"Shh, keep your voice down."

Hearing Ji Nan's voice, Ji Yao immediately covered Ji Nan's mouth and pressed the low tone.

"Asleep?" Looking at the blanket on the bed, Ji Nan reflected.

"Really fast, this wench unexpectedly so fast fell asleep." With that, Ji Nan looked at his heart's closed eyes again.

"What's the matter, let's go outside and say." Ji Yao stretched out his hand and pushed Ji nan to the door, then closed the door of the room from the outside.

"Go downstairs and say." For fear of disturbing his heart, Ji Yao said again.

"Oh." Ji Nan nodded and walked downstairs. He couldn't help asking: "brother, you are really good to your heart. I'm afraid it will affect her. It's really precious. As your brother, I've been following you for so long. I haven't seen you treat any woman so well."

"What? I'm very hard on them? " Ji Yao asked.

"Harsh?" Ji Nan was so surprised that he shook his head and said, "brother, you are too modest. The beauties in the company don't say that Ji is gentle and considerate. He is the most popular warm man nowadays."

"Warm man?" Ji Yao repeated these two words, suddenly looked at Ji Nan and said, "so they understand this way."

"Yes, that's how it is understood. What's wrong?" Ji Nan wondered: "what do you think, brother?"“ I treat them only out of men's basic respect and politeness for women, which benefits from the good education I have received. It has taught me the gentlemanly demeanor as a man. Warm man is not suitable for me, and this word is not suitable for me. Except for the position of work, which woman's life have I paid attention to

?” Ji Yao asked.

"Yes Ji Nan quickly replied: "the one who sleeps on the bed is not!"

Although Ji Nan didn't say Xin'er's name directly, they both knew it.

Ji Yao chuckled and said, "my heart is different, except her."

"Well, you're pretty nice to her, brother." Ji Nan Dao“ Linda, as my secretary, I also regard her as a friend. I feel sorry for her experience. In addition, because she raised two children by herself, I feel very moved and compassionate. Thinking of my mother, she raised our two brothers by herself, year by year

It's really not easy to pull through all kinds of hardships. "

"Brother, you are always considerate. Next month is mom's birthday. I think... She must want a daughter-in-law and a grandson now." 'it's a subtle hint,' Mr. Keenan said.

Ji Yao is so clever that he can't understand.

But... Since hearing Ji Nan's words, he was silent.

For a long time, he turned to look at Ji Nan, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, and said: "I don't want to cheat you, I'm not going to get married in this life."

"If you really want mom to achieve this wish, you should make up your mind as soon as possible, find a good girlfriend to talk with, and wait until the right opportunity to meet mom and me. If mom also agrees, I will hold a grand wedding for you, so that everyone can witness your happiness."

"Brother, why?" However, Ji Nan's focus is on Ji Yao's last sentence.

"What, why?"

"Why don't you want to get married?" Ji Nan asked, his attitude is very serious and cautious.

"It's not suitable for me to marry anyone now, and I don't want to delay a girl's life. Originally, she would have a good time and a bright future. Why should I delay the rest of her life? If so, I feel guilty. " Ji Yao said.

"Again..." after a pause, Ji Yao gathered a happy smile: "you know, I have someone in my heart now."

"It's even more impossible to marry other girls. It's irresponsible to others and to myself. I can't do that."

"What if it's the heart?" Suddenly, Ji Nan asked“ Brother, I know that you have been loving Xin'er all these years, and you really love her. If the person you marry is Xin'er, not another woman, would you still think so? "

"Not so much." Ji Yao said that he was determined in every word and had a firm momentum.

"Why?" Ji Nan was angry, but still puzzled.

But Ji Yao explained with a smile: "not the girl I love, I don't want to delay other people's life, let alone the girl I love so much, so precious, I won't delay her happiness."

"But... But..." Ji Nan anxiously explained: "but I mean, if you are with Xin'er, married, and you live happily and sweetly together, maybe your illness will turn around and be cured!""And if not?" Ji Yao asked.

"If my health is still very bad, and the situation is getting worse every day, I can't hold on at all. What can I do?"

"Ji Nan, I know you don't want me to have anything, so your ideas are all good, but there are so many if's in life. There are so many sufferings and pains that I have to bear, and there are no flukes."

"Over the years, my disease has been diagnosed by many famous doctors at home and abroad, but in the end, the results they gave are similar. You know this, so I dare not take chances, and I dare not gamble my whole life with that faint light."

"Ji Nan, I don't dare and don't allow myself to make such a bet. In my heart's life, I don't allow her to take a little risk, so I can't marry her."

Ji Yao asked several questions, but Ji Nan couldn't say a word.

"Brother, by contrast, I think too one-sided, you always think more thoughtful than me." Ji Nan apologized.

"I have to be considerate about everything. I have to consider every little detail."

"But now she has broken up with Zhou Wei, and the previous wedding has not been completed. You clearly have a good chance to enter her. If you give up this opportunity, don't you regret it?" Ji Yao asked.

When he knew that Xin'er was in England, he tried his best to let Xin'er come. To tell the truth, he also had this idea.

Knowing that she and Zhou Wei have broken up, I hope my brother can have a chance to get along with Xin'er and express his heart to Xin'er. After all, between brother and sister-in-law, he still wants Xin'er to be his sister-in-law.

But now it seems that things are not going in the direction he expected. I didn't want to be together at all.

What he wants, from beginning to end, is to guard and accompany in silence. As for his mind, it can be hidden secretly“ If you say regret, of course, there will be some, when life can do everything as people wish, can accompany her like now, look at her, keep her, let her happy, let her happy, I have been very satisfied