Chapter 1132

Let her heart less guilt, less guilt, more calm and forgiveness.

No one can say that murder is a crime in this selection.

This is a life and death game.

They are all victims.

If you don't kill, people will kill you. Everyone wants to survive.

"Sir, why are you... So good." Shen Qianshu couldn't help but blush. Her husband was really good and distressing. He kept silent and did everything.

After having nightmares, she realized how much fear, guilt and guilt she felt in her heart.

Yeling said, "because it's you."

It's you who make me so good.

To others, he is just a cold stranger.

He rubbed Shen Qianshu's hair, "do you want to talk?"

Shen Qianshu nodded, and she sat up cross legged. She had too much to say to Yeling, but she didn't know where to start. Speaking out, it seemed to be a disaster, starting with her first shot.

"When I didn't select, I killed people. On the island, in training, Xiao Jiu and Xiao Qiao asked me to resist pressure. We said that if I didn't prepare at all, at the beginning of the selection, I was either lagging behind or quickly killed, and our team would lose. I need at least a little ability to resist pressure to delay the rescue."

"So we went to the mountains..."

Shen Qianshu slowly told the story. Speaking of her reaction, her murder... Her guilt, fear, and... Excitement!

"I'm so excited!" Shen Qianshu blushed at the tip of his nose and looked at Ye Ling incredulously, "Sir, do you know how terrible it is? I was too complicated psychologically when I shot and killed for the first time. I vomited because I felt cruel, afraid, and my stomach cramped a little bit, but in this fear, I was... Very excited."

"When I realized this, I hated myself very much. How can I be excited? I killed a person, and I actually felt very... Want to kill another person." Shen Qianshu's hand kept beating his head, "that's a frightening emotion. I can't get rid of it. I even can't convince myself that it doesn't exist, sir. What's the matter with me? Am I born with the genetic gene of killing, so killing makes me excited? Am I a sadist, I..."

"Shh!" Yeling raised her finger and put it on her lips, indicating that she would stop talking. "Most people are excited when they kill, especially when they kill for the first time. Psychologically, this is the desire of the conqueror and a desire to win. Everyone will have it. Thanks to you having studied psychology, you don't even know that."

"I only study psychology for you." Shen Qianshu said.

This sentence is unintentionally sweet to Yeling.

Sweet tooth acid.

Yeling held her face and kissed her tearful face, "Why did people in ancient times like to be emperors and kill their fathers and brothers at all costs? Everyone hopes to control the power of life and death. This is the root of human evil and the inevitability of natural selection. When you stand at the top of the food chain, you naturally want to be strong. When you can hold a person's life and death in your hands, there will be a kind of success and satisfaction, because no one can hurt me anymore. This feeling is an intention Yes, it doesn't mean that you are really going to kill another person because of excitement, do you? "