Chapter 986

"I know."

"Of course I do."

Heart nodded at the same time also lowered his head“ Since you know, why do you treat him like this? Over the past three years, you have personally felt every bit of what I have done to you. My heart, I don't mean you. Even a piece of wood will react to such feelings, let alone a person?

”"You are not a stone, you are a living person, why can't you realize my brother's good intentions to you? If it's Zhou Wei, I know you always like him, so I don't compare with him, but what's the matter now? Jiang Hao, one

Someone you don't even know. "

"You'd rather go on a blind date with a stranger, someone you don't know at all, be their girlfriend, and be buried in a marriage you don't know anything about. Don't you want to give me a chance?"

Ji Nan became more and more angry.

This time, he really can't understand the brain circuit of heart.

"Ji Nan, I know. I know all you said."

Said, the heart son looked up and drank a mouthful of wine mercilessly, the transparent crystal cup instant saw bottom.

Holding the glass tightly, my heart looked at Ji Nan: "but... The more I know and understand, the more I want to do it."

"Why?" Ji Nan asked.

"Just knowing that brother Ji Yao is so good, I can't delay him!" Said, heart bitter smile: "Ji Nan, as you say, I am a living person, not a wood, Ji Yao brother to my good, I can not know?"

"If it wasn't for brother Ji Yao, it was just that other people were so kind to me. I might have allowed myself to agree long ago, but brother Ji Yao couldn't. He was so good and excellent. His life shouldn't be tied up by people like me."

"People like you? What kind of people? " Ji Nan looks at Xin'er, the pupil of his eyes is slightly forced, obviously... He is very dissatisfied, Xin'er uses this sentence to describe himself.

Having known each other for so many years, he couldn't have known more clearly what kind of person his heart was.

"Ji Nan..." heart listen, smile gently: "there is a secret, I have not told others, I tell you today."

"What's the secret?" Ji Nan's voice softened after all.

"The secret is: I can't have children. I can't be a mother all my life." Finish saying, the heart suddenly turned a body, tears... Also spread quickly in the cheek.

She thought many times about what it would be like to say these words again.

But I didn't expect that it was still so painful.

It's very painful;

It was so painful that she could hardly breathe.

Next to him, Ji Nan was stifled.

He never expected to hear such a news.

Can't have a baby, can't be a mother? How is that possible? Isn't it a good person? Why did you suddenly suffer such a big change.

Or... What happened to my heart these years that he didn't know. Ji Nan knows what a blow it will be for a woman, especially Xin'er. She always likes children and always wants to have her own baby. Now one day, she tells herself that she can't be pregnant any more

With a baby, we know how to destroy heaven and earth.

"Xin'er, you..."

Ji Nan stretched out his hand and looked at Xin'er's trembling shoulder. He tried several times, but he still couldn't put it on Xin'er's shoulder to comfort her.

"Xin'er, you lied to me, didn't you? How could that be? " Ji Nan asked incredulously.

If he could, at this time, he would like to tell a lie.

But

Xin'er cried and told Ji Nan: "Ji Nan, I didn't cheat you. These are all true."“ What's more, I'm not a girl to cheat people with such things. I know... You hope I cheat you, and I hope these are all cheating. I can still have my own baby, but all this... Is just a luxury after all

I hope so

"No, it's all gone, and I've completely lost my qualification to be a mother." Heart son painful say.

However, even so, she only gave herself a few minutes of painful time.

When she turned to look at Ji Nan again, the tears on her face had been dried. Although her eyes were still moist and slightly red, she still tried to show her strong side“ So Ji Nan, I also have my own considerations. As for selfishness, I also have selfishness. Even if I want to hurt anyone in the world, I don't want to hurt brother Ji Yao, because... The warmth and happiness in my life these yearsHe gives all the sunshine by himself. "“ Without brother Ji Yao, I would not have stood here today, nor would I have come back to China intact. Maybe the Lu Xin you know would have died in a foreign land, and it would not be the situation today. Therefore, among thousands of people, I am the last one to hurt

It's brother Ji Yao. Without me, he deserves better and the best, not such a bad me. "

"Ji Nan, brother Ji Yao is not wrong. It's not him who is wrong. It's always me who is wrong; I don't deserve him. I don't deserve his kindness. I don't deserve his affection. "

The more my heart says, the more painful I feel.

"Xin'er, I know it's a big blow to you, but... Do you think I'm such a shallow person? Would he care? The person he really cares about has always been you. You can tell me about it. "“ But I don't want to. It's too bad for me. If I can, I hope to keep a good image in brother Ji Yao's heart. As before, I will always be Lu Xin, who is naive, lively, lovely, smiling, full of joy and strength

。”

"Not such a terrible Lu Xin."

"Xin'er, you are wrong. If you love a person, you have to accept all the things she can do. Do you think I can't accept them? Brother's love for you is definitely deeper and more tolerant than we think. " Ji Nan's painstaking advice.

"Ji Nan, I know what you said, and I believe what you said, but what I don't want is me. Brother Ji Yao can accept it, but I can't accept it, and I don't allow such incomplete self to tarnish his beauty."

"Heart, how can you describe yourself like this?"

Obviously, Ji Nan is deeply dissatisfied with the description of Xin'er.

"Anyway, in my heart, you are the best; Not only brother, but also I don't allow you to belittle yourself like this. In the future, will you be happy if you marry someone like Jiang Hao? " Ji Nan asked seriously“ It doesn't matter. " Xin'er spread out her hand and said with a bitter smile, "I didn't want to be happy any more. Happiness, happiness, such words are too far away from me after all."