Chapter 2871

Jack never realized so clearly that what he was afraid of was not mu yuan's death, but mu yuan's death. When they separated, there were still many misunderstandings.

If we don't meet in this life, he and he live in a blue sky. Knowing that he is well is his second best wish, but death brings him, but it is their regret in this life.

The last side between him and Mu yuan was not so beautiful.

These thoughts have been pestering him and have made him feel guilty, regretful and disgusted. Gradually, he came to a dead end. He thought he was afraid of Mu yuan's death.

Standing in front of the window last night, he suddenly realized.

He was afraid that it was not mu yuan's death.

He or Mu yuan, they are all soldiers. The moment they put on their military uniforms, they are ready to sacrifice for their country, especially when they are on the front line. If they are careless, they will return in a suit.

He once thought that the best outcome of his life was brilliant sacrifice for his country.

He thought, Mu yuan is also so willing.

Who doesn't want to live if he can live.

But if they die, they also want to have no regrets, look up to the sky and look down to the earth. This is their end.

Their love has to rank behind many things. He has been unable to manage their love. He doesn't want the only one he loves to die with regret and misunderstanding.

Even if he wants to die, he also wants to let Mu yuan know that I love you most in my life. We love each other and once held hands. I don't regret loving you and don't want to hurt you.

We don't come to this world in vain. If Mu yuan died at the bottom of the sea, he will never forgive himself in his life.

His illness originated here.

Budd treated him for so long, and he figured out what had made him understand, and what had not let him go. Last night, without a teacher, he figured it out.

"Jack, is it worth it?" Besson asked, "if you like men, there are many people around me who can introduce you. Of course... I'm not saying that lieutenant colonel Mu yuan is bad. I think Lieutenant Colonel Mu yuan is good... That is..."

"No matter how good it is, it's not our people!" Lehman said, "how can you fall in love when the colors of military uniforms are different!"

Ruilin was like a quail. He didn't talk. He felt... If his feelings could be controlled, it wouldn't be love anymore. It was a private matter, and there was nothing to persuade. Unlike Lehman, he didn't take Mu yuan as his lifelong enemy.

"It's not worth it!" Jack smiled, "even if the motherland is rotten into a puddle of mud, you will be willing to sacrifice to protect it. It doesn't matter whether it's worth it, I'll do it."

It's hard for a thousand dollars to buy. I'm willing.

"I don't think Lieutenant Colonel Mu yuan loves you that much." Lehman said discontentedly, "in those days, he broke up when he said he broke up, and didn't look back. How many times did you find excuses to communicate for him? He just hid from meeting and didn't take you seriously at all. He didn't leave now, but he wanted to cure you. When you are good, he will leave."

"Lehman!" Besson angrily scolded.

Jack is ill. Isn't that exciting him?

"No harm." Jack's steps didn't stop and ran slowly forward, "I know, so some time ago, I was stubbornly unwilling to accept treatment, so I wanted to tie him to death. To tell the truth, I had more cruel ideas, and also had a lot of crazy and vicious ideas. Every idea made me eager to try, and I couldn't wait, so he couldn't leave me all his life."

"For example, if he is ill, all his internal organs are injured. As long as he doesn't take good care of it, it will be very uncomfortable if it rains on a cloudy day. As long as I move my hands and feet a little, Xiaoyuan won't think about going to the front line in his life. These old injuries won't be fatal, and he won't doubt it. He is so badly injured, it's normal if he doesn't take good care of it, and some sequelae are also normal. It's not my fault. When I buy crabs and lobsters, I will It's intentional. I bought more... "

"I know Xiao Yuan can't stand temptation. The doctor said that those things will make the wound inflamed and his internal injury bad. If he blows a little more wind, his body will be useless. It doesn't matter to eat a little, but it's troublesome to eat too much. He can't eat cold food at all, so I did it... Watching him eat a crab secretly, I'm angry and a little secretly happy."

"It was so close that I abandoned him. That night, he had a low fever and an inflamed wound, but he didn't wake up. I rubbed his medicine, listened to him having nightmares and scolding James, and then... Shouted my name!" Jack's eyes were red. At that moment, crazy remorse rushed in, which caught him by surprise. "He said he wanted to see me before he died. At that moment, I wanted to kill myself."