Chapter 1012

"No, brother Ji Yao." The heart desperately shakes the head, she does not want to believe, how also does not want to believe.

"Brother Ji Yao, you lied to me, didn't you?"

Heart so eager to look at Ji Yao, want to get a positive answer from him.

But at last she was disappointed.

Because Ji Yao's eyes told her that everything was true; Even if she didn't want to believe it, everything was true.

"Xin'er, I'm sorry..."

Ji Yao's heart was very sad to see his heart so painful.

"Xin'er, there's something... I really should tell you myself."

"Brother Ji Yao, I don't want to hear it." Heart pain and helpless shaking head, this moment... She resisted to hear all the bad news“ Xin'er, I know you are very sad and painful, but some things have happened, and none of us can deny it. Before... I didn't tell you, and I didn't let Ji Nan tell you, because I didn't want you to know too early, let alone let you know

Live in pain. "

"But now, I think... I don't have much time, and it's time to tell you."

"Xin'er, my disease is already advanced, lung cancer is advanced."

Even if... Heart again and again desperately resist, but, when hearing this word, her heart is still twitching pain.

Pain

It hurts

It really hurts.

When she heard the four words in Ji Yao's mouth, her heart opened wide. She couldn't believe what she heard.

Why?

How come?

Lung cancer?

Ji Yao elder brother body has been very healthy, how can get lung cancer?

Before that, my heart always felt that such words were only heard on TV and medicine, but now?

When everything is put in front of her, especially when brother Ji Yao opened his mouth, he taught her how to not believe and how to deceive herself again.

Why?

Why is that?

God, why are you so cruel? Why?

"Brother Ji Yao..." he squeezed Ji Yao's hand tightly and called his name, but his heart could not say a word“ Xin'er, I know it's hard and painful for you to hear this news. I've kept it from you for too long, but... Brother Ji Yao is very happy and satisfied. He can be with you, become your boyfriend and walk with you hand in hand

The road of my life is the happiest and happiest thing for me. "

"This used to be my dream and wish, but my heart, you have made it all come true, so... I have nothing else to ask for. I am very satisfied."

Ji Yao said with a smile, but his heart was still as painful as a knife.

How did she not expect that Ji Yao would have cancer, and it was still terminal?

All this... Is just like a dream, so ethereal, so unreal.

If you can, play fingers, these dreams can be broken, then how good!

But my heart knows that it's not a dream, it's all a living fact.

Blame her. Blame her.

During this period of time, Ji yaoge fainted several times for no reason, and each time her illness was so serious that she didn't pay special attention to it. If she could pay more attention and be more cautious, she would find out Ji Yao's illness earlier, and she would not be so busy with her work during this period of time. She could push off all the notices and do nothing

I will accompany brother Ji Yao every day.

"Fool, I know what's on your mind." Seeing Xin'er's eyes drooping, his face full of pain and regret, Ji Yao touched her cheek and said.

"Xin'er, I'll ask you a question, and you tell me the truth." Open your mouth, Ji Yao said.

"Well, brother Ji Yao, if you ask, I will tell you the truth."

"Heart, in your heart, I am a careful, intimate, cautious, thoughtful person?" Ji Yao asked.

"Of course, brother Ji Yao is a very serious and responsible person." My heart nods.

"Yes, in this case, if I deliberately want to hide from you, I won't let you find any clues or flaws, so... Don't blame yourself, and don't feel guilty. These are Ji Yao's own decisions. It's none of your business.""Well, brother Ji Yao, I don't blame myself and I don't feel guilty, but you have to promise me to take good care of yourself during this period of time. When you get well, we'll travel together. Don't you say you like the sea? Let's go together."

"Good." Ji Yao nodded.

After so many words, others are tired.

Out of the intensive care unit, Xin'er immediately finds Ji Nan.

"Ji Nan, I already know about brother Ji Yao's illness. He told me all about it. I don't want to know anything else. Now I just want to know one thing. How is brother Ji Yao's illness now and to what extent?" My heart asked.

Looking up, Ji Nan's eyes gradually moistened, and he strongly held up a huge sense of tears. He quietly replied: "my heart, my brother's disease is at the end of the stage, and now the cancer cells have spread all over the body. The doctor said... There is no hope of treatment."

Hearing this, it was another violent blow.

My heart fell, and I almost fell on the ground. Fortunately, Ji Nan helped her in time, and then fell on the chair beside her“ Ji Nan, Ji Nan... "Xin'er reaches out her hand and grabs Ji Nan's clothes in a panic. She looks at him with such heartache and disbelief:" you... What you just mean is... Brother Ji Yao, is he no longer necessary for treatment

？”

“……”

Ji Nan's silence is cruel acquiescence.

"No... it won't be." Heart desperately shaking her head, she was not willing to believe: "brother Ji Yao, he is so good, now the medical technology is so developed, how can there be no rescue?"

"No, Ji Nan, you cheat me, there must be a way, there must be a way." With that, Xin'er pushes Ji Nan away, and then quickly gets up from her chair. She seems to be crazy and runs to the doctor's office. As she runs, she says, "I don't believe it. There must be a way for me to go to the doctor

Brother Ji Yao, he'll be fine. "

"How can he have something to do?"

Ji Nan quickly got up to keep up, did not walk a few steps, he a jump step, quickly reached out to grasp the heart of the arm.

Then pull her hard and pull her towards her.

The heart naturally forbids, she breaks free, strongly breaks free: "Ji Nan, what are you doing? You release me, release me... "

"I tell you, I won't believe it. I won't believe it."“ Brother Ji Yao can be saved. He must be saved. The doctor will find a way. I can't watch him die. " Heart son painful say.