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At this moment, Qin Zheng stood there silently. A aura as silent as ancient water circulated around him. Ever since Shen Yunda had confided in him, he had been frowning the entire time. His gaze was fixated on one of the books in the bookcase, as if he was in a trance. From start to finish, he didn't even glance at Shen Yunxi.

"Heh, after saying so much, you still can't understand it!" Smiling self-deprecatingly, Shen Yunda held onto the tea table and sat down once more. She picked up a cup of tea and was about to drink it in one gulp.

"That's my tea. It's already cold. You're pregnant, so there's no need to drink anymore!" Qin Zheng reached out a hand to grab the teacup in Shen Yun Da's hand, but when he was halfway there, he saw Shen Yun Da's smiling face.

"Since you don't like me, why should I care?" Shen Yun Da mockingly stared at Qin Zheng, only to see Qin Zheng retracting his hand, not insisting.

"This tea doesn't suit you!" Tilting his head, Qin Zheng knew that no matter what he had to do, he wanted to make up for the debt he owed Yun Da. In the past, he had always wanted to make up for the loss of her mother because he felt that that was the only way to make up for the loss of her mother. Even though what happened later went beyond redemption.

"There is no suitable tea for you, only like it or not!" "Will you give up on Su Xu because someone said that you and Su Xu are not suitable for each other?" Shen Yunda did not drink the cup of tea. Perhaps this was because she knew he did not like her, yet she still wanted to be with him, as he wished.

The only thing that could not satisfy Qin Zheng was probably not to love him! Shen Yunda knew that no matter how much she denounced Qin Zheng, she would not be able to entrust the fact that she liked him.

If this was a game with Qin Zheng, then from the very beginning, she had already lost, thoroughly and thoroughly. Even after that, there were successes. However, when they succeeded, which one of them didn't tread on their own blood and make it here?

"No way!" Qin Zheng naturally knew what Shen Yun Da wanted to say, but it was different. He loved Su Xu and was deeply ingrained in his heart, so how could a mere cup of tea compare to her?

"Tea is something that one can give up no matter how much one likes it. "Love is like a drug, I have already penetrated deep into the bone marrow, how can I let go of her. Su Xu, has already become a part of my life!"

Su Xu's elegant and indifferent face appeared in his mind once again. Although her facial features were not as delicate as Rhonda's, they had their own style, carrying a proud, aloof, and lofty look, just like how he liked her. Such a strong girl made his heart ache, which was why he was so impulsive and unstoppable to like her.

"No matter how much you love her, she is only a part of your life. "Ah Zheng, I love you. You are everything in my life!" Rhonda's voice wasn't loud, but it was shocking enough. Her love for Qin Zheng had clearly occupied all of her.

Ever since he saw Qin Zheng when he was young, he had felt his heart palpitate with eagerness. In the following days, even without his mother's company, as long as he saw his beloved Qin Zheng and heard him console him, he would truly think that it was his entire life that he would take good care of himself.

In the past, Qin Zheng never said love. After Qin Zheng grew up, he would never say love. He always hung around with all kinds of beautiful women, but none of them were sincere. Shen Yunda was a little angry, but as long as he didn't love her. Now he finally said that he loved, but he loved others.

More than twenty years of waiting, more than twenty years of adoration, more than twenty years of commitment, more than twenty years of thinking about marriage, and also having a child she had been looking forward to for a long time. Even when she thought that her life was finally coming to an end, Su Xu still did not let them go.

From the start of the bet with Su Xu, Shen Yunta knew that she had never won. In a fight to the death, the result was the loss of one of his legs, making it difficult for him to even walk normally. No matter how well he recovered, he could no longer dance or run as he usually did.

"Ah Zheng, do you think that your relationship with Su Xu can go smoothly to the end?" In the end, Shen Yunda had left Qin Zheng with this question, and he had truly been stumped by it.

"Who knows what will happen in the future? But, I am Qin Zheng, what can't I do under the heavens? "

Qin Zheng didn't expect what he had just said. But who said it wasn't? There was something in the world that he couldn't do. If you don't succeed, it's only because your efforts weren't enough, because you weren't prepared enough, because you didn't have enough faith, that later on, you had those regrets.

"Then I should really wish you success!" Shen Yunda gazed at Qin Zheng, the smile on her face like a cuckoo crying out blood. It was so sad, so beautiful, so blurred.

"But before that, I hope that you can accompany me and the child until he is born!" This was not the last time she wanted to stay. Shen Yunda clearly knew what she wanted, and she also knew what to use if she wanted what she wanted. Thus, she did not hesitate to use this child to harm herself!

"Of course, as long as you are here, you will always be the child's mother. As long as I am alive, he will always be my child! "

To Shen Yunda's request. Qin Zheng felt that it wasn't unreasonable. First of all, he was a man, and second of all, a man who loved Su Xu. As a man, he had to take responsibility.

"You can tolerate it, but what about your Su Xu? Will she tolerate it? " Slightly stroking her belly, Shen Yunda thought mostly about the scene when she pushed Su Xu down.

Su Xu was not a kind person. With her personality, would she harm her own child? Pushing down Su Xu was not scary at all, it was just that now that he was pregnant with a child, he was worried at every turn, which was why every time he had a dream, he would see a badly mutilated child who wanted him to pay with his blood.

"She won't hate me? Could she afford to wait? Does she trust you enough? " There was a sharp problem, Shen Yunda was gambling, Qin Zheng was not sure about Su Xu. One of the reasons why a woman like Su Xu could leave so straightforwardly was because she loved herself enough and was strong enough.

However, the toughness of Su Xu would make men feel that they couldn't control it and become less confident. Even if it was Qin Zheng, once he fell in love, he would still be like those young masters. His mind would be thrown into disarray and he would lose all sense of discipline.

"I will try my best to convince her!" Clenching his fist tightly, Qin Zheng knew what Shen Yunda's bargaining chip was. She was betting on the love Su Fu had for her, on the millions of love in the world, on an eternity.

"For her, you can only try your best! "Zheng, I want to talk to Su Xu!" With a smile, Shen Yunda spoke in an extremely magnanimous tone, as if she was speaking with true love. Even Qin Zheng was unable to guess what she was thinking. He could only look at her with a playful expression.

"You don't need to suspect anything. I just feel that it's been almost a year. Between her and me, there's a need to have a good talk about you!" She lazily leaned against the sofa. After loving Qin Zheng for so many years, she had gained the upper hand many times. It was Qin Zheng who had given her the upper hand.

Only this time, it was a showdown between them. It was the only time she had truly gained the upper hand.

Qin Zheng's heart was filled with love, hope, and illusions. Hence, he had his own misgivings and worries. Shen Yun Da, on the other hand, had already died due to love. She was well aware that Qin Zheng did not love her.

Standing at the entrance, Qin Zheng remained silent. He pursed his lips, clearly not believing Shen Yunda, yet unable to give a reason to refute her. Su Xu was a woman with a strong sense of self-esteem. She was also very strong. If he could always block her way, then that would be too unfair to Shen Yun Da. But if he didn't block it, then what right did he have to be Su Xu's man?

"You actually hesitated!" Towards Qin Zheng's performance, Shen Yunda only felt her heart aching. That guide shop, the high-spirited Qin Zheng, had never relented in his actions. When had he ever had such worries and become so slow?

"It doesn't matter if you don't agree, I'm just saying hello to you. If you want to see Su Xu, I have my own ways!" At this moment, Shen Yunda seemed to have returned to her past self. She would occasionally go against Qin Zheng and act coquettishly with him.

"I'm telling you this, I just hope that when I see Su Xu, you won't protect her. "Perhaps, don't meddle in this, a woman's matter still needs to be resolved by herself!"

It was already noon, and the sun was at its hottest. Qin Zheng was standing under the sunlight and wore a blue suit with a unique set of cuffs and matching tie.

At this moment, he narrowed his eyes like a lion in the dark night. His lazy growl was enough to intimidate others. The one who was unable to be intimidated was Shen Yunda.

"In any case, I owe you something from my previous life. I hope that after you've seen it, you will be able to solve the problem!" With his hands in his pockets, Qin Zheng stood tall and straight. However, the movements of his hands indicated that he was about to leave.

"Can't you stay a little longer?" Perhaps in her heart, Shen Yunda had originally intended for Qin Zheng to stay a little longer.

"So what if I stay a little longer? The results are all the same. Is there a difference?" This scene caused even Qin Zheng to sigh endlessly. The stone in his heart was finally about to be removed, but the joy in his heart was not as beautiful as he had imagined.

"I'll send you off!" With both hands on the sofa, Shen Yunda stood up, intending to walk over and see Qin Zheng off.

"Be careful!" She stumbled and almost fell to the ground. Perhaps she wasn't careful enough, she knocked on the tea table, although it was nothing serious, but her body seemed heavy now, if she really fell, then who knew what would happen next.

It was fortunate that Qin Zheng was able to hold him up quickly. Otherwise, he would really have fallen down.

"In fact, Ah Zheng, your legs have been healed for a long time!" Leaning into Qin Zheng's embrace, Shen Yunda wasn't in a rush to let go. She had once possessed such a broad chest, which was why she missed it so much. It was better than anything. As long as she was in Qin Zheng's embrace, she would not be afraid even if the sky collapsed.

"Don't worry about me!" Shen Yunda's hand relaxed a little, but she was unable to control herself as she held on tightly to her waist. Qin Zheng was still in the same position he had been when he held Shen Yun Da, not moving an inch.

"Love is just two people lying to each other, intoxicated with each other. There had to be a little caution. I can understand you. Only when I truly love you will I know the suffering that I cannot get, and only then will I have to put in a lot of effort! "

"Don't compare me to you!" Qin Zheng finally let go of Shen Yunda and took two steps back.

"I used a plan, but it didn't hurt anyone. "But, Rhonda, you are not like me. Your scheme has killed an unborn child!"

After enduring for a long time, Qin Zheng still remembered how he, Su Xu, had miscarried and laid down sick on the bed. Just a second ago, he had told Su Xu that he would definitely avenge his child, but in the end, he had done nothing!

For a man, there was nothing more that he could do. On one side was a woman he deeply loved, and on the other was a woman he could not let down. "In the end, it was a bloody lesson that hurt me for so long.