C354 Once loved deeply 1

She paused.

It was just that at that time, she had been so eager to let her mother know — to see her succeed, to see herself self-reliant, to see her happy — to see her succeed in her career, to see her in love.

It was because he hadn't even seen his mother for the last time that he thought so hard.

Just like a nouveau riche, he didn't want to walk in the night and wanted to show his face.

Even if her mother was in heaven, she knew she could see.

Mother, take a look at my flourishing business, guest is like the cloud comes to the pet hospital;

Mother, look at the excellent, considerate, and deeply loving Mu Qiaozhi beside me.

The two things that her mother lacked the most in her life: material things and love, she had helped her to have them.

At that time, she would be the Dr Fang that everyone respected.

At that time, she could get whatever job she wanted.

Who could guarantee that there was no hidden greed in the depths of their hearts?

When she saw how Fang Dazhuang came over time to make a ruckus and tried to turn to her time and time again, how could she not feel happy, nor feel any sense of revenge?

God knows, she really just came back to show her face — she had already decided to stay here for a while, then go abroad to work at the top research institute she had once been waved to.

There were the best scientific conditions, the best laboratories, and the papers she had submitted that had been highly rated by the medical community. In time, she might become a famous doctor and become famous throughout the world.

Moreover, Mu Qiaozhi would be there.

And it was only Mu Qiaozhi.

There would never be a Qu Cunzi, Fang Dazhuang … It could even be Jiang Yueming.

The two of them would definitely be married and harmonious. Together, they would become a pair of goddesses in the medical field.

If he didn't return to his country for the rest of his life, wouldn't the result be completely different?

But how could history be repeated?

Just as we assume, if Hitler were not German, would the Second World War never have broken out?

If it were not for Ci Xi in power in the late Qing Dynasty, would it not have been beaten up so badly by the Western powers?

Her eyelashes drooped down, and covered his eyes. Mu Qiaozhi could not see any of her emotions.

There was no hubbub, no criticism, not even tears.

But how he longed for her to cry like other bitches, to bite him and curse him for hating him and making a ruckus.

However, she only had her eyes closed. It was so quiet that no one could feel her presence.

His hand shot out and gripped the pale hand she had placed on the chaise longue.

She felt the warmth and strength in her palm, but she did not refuse. She turned around and firmly held his hand, just like all these years, when they had been intimate countless times.

These large hands gave her so much courage.

Every time he lost, every day he suffered, every day he was depressed, every afternoon he suffered. Nightmare awakening … He used to hold her hand like this.

Over time, she developed an extreme sense of dependence and attachment.

The parasitic vine was not attached to the host because it was afraid of withering.

Inside his heart, it was as if ten thousand horses had stepped over it at the same time, blood dripping.

How can you make me believe that I've never been loved?

How?

How?

She squeezed his hand tightly, very hard.

He squeezed her hand, too, very hard.

Time seemed to stop.

He thought, If time never moves on, how nice would that be?

She also thought how great it would be if time never moved forward again!