Chapter 651

Finally

It's still here.

It's time to say goodbye.

Simply wearing a dress, early summer got up from the bed and sat on the chair by the window, while turning on the table lamp.

Outside the rain, shadow shadow, is still under, the rain is not small, raindrops are not small, although the window has the effect of sound insulation, but the huge rain is still coming through the window, floating into people's ears.

The weather is terrible today!

Early summer thought.

Indeed, like her mood, it was as bad as it could be.

Took the paper and pen, sat in front of the window for a long time, but did not start writing.

It turns out that it's so difficult to say goodbye, even if you are ready.

In this way, sitting until midnight, the hand holding the pen in early summer was almost stiff, and then he picked up the pen and wrote the first stroke on the white paper.

She left the first letter to Xiao Yi.

Many words that are difficult to say face to face are much better in the form of letter, and can be expressed completely

Xiao Yi:

I was in early summer. I thought for a long time whether to write this letter to you. Later, I thought, I'd better write one. After all, many face-to-face words that I don't know how to say, it's much easier to borrow the way of letter writing, and it can also be said to you without concealment.

In junior high school, we knew each other. Later, we fell in love with each other. The time was very fast. Unconsciously, it took us ten years. Ten years is not a short time. How many years can a person have in his life?

In the past years, I always hold a feeling of gratitude and nostalgia for our meeting, and thank God for letting me meet you. If that didn't happen, I think we would really get married smoothly, have children, and then spend our whole life with you.

It's not rich, it's not powerful, it's probably like most couples get along with each other for a long time; In fact, such a life, I was looking forward to, because although flat, but full of warmth, warm, full of home flavor.

Later, even though I never dreamed of it, I didn't expect that yanzixin would step in between us. What's more, I didn't expect that I would see your intimacy in front of me on such an occasion.

Later, break up, entanglement, can't bear... Aunt sick, you kidnap me, all kinds of things mixed together; But... Until you promised to let me go, let me meet Tianqing that moment, I still firmly believe in you.

I believe that you are still the youth in my memory, and I also believe that the boy I once loved so warmly will not really become a heinous villain.

But later, what you did, all your actions, gave me the most fatal blow, also gave me the most cruel slap, it severely woke me up, let me have to believe that you changed.

It's really changed.

You are not Xiao Yi.

It's no longer Xiaoyi.

It seems that Zuoyou is just a "I" word. I feel very sad. You let me know that I still have the capital to be a "beauty" and "harm others".

But it's good that the root of the problem is so clear. I didn't expect you to look back or repent. After all, it's unrealistic and I can't change your ability.

As the saying goes, "it's necessary to tie the bell to solve the problem". Since everything is caused by me, it's up to me to solve it. The reason why you fight for me in front of grandma's face is just to make Grandma soft hearted and put Tianqing in a dilemma, and then use grandma to force Tianqing to give up on me.

Well, not now. I'll make my own choice for you.

If grandma delayed treatment and surgery for my reasons, or if something happened, I would never forgive myself.

I can't bear to see grandma struggling in her illness;

I can't bear to see Tianqing in a dilemma;

I can't bear to look at the man I love most. One day, I have to make a choice between the two women I love most.

So... I give up.

But what I want you to know is

From now on, you don't have the capital to coerce and coerce me any more. Stop it, Xiao Yi. No... it was just the last time I called your name like that. I don't want to tarnish it.

Finally, let me tell you: in early summer, she chose to leave; The choice disappears; Even if you choose death and destruction, you will never be with you again.In this life, she will only love Luo Tianqing from death to old age.

If you pity her, please stop!

If you think of the past two people together beautiful, can't bear to damage, please stop!

If you still have the slightest debt and apology in her heart, please stop!

conduct oneself well!

bye!

never see again!

This letter is for Xiao Yi.

How sharp, how sharp words, early summer are useless, but are slowly about, such a tone, listening to particularly sad.

But... Is also particularly true.

If you accuse Xiao Yi, if you accuse Xiao Yi of his crime;

Early summer didn't say anything to persuade him to look back.

She's just talking about the two people's realization of what's happening now, and letting him feel, understand, and experience

As for what kind of effect can be achieved, early summer is really not sure.

After writing, early summer did not look back.

After this letter, it is a complete farewell.

After loading, she put it aside and wrote a few simple words "Xiao Yi Qinqi" on the envelope.

Then, I began to write a second letter.

The second letter is to Luo Tianqing.

There are so many things I want to say, so many thoughts I want to pour out. However... At the moment of writing, I just feel that my head is blank and I don't know what to write.

The whole person is also chaotic.

Only then, the feeling of heartache is more and more clear.

It's like a drop of ink, which accumulates gently, then drops down in the lake, and the black juice is a little dizzy, diffused and penetrated into the lake water, just like this, the feeling of heartache goes from point to line, then from line to surface, and gradually... Swimming in the meridians of the whole body.

Until, the whole person was numb and curled up in pain, even a breath was painful.

Open the paper, just took a breath, early summer tears can't help falling down.

Click, drop on the paper, faint dye, very obvious imprint.

Throw away

Early summer took a second piece of paper

Tears drop down, wet again

Throw it away, and then the third

So repeatedly, until the fifth piece of paper spread in front of me, the mood of early summer was a little restrained.

But... The pain in my heart is still beyond control.

The heart is shaking.

Hands, too, tremble. In early summer, one hand covered his lips, and the other hand trembled and finally wrote down two difficult words on the paper: "Tianqing..."