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Let's go to the beach together. Yanche's family has many cars, but there are many people. Murongdi and murongdai are the last ones to leave. Murongdi suddenly has some urgent matters to deal with, so it's late. Murongdai is waiting for him to deal with them.

When they set out, it was half an hour later. Murong was ready to drive. Murong Di had no choice but to be accurate. In fact, he is a little bit of a shadow for Murong to drive, because he likes to drive fast and has had an accident.

They are still driving the last sports car. Su Yu likes this car very much, but Su Yu also likes a Dai, so a Dai has no trouble getting to this car.

As soon as we set out, Murong Dai habitually turned on the stereo, and the huge rock music made Murong Di frown. Murong Dai quickly turned down the volume, Murong Di was more comfortable.

Along the way, Murong Di did not speak, Murong Dai did not speak, just occasionally can't help humming a few songs.

When he stopped to wait for the traffic light, Murong Dai suddenly became uncomfortable. The whole person shivered in the driver's seat. Murong Di quickly asked him what was wrong?

Murong stayed at the side of the road, the whole person curled up in the driver's seat. Cold sweat from his forehead big drop down, Murong stay this is a drug addict.

The time of his recent drug addicts has been quite regular. It's usually about five days. He had an attack only yesterday. It's impossible for him to have another attack today!

"What did you eat?" Murongdi asked.

"Half a cold beer." Murong stay honest said.

When Murong didun, he wanted to tie Murong Dun up and beat him up. Su Yu didn't let him touch anything that might be addictive. Instead, he drank beer.

Murongdi knew that this iced beer must have triggered his addiction.

Murong Di quickly pulls Murong Dai out of the car. He knows that when Murong Dai is addicted to drugs, he doesn't like to stay in a small space.

Murong Dai only felt that there were many illusions in front of him. He wanted to drive them away.

Murongdi trapped him in the sports car, held him tightly in his arms, and whispered in his ear, "ah Dai, don't struggle, it will be over soon."

Murong doesn't allow people to watch when he is detoxified, because the attack is particularly terrible. In the past, only Su Yu and Yan Che were allowed to be there. Now that he can bear the pain of poisonous hair alone, he doesn't allow people to get close to him any more. Murongdi is more worried that drinking alcohol will have other effects on his drug addiction attack.

Murongdi hugs murongdai tightly so as not to hurt himself. Murongdai just feels that he is suffering all over and can't breathe. The whole body is full of strength, but there is no way to vent it. Suddenly, those illusions in prison appear. He never said that in prison, because he can't stand drug addiction, he has all kinds of sequelae Once upon a time When Murong Di and Murong Ye rescued people from prison, they saw the traces on him and thought that a Dai was abused by human nature. In fact, they were all wrong.

In fact, on the contrary, a Dai Qiang x them, and is a very cruel one, several people are Murong Dai directly to the JJ. At that time, those people didn't expect to be like this at all. They were overpowered by Murong. So later, he became addicted to drugs. These people didn't dare to get close to him at all. They could only beat him when he was over and had no strength all over.

It was the first time for those people to encounter such a situation, so they didn't have time to react at all. However, Murong Dun thought that all those people were Murong Di because he saw the illusion. So while he endured the pain of drug addiction, he thought that he was abusing Murong di. Reality and illusion were constantly intertwined in the two worlds, which made him suffer.

Later, these people specially found some people with sexual abuse tendency to abuse Murong after he became a drug addict. Only when he didn't have any strength could he have those marks on him. During that time, Murong dun really suffered a lot. His reason was still there. His body had to endure torture and drug addiction, and he had to find a way to deal with it Those people are fighting for wisdom and courage almost every day.

Later, although more and more drugs were injected, Murong's hallucination became more and more serious, so that all the people he could see were regarded as Murong Di, the people who hurt him were Murong Di, and the people he hurt were Murong di.

He couldn't even tell whether it was now or an illusion, but at that time, murongdai was still happy, because he could see murongdi. Even if murongdi was cruelly abusing him, as long as his brother was by his side, he felt that it didn't matter. So later, he didn't know whether those people succeeded or not.

Because at that time, all the people he saw were murongdi.

Drug addiction, hallucination and maltreatment distort murongdai. Even now, murongdai still feels terrible when he is sober. During the period of memory recovery, murongdi always had nightmares when he was sleeping with him in his arms at night. At that time, if he had a knife in his hand, if he happened to be addicted to drugs, he would stab murongdi in the chest. If murongdi wanted him, he would kill people directly.

This is his memory strengthened in prison. At that time, he couldn't distinguish reality from illusion. Murong Dai could only treat it as a fake. Even if the person he saw was Murong Di, he would not hesitate to pick up anything that could kill him, pierce his heart and pulse.He has done this kind of thing many times. The first time he saw murongdi lying on the ground with all the blood under his body, he almost committed suicide. He thought he killed murongdi. He thought he killed his favorite brother, but he saw another brother come ferociously. Then murongdi could only kill again. Later, he gradually got used to this feeling Jue, even murongdi, will not be softened and shaken at all.

He kept repeating to himself, those are not real brothers, those are illusions.

Su Yu said that his illusion will last for a long time. He has been worried that he will hurt murongdi, so he always keeps all these things in his heart. He never tells murongdi that he is afraid that murongdi can't accept them, and he is even more afraid that he can't accept them himself.

Many times he woke up from the night, murongdi was right in front of him. At that time, his first feeling was to seize anything that could be seized and kill him. Later, he slowly eased over. This man is real. He is his own brother. He slowly put down the murderous spirit in his heart.

Murongdai always worried that one day he would lose control of himself.

At that time, he liked murongdi to hold him, a large part of the reason is that he was testing himself, how much he could accept murongdi, and he was used to drug addiction, he would want murongdi very much. But when he is sober, he wants to do it with murongdi, but he wants to get used to doing it with murongdi. He wants to get used to it. After all, he and murongdi are destined to entangle for a lifetime. He should get used to what murongdi really looks like, so as not to kill murongdi by mistake one day. Because when he was in prison, he saw murongdi kissing him, but he stabbed a knife into his chest.

So he was scared, scared that it would drive his hallucinations crazy.

Fortunately, he never had an attack in front of murongdi.

Fortunately, every time he wanted to start, he found that everything in front of him was real, not an illusion. He was no longer in prison.

At that time in prison, Murong told himself over and over again that those were not Murong Di, but hallucinations.

But now, he began to tell himself again and again that no matter what happened, it was murongdi and he couldn't do it.

Only Su Yu and Yan Che know about this. They are very worried that Murong will meet the enemy when he is addicted to drugs. At that time, Murong will treat the other side as Murong Di, and it will be miserable. So Su Yu and Yan Che must make sure that Murong Dai completely quit his drug addiction before they let him leave Yemen.

Today, murongdai was very upset because of murongdi's abnormality. He didn't notice that he took the wrong quilt and drank half a cup of ice beer in one gulp. When he drank it, he found that it was wrong, but it was too late to vomit, so murongdai couldn't help it.

Can only comfort themselves, just half a cup, should be OK.

But did not expect, or an accident, although only half a glass of ice beer, but still affected him, directly induced the outbreak of drug addiction.

All kinds of illusions reappeared in front of Murong's eyes again. He seldom became addicted to drugs in front of Murong di. When the lust came, it was completely different from the real drug addiction attack.

Murongdai was addicted to drugs with Su Yu and Yan Che, so murongdi didn't know why murongdai resisted so much. Murongdai was trapped by murongdi, and felt that everything was wrong. This feeling directly reminded him of the time when he was in prison. All the violent and bloody pictures appeared, and murongdai was straight The next reaction is to do it.

Because at that time, his brain only gave him one response, that is to kill

At that time, when he saw murongdi's mirage, he had only one reaction, kill. But the more he got to the back, the more mirages he had in front of him

Murongdai is a person who has experienced hellish training, but the picture of killing his beloved again and again is still enough to drive people crazy. However, Murong stayed to bear it.

Even Su Yu sighed that it was a miracle.

After Murong Dai's training, his former skills have come back. Even if Murong Di is much more powerful than him, it's not easy to defeat Murong Dai who has a drug bonus.

Fortunately, Su Yu knows the weight, and always forbids Murong Dai to carry any guns and weapons. When he goes out, he would rather let people follow him to protect him than let Murong take a guy with him.