Chapter 73

73 Chapter 73 The woke up of an Abandoned Maiden

(Paulina POV)

It was a bit difficult to describe how I felt when I woke up, I was exhausted from everything that happened in the battle last night and what followed afterward; but at the same time, I felt refreshed and energetic with a sense of release that I can only attribute to the battle in bed I had last night.

Recalling the passionately shared exercise session I did in my bed, I felt the heat fill my body and I didn’t need to look in the mirror to know that I was surely flushed as a tomato. Thinking of the lovely man my first time took with me, I had mixed thoughts about it, I thought it was a bit sad that my first time was with a stranger where there was no romance involved; but on the other hand, even a newbie like me could tell that he devoted the whole night to make me feel so much pleasure that I could feel my mind melt at times.

If she had to be honest about it, the truth is that much of what happened in bed is a bit blurry for her, she only remembered those sapphire blue eyes and the endless waves of pleasure running through her body, but at least she remembered that the owner of those seductive eyes at least remembered not to come inside her.

With those thoughts in mind I got up with some effort from my bed (I could barely feel my legs), it was not a surprise to find that he had already left without even letting me know his name, I just managed to fully sit up I see a note on the table at night next to my bed.

On the note lay some Esper crystals arranged in such a way that they simulated a flower, smiling at the tender detail, I was also a little stunned by the value of it, one should know that my monthly salary as part of a special Esper squad is the equivalent to one Esper crystal per month; so the little flower on the note is worth at least five months of my salary.

Although surprised by the unexpected wealth just acquired, as a woman I was more interested in the words of the man who took my virginity last night, opening the note I see the message in it.

“Paulina, I am very sorry to have to leave before you woke up, as you can guess the fact that I left without even telling you my name means that it is unlikely that we will see each other again, I leave a small gift on this note as compensation for any problem that it caused you, I really enjoyed our night together I hope the feeling is mutual.

PS: Leave breakfast served in the kitchen, you should eat something to recharge your batteries.

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Post-PS: On the back of this note you will find instructions that will help you avoid problems with the military, as a last piece of advice I would like to tell you that I don’t think life in the army is for you; you should find a good man and spend a quiet life away from the violence of the battlefield.

With love: Just a memory. ”

′′ just a memory. . . What a cheeky man, he even asks me to find a good man and have a quiet life. . . What kind of idiot says that to the girl he spent the night with. . . stupid you should at least tell me your name, do I really look like a girl who would cause you trouble? ′′

Sob * Sob *

I wanted to avoid it, but I could not stop the tears that began to slide down my cheeks, I was just a normal girl just a few months ago, last night I witnessed the enormous brutality of the battlefield, I was betrayed by my squad and then I saw like this he was massacred; just to give my virginity to a man who abandoned me the next day. How could I not cry?

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But knowing that if I did not report to my headquarters soon, I would find it difficult to explain what happened to my squad, I resisted my emotions as best I could and read the back of the note as I was heading to the kitchen for a bite to eat.

When I get there I see a table full of dishes with a full breakfast on it, from the most basic of Western breakfast to a porridge full of nutritious fruits that they usually use to feed the sick so that they regain their strength; These are often annoying and time-consuming to prepare, but they were just one of several dishes on the table.

′′ Stupid, acting like a bastard by ditching me and then leaving this before you go along with the Esper crystals, it only makes it harder to forget you. ′′

But it was of little use to think about it now, I knew that as he said in the letter it was unlikely that we would see each other again, nor was I so stupid as not to realize the reason why he refused to let me into his life.

It is just as he said, I do not belong to the battlefield, I am just a girl who, due to having a special ability, was thrown into the bloody meat grinder that is the battlefield; but he is different. I can tell by the simple fact that he had no qualms about coming into conflict with the military, by the way, he seemed prepared for it from the beginning, from what I read on the back of the note he was someone incredibly smart and prepared; only his fierce and fluid way of fighting made it clear that he was not a person of peace.

Someone like him and someone like me is destined to have completely different lives, it was that simple. . . but that did not stop the tears that re-emerged while I ate the breakfast that I prepare for myself.

When I finished, I began to prepare for the hellish day that I would have today, the first step was to put on the same bloody clothes that I had last night when I was injured, then reviewing what was written in the note I left my house to interpret a work of the that my life would depend.