At the beginning of summer, it was an accident and a panic.

Fortunately, she covered up all her expressions in time, looked at her grandmother and said, "OK, I'll pick it up. Maybe it's Chinese new year, and I'll pay my respects to my classmates."

"Well, you pick it up. I haven't hung up yet." Grandma said.

When I picked up the phone in early summer, it was Xiao Yi.

"Xia Xia..." a familiar and intimate call came, but it seemed as if... It was as far away as thousands of mountains and rivers.

Only with this soft sound, those dusty memories, like wild animals, roared out, encroaching on her brain and all her thoughts again.

However, she can't make herself cry, let alone lose control. She must pretend to be indifferent and cover up all the heartache and suffering.

"Why did you call home?" Try to calm your mood and open your mouth in early summer.

"Xia Xia..." Xiao Yi's low voice, hoarse call: "in recent week, I called you the phone, you did not answer, there are several times in the off state, if even these signals are out, I have not noticed the problem between us, you say... I am not stupid, stupid in the end."

“……”

Early summer holding the phone tightly.

She held back her heartache with one hand, distracted and fiddled with the telephone line; A hand because of exertion, has been slightly white, showing the tendons.

In early summer, the skin is white and translucent. At this time, the green tendons pass through the back of the hand, which makes people feel scared.

"Xia Xia, if you are angry that I didn't accompany you because I was on a business trip some time ago, I'd like to apologize to you, as long as you don't ignore me; Xia Xia, you know what? These days, I'm going crazy. "

Over the phone, Xiao Yi is still telling his deep feelings.

Early summer heart smile.

Is she angry because she didn't accompany her?

When was she so careful?

Crazy?

These days, she is not crazy, no pain.

Heart, is full of bitter condensation, how can Xiao Yi think that between two people, just a "no company" problem.

"I admit that there are some problems between us." Taking a deep breath, the voice of early summer said: "however, I don't want to say some words on the phone. After the new year, I'll go back to school and say it. Recently, I'm in my hometown. I want to have a happy Spring Festival. I also want to spend time with my grandparents. I don't want to distract myself from anything else."

This time, early summer is decisive and straightforward.

But, where can Xiao Yi give up easily.

This year is the new year. It should have been a happy day for the family to get together, but... He was not happy at all, but full of pain.

"Xia Xia, I miss you so much..."

What do you think?

Up to now, I don't know how Xiao Yi understood this word in early summer? How to interpret the word.

In other words, in his understanding, this word can be said to any woman anytime, anywhere.

"28 days." Suddenly, Xiao Yi said a number.

"What?" In early summer.

"Up to today, it has been 28 days and 20 hours since you sent me on the train and we separated. In another three hours, there will be 29 days. Xia Xia, I don't stop thinking about you these days." Xiao Yi's voice is hoarse and affectionate.

Early summer listening, eyes pan hot, heart surging violently.

However, all the emotions were forced by her, desperately squeezed back to her eyes, pressed back to her heart, and desperately endured.

Grandma is outside, although... Grandma is old, and her hearing is not very good.

However, she must control her emotions, not to let them leak out, let alone show sadness, sadness and pain.

Otherwise, grandparents will be very worried when they know.

This is absolutely not allowed in early summer.

"Xia Xia, did I really do something that you can't forgive? Today is new year. I wake up very early and stare at my mobile phone. What I want to see most is your blessing and what I want to hear most is your voice. "

"Xia Xia, I miss you. I want to run to you right away. I want to hold you in my arms right away."

“……”

Listening to the man I love most, I deeply express my missing and love for myself. It's false to say that there is no emotional fluctuation.However, the problems between them can not be fixed by a simple "sorry" and "it doesn't matter".

"Yes? Miss me? " Early summer hook lips, extremely bitter smile asked: "think of..."

I think of you dancing, kissing and spending the night with other women

Think of you again and again, until now still hard to deceive me

Xiao Yi, is this what you call "Miss"?

Originally, the question in the mouth of early summer almost blurted out and was swallowed by her dead biting lip.

"Xia Xia, what did you just want to say?" Xiao Yi, who was acutely aware, immediately asked.

"It's nothing. I just want to say that all these problems can be dealt with after going back to school. You can accompany your aunt for the new year. She must be looking forward to your coming home."

Finish saying, early summer directly hung up the phone.

"Xia Xia..."

"Xia Xia..."

The call from Xiao Yi is not heard in early summer.

Hang up the phone, early summer walked to the courtyard, grandma came up and asked: "Xia Xia, your classmate is also called Xiao Yi? Or, I heard it wrong. "

"Well, grandma, his real name is Xiao Yi, but it's just homophonic. Different words are easy. There are so many people in the school that it's hard to avoid students with the same name and surname." Early summer smile patiently explain.

If she denied it directly, it would make Grandma suspicious.

On the contrary, it is such a calm and generous explanation that it is easier to ease grandma's doubts.

"Oh, that's it!" Grandma nodded: "Xiao Yi just came out, I asked him, he also said so."

Xiao Yi in grandma's words?

Naturally, it's Luo Tianqing.

It's just, when did he wake up? When did you come out?

If he came out, he must have passed through the living room. She just called in the living room, but she didn't notice his passing.

It's because he's too light and careful.

Or because she is too addicted to talk with Xiao Yi, not aware of his process.

"Grandma, where is he now?" Early summer looked around the courtyard, did not see the figure of Luo Tianqing, asked.

"Xiao Yi said that he just woke up and wanted to blow outside to wake up." Grandma said.

"Well, grandma, don't be so busy. Go to the room and warm up. I'll go to find him." Say, early summer out of the door.

There are two big trees in front of grandma's gate. They are older than her!

In early summer, Luo Tianqing was really there. At this moment... He was leaning on the branch of one of the trees, leaning idly. It was a bit of leisure.