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"No, but she let Yang Ye get the soup. When Yang Hua left, she told me that the soup was brought by Shao Yulu." Lu Qingzhou felt her palms become sweaty.

In the past, when Hai Yan was here, she would always remind her to pay attention to this woman, always reminding her not to act too arrogantly. To the people and things around her, she would always think that it was as good as she imagined. Now he had fallen into the woman's trap again.

"Shao Yulu, it's her again." Feng Ziyan clenched her fists, the muscles on her face bulging.

"Qingzhou, there's something I want to discuss with you." Feng Ziyan calmed the urge to kill that surged out from her chest. Lu Qingzhou meekly leaned into his embrace and slowly opened her mouth: "What is it?"

"We don't need children, okay?" Feng Ziyan bitterly said. He didn't know how to tell her the truth, so he directly told her that the child was useless because she had taken a nullifying pill. This was too cruel, he couldn't do it. He thought about it for a long time and decided to find an excuse to make it easier for her not to have this child.

Lu Qingzhou's originally happy face suddenly froze. She fiercely pulled her body out of his embrace and looked at him as if she was looking at a stranger.

"You don't want our children?" Lu Qingzhou was unable to accept this sudden change of events.

He had said he wanted her and her child, and now why had he gone back on his word?

"No, I mean we are so busy at work right now and we don't have time to take care of a child. We should consider whether or not we can wait until the time is right. After all, I'm only in my twenties and you are only nineteen."

Feng Ziyan decided that the bad guy would do it to the end. If Lu Qingzhou misunderstood his intentions, she would misunderstand. It was better than telling her that the baby would be born crippled.

"In time? What do you mean by that, Feng Ziyan? What do you mean in time? How many more nineteen years do I have? Do you think I have nothing better to do than to chase after you all day long? Do you think that I gave up my university education to walk the entertainment circle because I wanted you to use the word 'in time' to reject my child? "

Lu Qingzhou instantly exploded, her emotions were like a volcano that was erupting.

"Do you think I've suffered all these years just to play with you? Second Young Master Feng, I can't afford to play. "I won't let you hit my child, and I won't let you touch me and my child. The door is right there, so please get out."

Lu Qingzhou felt as if her heart was being torn apart. The pain made it hard for her to even breathe.

"Qingzhou, can you listen to me?" He wanted to pull her into his embrace, but she desperately refused. She refused to let him touch her again; he didn't want her child, so how could he hug her as if nothing had happened?

"I won't listen, I won't listen. I want my child, Feng Ziyan, I want my child. " Lu Qingzhou madly pounded on his chest, losing control of her emotions.

"It's useless. The doctor said that since you took the birth control pill, it would be useless even if the child was born. Qingzhou, don't be so childish anymore. Can you be a bit more mature?" Feng Ziyan pressed down on her hand, preventing her from moving any further.

There were still some tears on Lu Qingzhou's face. She paused for a few seconds due to Feng Ziyan's roar, and then looked straight ahead with her eyes unfocused.

"You're lying, Feng Ziyan, you're lying. If you don't want my child to lie, you can lie to me. This isn't my first child, is it? Last time I let your child go, you did it, right? "It was you who drugged my food and caused me to lose a child, wasn't it?"

Feng Zi Yan raised her hand and fiercely slapped her. After the slap, she stood there like a statue and looked at Lu Qingzhou's hand that he had just hit, regretting it so much that he wanted to chop it off with a knife.

"A light boat."

Feng Ziyan grabbed her chin and forced her to look at him.

"Why would you say that? How can you slander me for killing our child?" Feng Ziyan didn't know when she found out about her miscarriage, but how could she think that he did it? He loved her so much for over ten years, and yet she said that he killed their flesh and blood.

"If you want to prove that you didn't do it, then leave this child here. Ziyan, we are in love, right? You want my child, right?" Lu Qingzhou still held onto a glimmer of hope. The despair and anticipation in her eyes only further pained Feng Ziyan.

He could not keep the child.

"I want our child, but we don't want this, okay? I promise you, we'll carry one after we beat it." Feng Ziyan felt that this was the best promise she could make.

Lu Qingzhou suddenly grabbed onto his sleeves tightly, "You're lying, you just don't want it no matter what you say. Feng Ziyan, I don't want to see you anymore. Lu Qingzhou had always been a gentle and weak person. He could be counted on one hand when he was angry.

Feng Ziyan did not want her child to give her too much of a shock, so she picked up the bedside lamp and aimed it at Feng Ziyan and threw it.

"Scram, I won't let you harm my child, I won't let you break it." Lu Qingzhou's light smashed into the door, shattering the light bulb on the floor.

Feng Ziyan dragged her tired body and body out of Lu Qingzhou's sickroom. Before she left, he had his sister-in-law Xia take good care of her for him. Even if Lu Qingzhou did not let him near, he would not be able to do anything about it.

This was the second time he was unable to protect his own child, unable to protect the woman he loved.

He stepped out of the hospital and wrapped his windbreaker tightly around himself. The night wind was very strong, making his face very cold and bone-piercing. Feng Ziyan took out a cigarette from her pocket and lit it up as the night breeze blew.

He didn't like the smell of smoke and didn't smoke. He would only take out one or two cigarettes when he was upset.

There were fewer and fewer people coming and going at night, and more of the lonely people in the nightclub bars looking for a port to relax in this busy world.

The port that belonged to him was gone.

He had never seen Lu Qingzhou lose control like this before, as if she wanted to eat the hatred that he felt towards him.

He didn't want her to hate him, but he couldn't help it. He would rather be an evil man if he could minimize his pain.

Feng Ziyan continued to walk at night, accompanied only by the smoky sparks in his hands.

When Sister Xia entered the sickroom, Lu Qingzhou sat on the bed like a lifeless baby, not saying a word. Sister Xia had called her a few times, but she hadn't responded. Her mouth was mumbling something. Only when she got closer did she realize that Lu Qingzhou was repeating the same sentence.

"Zi Yan doesn't want me anymore, and he doesn't want me and his child anymore."