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Walking to the pavilion in the middle of the courtyard, under the fragrant scent of the flowers, Xi Sanmo opened Huangfu Nuo's letter.

The letter was written by hand, and the pen was a type of book. Huangfu Nuo was proficient at this art, and there was a time when she was infatuated with this particular art. Because of her infatuation, he was even more diligent in calligraphy. However, she could not remember how long it had been since she last read Huangfu Nuo's words.

The letter was neatly written, but there were a lot of places where you could see the water stains that had opened up the ink. It was a round piece.

Silently, we have known each other since you were six. But I was bad to you, playing with your pigtails every day, and throwing bugs at your head, you were always scared to tears by me. "But do you know that I'm only doing this to make you pay attention to me? I'm also waiting for you to come over and tell me, Huangfu Nuo, if you do this again, I won't be polite to you.

"But you never did. You just ignored me, just like always. I was very angry, so I took the initiative to announce that you are my wife. At that time, you were so scared that you cried. "She cried until the sky went dark, her throat was hoarse, and her eyes were swollen. For this, Luo Shan fought with her life on the line with me."

"I always thought that if you worked a little harder, you would accept me. You can see me if you go a little further. But I was wrong. No matter what I do, no matter where I stand, you will not be able to see me because in your heart, in your eyes, I have never appeared.

"Thirteen years. I've loved you for thirteen whole years. In these thirteen years, you're my everything. You're my center of gravity. I know what you like to eat, I know what color you like, I know what little things you do when you're unhappy, and I know when you're sad you're willing to drive a Maserati all the way. "

"Leyon said your car was very damaged, but he definitely didn't know how good your car skill is. Even I may not be a match for you. However, in every race, you are always at the back. Because you don't like to show off, and you don't like to be noticed by others, you give your limelight to Luo Shan. "

"Thirteen years, I think of you, think of you, do my best to love you, coax you, spoil you. What do you want me to do, I never say no. I clearly want to see you so much in my heart, but if you don't want to see me, I'll obediently hide my feet inside the door and never step out again. "

"I torment myself and satisfy you. I allow the millions of ants to gnaw at my heart, but I am also unwilling to disobey your wishes. I'm not. I just respect you, respect my love for you. I love you so much that I don't have myself. I love you so much that my heart is full of you. "

"I look forward to it, I read it, I wait for you to grow up, but the older you grow, the more terrified I become, because there are so many pairs of eyes staring at you. Yun Fengqing, Luo Longjian, Lei Long, Huo Moran, and Xiao Budian were all outstanding. However, they are the same as me, unable to enter your eyes or your heart. "

"But then I realized that I was wrong. They weren't all like me, there was one exception, and you liked him a lot. You didn't come to my eighteenth birthday party. You asked her why, and she only knew you were dating a man, but she didn't know who. I've investigated this matter later. The man you're dating with, is either someone else or Xiao Budian. "

"I am very afraid that you will be taken away by Xiao Budian. However, that car accident caused you to forget about him and even all of your past. "I don't know if it's the will of the heavens that's messing with me, but when you meet him again, you actually became the fifth young master's woman and even got engaged to the fifth young master."

"These days, I have been thinking, if you hadn't lost your memories, would you have chosen Xiao Budian or Fifth Young Master Huo? No matter who you choose, you will not choose me. I have loved you for thirteen years. Silently, have you ever thought of me? From my perspective, have you ever thought of my pressure, my burden? "

"You failed to live up to my thirteen years, failed to live up to my love, and even trampled on my dignity as a man. Silently, I'm leaving, bringing with me my love for you, I'm leaving. But I must tell you before I go, I hate you! "

"How much I used to love you. How much I hate you now."

With trembling hands gripping the letter tightly, he placed it on his chest. Tears streamed down his face as he silently wept.

Huangfu Nuo, it's not like that. All along, you have been in my eyes and in my heart. I know everything about your kindness to me. It is precisely because I know that I don't dare to approach you.

There was a time when I tried to love you too. I really tried, but I couldn't, I really couldn't fall in love with you. I clearly knew that my heart couldn't accept you, couldn't let you occupy that unique space, so I kept rejecting you.

The reason why I rejected you was because I didn't want to implicate you.

Reject you, is from your point of view to think for you, want to let you hang back, lost path back.

The reason why I rejected you was because I knew that I was powerless to bear the bitter consequences of this debt of love.

A pair of white sneakers appeared in front of his eyes. He walked up the shoe and lifted his tear-stained face. Huo Li was cold and stern, like a devil from hell.

He only looked at him with tears in his eyes and cried as he said, "Is it my fault? Did I hurt Huangfu Nuo? I never wanted to hurt him, never. I care about him, I treat him as a friend, I defend him. "However, I can only do this much for him. I can only treat him as a friend …"

Clenching his teeth, Huo Li sucked in a deep breath. From a distance, he knew that she was crying just by looking at her back. However, he didn't expect that in such a short period of time, she would cry like this.

He embraced her and held her in his arms, coaxing her gently along her black hair: "Matters of the heart can never be forced upon. How can Huangfu Nuo's wishful thinking be blamed on you?" You're not wrong, and you didn't hurt him. His injuries were caused by his stubbornness. He did not recognize himself, much less you. Mo'er, you've done well, you've always done well. "

In fact, she wanted to ask Huo Li if he loved her. But in the end, she didn't ask because Huo Li had said he didn't love her.

It would be enough if he was humiliated once, there was no need for him to extend his face over and over again!

After crying, he felt much better. Xi Sanmo folded the letter and put it in his pocket, then he made a call to Luoshan. He knew that Huangfu Nuo was now in France, so she was at ease.

What she couldn't do was ask for time to heal Huangfu Nuo's wounds and let him return to his normal life.

However, never in his wildest dreams did Xi Sumo expect that Huangfu Nuo would appear again as a bloody blade. It was filled with hatred, causing her life to become a bloody mess!

Xiao Budian brought a wet towel over. Huo Li took it and wiped the tears off his face for her, "My eyes are all swollen. If you don't know, how do you think I bullied you? Mo Er, why don't you go see your brothers tomorrow? I'll have someone notify them so that they can prepare. "

Xi Sanmo sniffed and lowered his head to look at the white towel in his hand, then said in a questioning tone, "I've delayed today, so tomorrow would be good as well. I don't want to disturb you too much. Huo Li, can you let Xiao Bufan help me get Dad's medicine? I want to check out his medicine. I just thought, there's a dose of medicine that Daddy can't take. "