Chapter 127

Chu Xi struggled to get up from the snow, pointed to Chu Zhi and gnashed her teeth, "Before you showed up, I was the daughter of the Chu family. I was the five most beloved girls. Whatever was good in my family would be close to me first. I was the apple of my family, but everything changed when you came. First, I changed from five girls to six girls. I stubbornly shortened you. My grandmother looked like a different person. She didn't look at me. What's wrong All the good stuff goes into your house, and Chu Qing. When I see you, I can't do it to you. I don't understand. Why should Chu Qing keep you in mind when you grow up in the countryside? And big brother, he doesn't say anything to help you everywhere. He even lends you notes. Why is it so eccentric? "

I remember before, she also admired her brother's good handwriting, so she couldn't help stealing a calligraphy note to copy it. As a result, she was severely reprimanded by her brother.

Although her mother punished her brother, she has never dared to touch his things since then.

She is only a brother. She is lonely by nature and doesn't like people to touch her things.

It was not until Chu Zhi came that he found that it was not at all.

Chu Xi knew that her brother would laugh, care about people, take care of people, and even teach people the truth of reading, writing and being a man.

She doesn't understand why she should treat her sister so differently!

She also wants to be loved by her brother and spoiled on the tip of her heart.

As like as two peas, you are saying that mother is partial to me, that is, she is biased to me, just to show her love. She does not love me. She loves her only. Once her father opens up, once she threatens her interests, she will give up me immediately, just like what she had sent me to the farm. Why did she not leave me? It was not because her father had left her alone, she was afraid. , afraid of losing her father's favor and her status, she sent me away without looking at me. "

"Yes, I admit that I fell off the carriage on purpose. I just don't want to go. Why should I go? For so many years, I amuse my parents every day and show filial piety in front of my grandmother because you have to make room for you as soon as you come back. Have all my previous efforts been in vain? I'm not willing! I'm not willing!"

Chu Xi's face was full of anger and hatred. The towering jealousy changed her beyond recognition. Desire and hope swallowed her up. She said that she finally knelt on the ground and cried like a child.

"Except that you are the natural blood of the Chu family, what's better for you? Just because I'm not born, will you be sent away? What's the reason? It's said that living kindness is not as good as raising kindness. They have raised me for so many years, but a cat and dog have feelings. What's the result? If they say they want to send me away, I'm human! I'm a living person! Do they ignore my feelings? They all say they want to Return to your place and where to go? The Zhao family likes you. All Wang thinks about is you. He has sent someone to send you dumplings even on the eve of the lunar new year. Do you think I rare the broken dumplings of laoshizi? I haven't eaten anything good? I'll rare that thing? "

She cried and yelled, talking flustered.

"But I'm not willing, I'm really not willing... Why... Why should they give you their best wishes? I'm their own child, and they treat me like this! They all say you're pathetic. It's not easy for you, but look, the Zhao family loves you, and the Chu family loves you. You occupy the favor of the two families alone and say you're wronged. Why don't you What do you think I have? I have nothing! I can't go back to the Zhao family and the Chu family can't accommodate me. What else can I do? I can only climb up and fight my life... "

"I want to prove that they are wrong. They are all wrong... I want to tell everyone that Chu Xi is the best. It is 1000 times and 10000 times better than you Chu Zhi. You can't compare with me in this life, next life and life after life! I want them to regret and beg me. Those who abandon me and give up me regret all night!"

She cried with tears in her heart and lungs. She was out of breath and was extremely embarrassed.

The wind roared and the snow urged people.

A voice accusation mixed with wind and snow came into my ears and echoed on the cliff.

Chu Xi was so cold that she shivered all over her body. Her tears and snot blurred her face, and she lost all her manners.

It seems that we should cry and vent all our grievances and unwillingness.

They are all born by their parents and children of the Chu family. Do you want to treat her like this because they are not their own?

What's wrong with her?

It's not her responsibility to be held wrong. Blame her!

"I just want to be loved, loved and cherished. I just want everyone to keep me in the forefront of their hearts... Am I wrong when I think about the days of prosperity and royal clothes? As long as I'm human, I don't want to climb up. All people in the world are the same and have a good life. Chu Zhi dares to touch his conscience and say that you don't think so? Dare you?"

Chu Xi's voice was sharp, and she threw questions at Chu Zhi.

After a long time, Chu Zhicai slowly opened his mouth.

The cold voice was calm.

"You said that everyone was kind to me. Grandma was partial, elder sister loved me, and elder brother cared for me. It was just because you felt guilty and wanted to make up for it. But you felt that everyone had changed because I had just returned to the house. Why don't you think about the care and love of your family for you in the past 12 years? Have you forgotten all? You calculated on me at the pear blossom banquet and framed me by the lake I pushed you into the water. After the incident, grandma's first reaction was to believe you. If she didn't love you, how could she trust you so much? "

"As for my mother, I don't comment on how she really loves you, but one thing can prove that she really loves you. Your clothes, jewelry, Phoenix hairpin, which is not given to you by your mother? You often pretend to be ill, and my mother stays by the bedside, feeling distressed. She doesn't listen to me when I'm sick. She doesn't bother to look at me more than once on weekdays. I wish she hadn't given birth to me."

"Including the elder brother, you said he scolded you. It's not good for you." Chu Zhi chuckled. "Why don't you think about the second brother? As far as I know, the second brother is behind the fire because of you. I've never seen the second brother since I came back to the house for half a year. Only because he was afraid that you would be sad to see me, he deliberately hid from me. He didn't even see him except for the dinner at night. Chu Xi, people should have a conscience."

"You keep saying that the Zhao family doesn't love you and the Wang family doesn't love you. Why did you ever love them? When they took you home, you pushed your mother to the ground one by one, bitchy, mean, and steamed stuffed buns one by one. You hurt her heart and couldn't wait to get rid of it. How dare they say a word of love in front of you? You pushed them away with your own hands , don't them. "