Chapter 1037

"Well..."

My heart dropped her eyelashes and nodded gently. As soon as Zhou Wei heard this, he became more and more excited. He grabbed her wrist and explained nervously and anxiously: "heart, things are not what you think. There are two very important things I have to clarify to you personally. I didn't tell you

The truth of love is that I don't want to make you sad. I don't want to hide it from you

"I know." My heart nods.

After so many years, she also understood a lot.

Maybe if it was Zhou Wei who suffered great damage at that time, in order to make his life more hopeful and survive better, maybe she would choose to hide it.

So about this matter, now she no longer blame Zhou Wei, has already forgiven him.

"Heart, and... The most important thing is that you don't get me wrong. I decided to marry you at that time, not because of the debt and guilt of childbearing, but because I love you and I want to take care of you all my life."“ Xin'er, when I decided to marry you, I thought very clearly. I also thought it over carefully and made a decision seriously. So it's not an impulse, and it's not the compensation of guilt. I want to marry you, and I want you to be my wife. It's always just because I want to marry you

For I love you, I want to take care of you, and I want you to accompany me all my life, always by my side, Never leave again. "“ I like your smile, like your happiness, like you holding my arm coquetry; Over the years... No matter what you look like or what you don't look perfect, I've seen everything, so it's more certain that I want to be with you forever

My heart, my heart, I can't afford to lose you, so I just want to hold your hand firmly all my life. "

When Zhou Wei finished, his heart was already crying.

Her eyes were full of tears.

All these years, she never knew that Zhou Wei had such an idea in mind.

Think about it, they really missed a lot.

If at the beginning, Zhou Wei frankly told himself about it, gave her a hug and warmth, maybe she would not have been so painful and desperate when she knew it;

If at the beginning, when she knew about childbearing, she could go to ask Zhou Wei, maybe she could hear a different answer;

Maybe

Their wedding was a long time ago.

No runaway marriage, no cancellation.

However, they missed it after all.

As time goes by, when we know the truth again, we can't express our feelings. One is regret and regret, and the other is nature's making people happy.

"Xin'er, don't cry..."

Seeing that Xin'er was crying, Zhou Wei didn't mention how much he was distressed. He reached out and gently wiped the tears on Xin'er's face.

When he realized that she was a wife, Zhou Wei suddenly woke up and forced himself to wake up. He couldn't cause any trouble for her because he couldn't restrain himself.

"Heart, thank you. Thank you for coming to see me today."

"No... in fact, I should thank you, Zhou Wei. Thank you for answering the secret I have kept in my heart for many years." The heart son raises head, the double eyes clear transparent hope to week Wei.

Zhou Wei has not seen such clear eyes for a long time.

That kind of indifference, that kind of calmness, is clearly the most magnificent and beautiful posture after experiencing great sadness, great joy, great ups and downs, and all kinds of human behaviors.

The wind is light and the clouds are light.

At this moment, Zhou Wei especially thanks time for its carving. Instead of letting her heart go down, he sharpened her into a real pearl, which is mellow, bright and brilliant.

"Xin'er, how are you doing now?" Open your mouth, Zhou Wei asked with concern.

"Well, it's good." Heart nodded: "but..."

After a pause, she continued, "but there's one thing I think I should tell you."

"What's the matter?"

"Ji Yao and I are not what you think."

"What do you mean?" When Zhou Wei heard this, he felt that his heart was boiling like a roaring beast“ At that time, sister an should have told you that I was going to get married, but you still don't know the whole story. Five days before the wedding, that is, the night we went to the award ceremony, I just went out of the venue and received a report

He said Ji Yao had fainted. "

"At that time, I ran to the hospital like crazy. This time, I fainted, and brother Ji Yao gave first aid for nearly ten hours. During this time, I was waiting anxiously and uneasily."“ I was so careless that I ignored Ji Yao's fainting twice in the past few times. Every time, he fainted fiercely. The situation was not optimistic. At that time, they only said that it was because of too much work and staying up late. I was so stupid that I was naiveI believe it. "“ But... Until that time, Ji Yao was lying in the emergency room for such a long time, and the doctors came in and out, looking anxious and nervous, like a big thing, I realized that it was me who was too stupid, because I always thought about things

It's too simple. Ji Yao's illness is not a faint caused by overwork or staying up late for a long time, but a serious illness, It's a serious illness. "“ I asked Ji Nan if brother Ji Yao was seriously ill. He nodded his head for sure, but he refused to tell me that he promised brother Ji Yao not to tell me in private. That day... I waited and waited until brother Ji Yao woke up

He knows his condition in his mouth - advanced lung cancer. "

"At that time, when I heard those four words, I couldn't believe my ears. I broke down and went crazy. I didn't want to believe it. I didn't want to believe it."“ However, this is not the most cruel. The most cruel thing is that the doctor said that brother Ji Yao has no medicine to save. It's only a week at most. I know... Brother Ji Yao's biggest wish is to see me put on my wedding dress, marry him and become his favorite

Beautiful bride, but because of his physical condition, he never dared to propose to me, because he failed me, I'm even more afraid that I can't go down with you and that I will be delayed in my life. "“ In order to fulfill Ji yaoge's wish, I insisted on holding a wedding and walked on the sacred red carpet with him. I thought... I could draw a perfect end to Ji yaoge's wish, at least with a smile, satisfaction and no satisfaction

Leave with any regrets. "

"But he put a ring on me, but I couldn't put it on him myself. Before the wedding, he just fell in front of me."

"It's been more than three months, more than one hundred days, until now... I just got out of the shadow of Ji Yao's leaving."

With these words, my heart took a deep breath.

Originally... She thought it was very difficult to say that. Now I find that when I say everything in my heart, I feel more relaxed than ever.