell him.

If they don't want to increase his trouble in life.

"Then in a few days, when your mother and daughter are discharged from the hospital, shall we go to the United States? These two days, I asked Amin to go through the formalities

Fang Jingxuan finally has a brilliant smile. As long as she is recognized by meiken, it is quite easy to do immigration.

"I I want to change my name. "

Qin Mei lowered her head and whispered.

It is said that the name is just a code name, which is not important. However, Qin Mei's name brings her only bad memories. Since she is leaving, she hopes that everything can start again, with a new identity and a new life.

"Good, then use your mother's original name, Xinya, fangxinya."

Fang Jingxuan was overjoyed and Qin Mei offered to change his name. It was a surprise to him.

Qin Mei changed her name and came to the United States, where she started all over again and started her rich life with her children.

After arriving in the United States, Qin Mei didn't pay attention to Bai Shaotang. They were not close to each other, and her whole body and mind were on the children. While taking care of the children, she reviewed the lessons and prepared to start all over again.

As the children grow up, Qin Mei's life becomes more and more full of laughter. When the child knows to call her mother, Qin Mei (Fang Xinya) finally calls Fang Jingxuan a father.

When the child was one year old, Fang Jingxuan and Fang Zheming lived with her. After this winter, Xinya was about to go to school. The child asked several nannies to take care of her. Considering the language problem, she invited a Chinese nanny at the beginning.

When she got to university, Xinya also let go of her past. When she looked at the Chinese boys in the school, she would think of Bai Shaotang. When she was free, she would search for Bai Shaotang's traces on the Internet. Originally, she thought that if she had a chance to go to him and give him an unexpected surprise, she did not expect to see all the news about how popular he was among the girls It turned out to be a picture of him cuddling with a blonde chick, and obviously he liked his life.

Xinya heart a burst of pain, is very sad, a year ago, his voice of concern on the phone is still in the ear, but a year later, he is embracing, simply forget her existence.

She had known for a long time that they would not have a result. Now it is better to do so, so as not to waste each other's time.

Ever since she saw the cool smile of a child, in addition to the cool smile of a child, in addition to seeing a more colorful life in America.

It took her two years to finish the four-year course. Originally, Fang Jingxuan wanted her to continue to read more, but she gave up.

Life suddenly seems to have lost her goal. She doesn't know what she wants to do. Unlike before, she still has worries in her heart, but now her heart is empty.

When the child is old, she goes to school and has her own world. She feels as if she has been abandoned again.

"Xinya, what's wrong with you? Listless? "

These days, Fang Jingxuan went to Europe. Fang Zheming came home from work. Seeing Xinya leaning on the sofa in her pajamas and pressing her finger on the remote control unconsciously, she was worried.

"Amin, do you need someone in the company?"

Xinya lifted her eyelids. The feeling of doing nothing all day was even more tiring than that of her busy to night job. Besides, her heart was still empty, as if something was missing.

"Aya, don't force yourself. Do you have something on your mind? Tell me and see if I can help you?"

Fang Zheming sits down beside Xinya and loves Wu and Wu. Although Xinya has no blood relationship with him, his father is kind to him. After knowing her existence, he has always regarded her as her sister.

"Ha ha, no, what can I have on my mind? It's boring at home and I don't know what to do. Duoduo has grown up. It seems that I don't need my mother any more. My heart is empty at once."Xinya conceals way, now has such good condition, she wants to do anything can, but she has no motivation at all.

"Aya, I have received news recently. It seems that Bai Shaotang is looking for you. He went back last month and even went to the Qin family."

Fang Zheming sighed in his heart. Time passed quickly, but Aya didn't change. She was still the Qin Mei in the past, and the man still lived in her heart.

Over the past three years, on the surface, she was silent and never mentioned it, but her heart was never calm for a moment.

"He wants me? Why? "