C437 Just a little bit of love 2

That faint fear almost defeated Qu Cunzi, but he still managed to maintain his composure.

"I didn't come here tonight just to apologize. Little Treasure, there are some things I must tell you today."

"Mr. Qu, it's getting late."

"No, I will say it!"

His voice was not loud, but it was firm. Because he knew that if he didn't say it today, he might never have the chance to say it again in this lifetime.

In fact, he had said it long ago when she was in a daze — many, many times.

But when she was awake, he didn't say — he was afraid she'd never remember, so he had to emphasize it.

"Little Treasure, back then I pursued Jiang Yueming with all my might. For the sake of obtaining her, I did not hesitate to pay any price. For a moment, I thought that I would never love anyone but this woman in my life … "

That was the truth.

Any man who had seen Yue Ming before would go crazy for her.

Qiao Zhijun had even stimulated his terrifying creativity and imagination after obtaining her, allowing him to progress by leaps and bounds in the field of science. So beauties were actually a type of productivity.

"Little Treasure, let me tell you, it actually isn't like this …."

She lightly said, "Mr. Qu, I am not interested in your love history."

He stared at her, "Little Treasure, do you not even have the patience to listen to a few words of mine? Am I not even qualified to speak heartfelt words in front of you? "

She was silent.

Slowly, she avoided his eyes.

What she feared the most was his gaze. How could it make her think of the past? She thought of the days when she should have been sealed away in the dust.

"Li Xiaobao, you stupid pig, you ate all day and slept all day, it's so boring. Let's go, I'll carry you around …"

"Li Xiaobao, you can sleep with those stinky socks in your mouth the whole night? "How disgusting …"

"Li Xiaobao, you keep on winning. How boring … If you lose one round to me, I'll give you the latest bag, okay? "

The past was like a tide.

He was the first man in her life.

There was a long silence.

He went on: "For a long time, I thought I loved her so much, and so did everyone else in the world. However, what people don't know is that from the moment I actually got hold of her, I was suddenly very scared and also very disappointed … Let's put it this way, there was a spoiled child who could have anything he wanted from a young age, and no one had ever dared to disobey him. One day, he saw something that his opponent snatched away. This item wasn't really a necessity to him, but he wasn't willing to give it to the enemy because it would harm his self-esteem. Furthermore, in the days before him, he had never lost to anyone before … "So, he's furious and unwilling. He swears he'll get it back from his opponent …"

Thus, he exhausted every means at his disposal and finally got it back. It was just like a great battle.

"In the beginning, of course, I was ecstatic. However, very quickly, I felt lost and bewildered, because I gradually realized that the things that I yearned for were actually only this much in my hands … "

It was only this much …

Such cruel words.

"We are really together. We thought that we would definitely be incomparably happy together, however, that's not the case. I don't feel happy at all. Every day is torture. It was like a trophy, and when you got it, it was useless. I have asked myself again and again, is this worth it? "