Chapter 892

"Lovers are the same, inappropriate is inappropriate, even if one day you enter the marriage, it is just a deeper torture to each other, in this case... It's better to let go, let go happily."

What a simple truth!

How can she understand it now?

The only good thing is... It's not too late.

Walking to the side of the road, Lu Xin reaches for a taxi to the hospital.

As for the registration in the hospital, naturally, it is also the direct choice of Obstetrics and gynecology.

After the inspection, we wait for the result.

The waiting time is not very long, about an hour.

During this period... Lu Xin maintained a high degree of tension, waiting for the process, she did not even have a drink of free water to drink.

Although Bai Meng has given her accurate guess and so many reasons for her guess

However, even so, Lu Xin still holds a trace of fantasy in her heart, hoping that Bai Meng is wrong, or that the situation is not as bad as she imagined.

At least there is a glimmer of hope, even if only a little is good!

Finally

After a long wait, Lu Xin got his inspection report.

The above identification are all medical terms, some words she can understand, and some words she doesn't understand at all, so... She can only take the examination report, step by step to the doctor, and hand over the report to her.

"Doctor, my examination report has come out. Please look at it for me." Putting down the report, Lu Xin sat on one side of the chair and waited anxiously.

A heart... Is up and down, constantly moving.

That feeling, it's very uncomfortable.

Waiting, long waiting;

It's a great ordeal.

What's more

The room suddenly became quiet.

To be exact, the doctor became silent and quiet after seeing the examination report.

What this kind of atmosphere represents, Lu Xin can't be more clear. She just prays... Pray that the situation is not too bad, at least give her a chance to make up and recover.

Even if it's hard, it's good as long as there's a chance.

But

She didn't know if there was another chance.

Hard to suppress the mood in the heart, Lu Xin tried to use a peaceful voice to ask: "doctor, how's it going?"

Can Rao is she represses again, the voice of the exit also trembles.

"According to the results of the examination, your uterus..." the doctor said some professional words, which Lu Xin felt obscure and hard to understand, and could not listen to.

At the end, she only asked the most crucial question: "doctor, can't I get pregnant now?"

The doctor sighed and looked at her sympathetically: "there is no absolute thing in medicine, but it's very difficult for you to have a baby in this situation. It's almost impossible."

Listen to the doctor's words, at that moment... Lu Xin's heart is like a sudden flood, crazy flooding, tightly surrounding her.

And she, like a drowned child, can't flutter in the water, struggling hard, want to get up from the water, want to breathe a breath of fresh air, want to wave their hands, let their efforts to live

But

There was no way. She was still choked. The whole body was full of water, It's very hard, like suffocating next moment.

For a long time... Lu Xin did not speak.

Only her eyelashes are still quivering, which proves that she is still breathing.

The doctor also knew how hard the news hit a woman, so he didn't urge Lu Xin to sit quietly for a while.

"Thank you, doctor!"

Finally, Lu Xin just finished this sentence, got up and left from the chair, pushed the door open and left.

When she went out, the tears in her eyes no longer burst out, unlike weeping. This time, the tears surged to the extreme, and almost flooded her face;

Not only that... But it's completely out of control.

When she took the elevator, Lu Xin was still out of her mind. Her whole body seemed to have been taken away. She had no spirit at all. With the tears flowing on her cheek, all the people inside looked at her curiously and sympathetically.But these eyes, she did not pay attention.

Out of the hospital, Lu Xin quickly wiped his tears with a paper towel.

Because she didn't believe

I don't believe that I lost the qualification to be a mother in the most beautiful age and the most important years. If she didn't believe it, she would have a chance.

It's just a hospital. Maybe there's something wrong with the result of the examination?

Maybe this doctor is not experienced enough?

She won't just accept her fate. She won't just give in.

So she decided to visit several other hospitals.

And then

It's the second, the third

When to the fifth home, Lu Xin has been completely desperate, the words "doctor, can I still be pregnant?" Congeals astringently in the mouth, how also cannot say.

If one is not representative, it is not authoritative enough;

So three? Five?

Is that enough?

That's enough. That's enough proof!

Facts have proved that Bai Meng's conjecture is right. Lu Xin can't conceive, have a baby, and have no chance to be a mother all her life.

The second brother and Zhou Wei, I'm afraid, knew this fact when she was discharged.

No... they should have known earlier, maybe when she was awakened.

It's just that she's hidden.

But after all

The paper can't stop the fire.

She still knows.

So now... What's the mood?

Sad?

pain?

despair?

No

It's more than that. If you describe it more accurately, it should be "numbness"

Is... Completely numb, numbness to the end has become a kind of no emotion beyond calm.

That kind of calm, too thin cool, also too sad;

Because nothing can stir up any more ripples in her heart.

one 's heart is like dead ashes -- utterly dissipated!

That's probably the feeling.

After living all her life, she felt this feeling for the first time. Thanks to Bai Meng and Zhou Wei.

By the time Lu Xin got home, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening.

As soon as the elevator arrived, she just picked up her steps and came out of the elevator. Suddenly, a figure rushed directly in front of her and cried anxiously: "my heart... It's you. Are you back at last?"

"Where did I go today? I haven't found you all day, and no one answered the phone. It scared me to death."

"Do you know I've been looking for you, I'm really worried about what's wrong with you?" Reaching out, Zhou Wei grasped his heart and asked nervously.