Chapter 442

Lu Yubei also silently bear, as long as Xiao Qiao can not so painful, as long as her sadness can ease a little, he is willing to do anything to make her feel better.

However, Lu Yubei's silence made Xiao Qiao's tears more fierce when he bit him.

"Yubei, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to bite you." Little Joe cried and apologized to him.

"It's just that the baby left, but why are we still good? It's us who blame us. As parents, we didn't protect our children. Do you think we should be punished?"

"Of course." Lu Yubei touched her head and hugged her thin body in his arms with heartache.

"But there's one thing you're wrong about, Little Joe. I don't blame you. You've done well enough for your baby. You gave birth to her in October. You gave her a chance to see the sunrise and sunset, breathe the fresh air, and open your eyes to see the world. Compared with many mothers, you are very brave and great."

"It's me who's weird. I didn't protect my baby as a father!" Lu Yubei's cheek is close to Xiao Qiao's.

He comforted her in a soft voice and wiped the tears on her face.

Behind, after a long time, Xiao Qiao's choking voice gradually became smaller, but... Her hands were still tightly holding Lu Yubei's chest.

Extremely sleepy, let little Joe in crying after irrepressible fell asleep.

However, after squinting for more than ten minutes, she was very excited and called "baby" and was very surprised.

"I can't sleep." Xiao Qiao leaned against Lu Yubei's chest and said in a low voice.

"It doesn't matter. I'll stay with you until I feel like sleeping." Lu Yubei opens his mouth.

"Yubei..." he called Lu Yubei's name again, and Xiao Qiao's voice was unexpectedly calm: "baby, she really left, really didn't want us?"

Lu Yubei leaned over to kiss Xiao Qiao's forehead and comforted her: "Xiao Qiao, if you say that the baby is so cute and lovely, so... She will surely meet better parents in the sky than us."

"Will it?" Little Joe didn't believe it.

"Yes, it will." Lu Yubei's answer is very firm.

"I have something else to ask you." Little Joe pulled the clothes of Lalu Yubei and asked.

"Well, you ask."

"Baby, she..." Little Joe opened his mouth and asked in a trembling voice, "when did you leave?"

"Last night." Lu Yubei said in a low and hoarse voice.

Since this is what little Joe wants to know, then... No matter how painful it is, he will tell her and let her know.

"The baby I saw today is actually from someone else's home, isn't it?" Asked little Joe.

Lu Yubei nodded heavily and said "um" softly.

"Then you say that I treat other people's babies as babies during the day. Will she be very sad and blame me?" Little Joe asked sadly.

Lu Yubei shakes his head: "no, seeing his mother happy, the baby will be very happy."

"Don't you really blame me?" Little Joe suddenly cares about it.

"Well, I promise not."

At the end of this question, Little Joe asked another more serious question: "Yubei, tell me, where did you go after I fell asleep tonight?"

Hearing this, Lu Yubei was shocked all over, and his heart felt as if he had been beaten by a hammer.

How should he tell her? It's a crematorium.

How can he speak such cruel words?

"Little Joe, the answer will make you feel bad. Are you sure you want to know?" Lu Yubei touched her cheek and asked.

Little Joe nodded firmly: "well, Yubei, I have the right to know, no matter how cruel, as long as it's really about the baby, I must know."

"Good." Lu Yubei nodded heavily and said, "today, Zhou Wei and I, as well as Xin'er, we went to the crematorium."

Crematorium!

These three words already represent all.

It also fully proves that Anxi didn't lie. Everything she said is true.

This time, Little Joe didn't cry in hysterical pain, but quietly squeezed himself into Lu Yubei's arms and stretched out his hand tightly around him.

In less than a minute, Lu Yubei felt that his clothes had been thoroughly soaked.

It's tears.Sad, painful, desperate.

Little Joe's tears all wet his clothes.

So, not all sadness will tear the wound, exposed in front of people, big La La of open.

Many silent teeth, silent sadness, is more painful.

Perhaps, when people are sad to the extreme, they even feel that they have no strength to speak a word.

And now, Little Joe, that's it.

Thinking of this, Lu Yubei was very scared. When he was holding Xiao Qiao, a very terrible word suddenly appeared in his heart: "sorrow is greater than death."

Also a strength of tell oneself: don't, don't.

"Xiao Qiao, I know you are very sad, but promise me, don't give up hope, and don't leave me alone. Xiao simu is our first child, I promise... When you are well, we will have a second and a third... As long as you like, I will follow your wishes."

"But..." Xiao Qiao raised his head from Lu Yubei's arms, and looked at Lu Yubei with a pair of crystal eyes, full of tears and red eyes, and asked: "this baby, little simu, she is our first child, with different meanings; She is my support and my salvation. If you were not with me, I would not have been able to survive until now when you come back. "

Lu Yubei stretched out his hand and wiped the tears on Xiao Qiao's face: "I know, I know."

"So, no matter how many babies we have in the future, younger brother or younger sister, little simu will always be the most special existence in our hearts. I will also tell my younger brother and younger sister that elder sister is not only great, but also a beautiful angel, who has redeemed both father and mother." Lu Yubei said softly in Xiao Qiao's ear.

Hearing these words, the pain in Xiao Qiao's heart was relieved at last.

Midnight, three in the morning.

Maybe it's too tired to cry, or maybe it's the collapse of emotion. Under the comfort and embrace of Lu Yubei, Xiao Qiao finally closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Lu Yubei waited for half an hour. After Xiao Qiao had a good sleep, he gently pulled out his arm and moved away from behind Xiao Qiao's neck.

Immediately, he got out of bed and left the ward lightly.

At the moment of leaving the ward, the warmth and tenderness on Lu Yubei's face disappeared. The whole person was frozen and cold-blooded.

"Check."

Open your mouth, a cold voice, full of deterrence.

"From the time I left the hospital tonight to the time I just came back, what happened? Who came in and contacted Little Joe; Everything, no matter how big or small, should be checked thoroughly and carefully. Don't even let an ant go. "