He always had hallucinations. He saw Mu yuan lying in the coffin, covered with a five-star red flag. He saw a group of Marines standing in a row firing guns for burial. He had many hallucinations... In this regard.

He is also negative, depressed, anxious and afraid.

He couldn't eat well and sleep. As soon as he closed his eyes, there was a picture of Mu yuan's death. In the long night, he relied on drugs to maintain his lethargy. He was afraid that he couldn't hold on first.

After China announced his death, he became even more anxious.

Ye Ling and general Mu gave up. If he gave up, no one in the world would look for mu yuan anymore.

So, he can't collapse.

Hold on.

To see people in life, to see corpses in death.

Jack's hand shook badly and said hurriedly, "I'll go to the bathroom."

He ran away in a hurry, avoided Mu yuan, and frantically looked for drugs. Just after eating, the mood to suppress began to rise again. Mu yuan frowned. Even if Jack was calm, he could see the clue.

He is ill.

He is not very ill.

Mu yuan closed his eyes. Man is a fragile and strong creature. For example, he suffered a heavy blow to his body, but he still held on for half a year. He escaped from the ship. He once felt that he could not hold on and would die on the ship, but he miraculously survived.

The physical trauma can be easily recovered in a few months. His cracked bones can grow back, his pancreatitis can be recovered, his complications can be treated, his wounds will grow, his fingernails will disappear, and he is just a little ugly, which will not affect his long life of 100 years.

But mental trauma is not easy to treat.

Ye Ling fought against psychosis for more than 20 years before slowly coming out of the haze. So far, there are still some mild irritability symptoms. What's the matter with Jack?

If Jack disappeared at sea, his life and death were uncertain, and the Anderson family also announced his death, but no one was born and no body was found. He insisted on searching for three months and found no one, what would happen to him?

Mu yuan could hardly think of it.

In the past five years, they separated very thoroughly and were not connected. He didn't see Jack, and Jack couldn't see him. He didn't even ask for information about Jack.

He concentrated on leading the soldiers to the front.

But between them... The soul is accompanied all the way, never breaking.

……

Rose castle.

Yeling looked at a book in a daze. Hamburg was lying on Tongxin's lap, and Tongxin was reading a book. Father and daughter each occupied a sofa, and their reading posture was exactly the same. Shen Qianshu came home to see this scene, and the corners of his lips twitched slightly. His daughter was really good at learning from her father.

Because of Mu yuan's affair, I originally planned to travel around the motherland with childlike innocence in the summer vacation. The head office set out from city a and drove to Xinjiang. I traveled around the motherland for two months, and finally failed.

If the children's paintings in those days had been crying and screaming, they would have lost their temper.

Childlike innocence calmly accepted.

It doesn't matter. She reads, writes, and practices the piano. It doesn't matter if she doesn't travel. She spent a summer vacation at home. Yeling went out early and came back late almost every day, and didn't care about his baby daughter. It's not easy for mu yuan to fall. He finally took time to accompany her.

Then their father and daughter's pastime is... Reading.

Shen Qianshu, tut!

It's so boring.

Xueba's pastime, as a learning scum, she can't understand, just like Lin Xiaojuan's pastime was to brush questions. Her pastime is to play disco in various game cities, drive, shoot all kinds of food, drink and fun, which has nothing to do with learning.