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A whole week passed, seven days and seven nights later, murongdi still had no news at all.

Seven days have passed, murongdi still has no news, no one is alive, no body is dead. If the missing person has not been found for three days, the possibility of survival is very small. Murong can't give up. He'd better keep looking and use all his available abilities.

However, murongdi is just like being obliterated by the world. No trace of him has been found in the world.

Murong's family has been in the dark all this time, without a smile.

The port has been restored to its original appearance, and the explosion seems to have left no trace. Murong has been keeping an expressionless face these days. He didn't dare to cry in front of his family, and he didn't dare to act like nothing happened in front of his family, because he was no longer qualified to be heartless.

It has been a week since I received Li Yue's call again. Murongdai sorted it out and went to the hotel to meet murongdai.

This week, he has been looking for someone without sleep, even his eyes have not closed, looking a little haggard, but Li Yue is more haggard than him, his eyes are very red and swollen, Li Yue cried for a long time, these days almost every day is crying to sleep, wake up and continue to cry.

Li Yue makes an appointment with Murong to stay in the coffee shop of the hotel. She worries that if she is in the room, she will not be able to control herself and beg him not to leave.

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Li Yue is staring at Murong daze in front of him. He looks very bad. The whole person is just like losing his soul. Li Yue is very distressed. Although Murong Dai left her alone in the church and said goodbye to her, which made her lose face, she still hopes that Murong Dai can do well.

"Hasn't your brother found it yet?" Li Yue asked. Naturally, Murong Di's accident has not been made public, but Li Yue knows it. After all, it happened at her wedding. As soon as Murong family members say it, she knows it.

Murong Dai's expression is that the person has not been found.

"I'll find him." Murong said firmly.

"It's been a week." Li Yue said.

A week, a week time has not been found, is there any possibility of survival?

"I will find him." Murong said positively.

Li Yue showed a bitter smile at the corner of her mouth, and her eyes were moist. Ah Dai was so sure and firm that he really loved his brother.

"Li Yue, I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you, but I still make you sad." Murong said with guilt.

"Do you know? Before the wedding, I have been very upset, your repeated, your family's attitude. And the importance you attach to your brother makes me very uneasy, especially when you and your brother are together. At that time, I just thought that I thought too much. You are brothers. It's normal to be so intimate. Now, I should have believed my intuition. " Li Yue said, looking at Murong Dai and asked, "ah Dai, you said you always love your brother, what about me?"

"I'm sorry, Li Yue."

"Don't say sorry, tell me the truth. I believe in my own eyes, your previous attitude to me is clearly love me. I lost, you always have to tell me why, you say you always love your brother, then why do you want to provoke me? Why do you want to marry me? I know I lost, but you should let me know why

Li Yue is very calm. She really wants to know what the truth is.

She didn't believe that Murong Dai had no feelings for her and was acting on her all the time. She believed that there was something in the middle that she didn't know.

"I've always been reluctant to face his feelings. I'm very afraid, inexplicably afraid. In my heart, he has always been my brother. I don't know how to treat him as a lover. At that time, I was too young, and I didn't know how to love him. I was just inexplicably scared, afraid to face his hot eyes, afraid that I would fall in love with my own brother But I can not do without him, I am used to his love for me, I am used to his tolerance for me. So also deliberately to test his feelings, I one by one to make girlfriends, but my brother did not seem to care about general, no matter how many girlfriends I made, he did not care. As if he loves me, is not for return, also do not need me to love his feeling. At that time, I was in the rebellious period of my youth, and I was very self abased. His attitude made me go into a misunderstanding, and then the more wrong I was, the farther I went. I didn't love anyone, and I didn't know it was wrong. My brother didn't remind me that it was wrong. He just spoiled me and loved me as usual. Until I met you, you trust me, love me and need me so wholeheartedly, as if you opened a new world for me. Your dependence makes me feel that I am needed, affirmed and valuable. I really like the feeling of being with you. I want to give you happiness and spend my life with you, but I'm sorry, Li Yue. I can't do it. I can't let him go. My brother has been waiting for me for many years. Now I'm waiting for him instead. No matter how long, I'll wait. "

"You're just guilty..."

"No, it's not guilt. I've been thinking about it for a long time. At that time, in Berlin, he slapped me, and I slowly realized that I didn't allow him to be friendly with Shen Feng. I wanted to go back to him and make it clear. Then I had an accident." Now let's talk about it again. Murong Dai has been able to face it normally."At that time in prison, I always thought, I can't die like this, I can't die with resentment towards my brother. I want to live well, and I will be with my brother in the future. I want to be nice to my brother and tell him what I didn't say to him before. " Murong said calmly, "Li Yue, I am sincere to my brother, and I feel guilty to you."

Li Yue looks at Murong dumbly.

"The only person I killed by mistake in my life. In the church where you were engaged, I mistakenly killed your fiance. Later, the church exploded, your parents died, and you were the only one who survived. You've seen it, you've been shocked, you've lost all your memories. I'm sorry, but for my mistake, you should have a happy family and a two-year-old by now. It's my fault that makes you lose everything, so I feel guilty and want to take care of you. "

Li Yue's eyes stare at Murong dazed, completely can't believe his words.

"Li Yue, I didn't lie to you. At the engagement ceremony, you not only lost your fiance, your parents, but also your children. I just want to take good care of you, but after you wake up, you trust and rely on me wholeheartedly, let me lose myself, let me want to use another identity to give you happiness, and I believe, I will love you more than your fiance. Let my parents love you, let you have a child again I'm sorry, Li Yue

Murong Dai is very sad to say that he thought all this would become his secret forever.

Li Yue watched Murong stay away. She didn't feel what Murong stay told her just now. She didn't know if Murong stay really killed her fiance and her parents. She lost her memory and couldn't take herself as the heroine of the story.

In Li Yue's heart, she doesn't hate Murong Dai. No matter whether he really lost her a family as he said, his love for himself in the past two years is sincere, but such compensation is not what she wants.

Li Yue only now understands that Murong Dai really likes his brother. He just feels guilty and wants to take care of her. He can only make a fool of others

Li Yue suddenly envies Murong's brother. It must be a very happy thing to be loved by Murong!

After murongdai left, he walked aimlessly in the streets of Rome. He hoped to see murongdi as soon as he turned around, but there was nothing.

It's getting dark. Murong stays walking and goes to the port where Murong Di has an accident.

I kept thinking about the scene of murongdi's accident. If only he didn't make that phone call at that time, it would be very difficult to plot against his brother, unless he was distracted and he made that phone call.

Brother, where are you! Will you come back?

Murong looked up at the sky and felt the darkness of life.

He sees hope, and he doesn't see tomorrow.

Now he doesn't even want to go home, and he doesn't dare to go back. He's afraid to see the sadness on Sanxue's and murongqi's faces, and he's afraid to see everyone's disappointed eyes

He wants to hide himself unless murongdi comes back. Otherwise, no one can get him out.

Gu ran, a familiar smell from the air, here is the port, there will always be such people walking in the dark at night. The smell of air poisoning is very strong. Murong Dai can feel that there must be drugs trading within a kilometer from him. For a person who is in the period of detoxification, heart addiction is particularly slow, and the smell of air poisons is a fatal temptation for him.

If it is normal, Murong Dai will certainly be able to resist the temptation. But now, he is alone in the port where murongdi's accident happened. It seems that he has been abandoned by the whole world. Murong's heart has shaken, and he has no motivation to live. Everything tells him that murongdi is dead, which is a great blow to him. It overturns his whole world outlook and outlook on life. What he loses is not only his love, but also his faith. At this time, drugs suddenly appear, and murongdai can't control himself and goes to the dark place of the port.

The drug trade at the dock is an open secret. Three or five men in hoodies are waiting for the addict to pass by.

Murong stay to see a few skinny men and women came to one of the men, took out money, for a small bag of drugs, and then quickly left.

Originally, the excitement on the depressed face made Murong's heart shake.