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Looking at it, he slowly fell asleep, his body is still relatively poor after all, physical consumption is very fast.

Murongdi helped him remove the book, then covered it with quilt, and then went on to work.

After Gu ran came back, he went to his room to see murongdai. He didn't see anyone. He turned to murongdi's room and saw murongdai sleeping on murongdi's bed.

Gu ran didn't say much, just asked, "what happened when you two went out during the day today?"

Murongdi shook his head.

Gu ran didn't say anything more, so he turned and walked away. Murongdi looked at murongdi sleeping quietly in bed. Yes, nothing happened.

The next day, Murong Di finds Su Yu and asks Su Yu that Murong Dai suddenly seems to be awake yesterday, and what's the matter with that sudden desire.

After hearing this, Su Yu calmly looked at murongdi, "I was going to tell you about this, but I didn't expect you to meet so soon. You know, the human brain is the most complex. Ah Dai's memory disorder, he uses his own memory instead of those he doesn't want to remember, but it doesn't mean that this memory will disappear, he is just hidden. Once there is a picture that stimulates him to remember, he will open the hidden picture. "

Su Yu stopped for a moment, and then continued, "as for his lust, it's one of the sequelae of drugs. Maybe it will be OK after he completely gives up drug addiction. It's the first time I've encountered such a situation..."

Murong Di felt that Su Yu had not finished his speech, but Su Yu did not continue. Murong Di asked, "when will he have another attack?"

"I don't know. It depends on Murong's mood." Su Yu shows his hand.

Murongdi suddenly thought of something, "has he ever had one in the drug treatment room?"

Su Yu

"Uncle yanche was not happy that day because you helped ah Dai solve it?" Murongdi asked directly.

Su Yu really didn't want to answer the question that made him embarrassed to death, but what could he do? "I didn't want to say this thing. You know, you are just like my children to me. I won't let Yan Che come that day when things happened so suddenly, but he will be more stimulated to see you, so I have to come."

Su Yu doesn't know how to explain it. It's just honey embarrassment.

"Well." Murongdi nodded and asked, "is that abnormal?"

"Can normal people do this?" Su Yu suddenly looked at Murong Di with great interest, "what did you do?"

Murong Di is thinking about the situation at that time, Su Yu asked, he nodded, um, Su Yu showed an obscene smile, "a fool is like this, can you still do it?"

Of course, he knew that Murong Dai must have taken the initiative, and it was a very strong one. He was very happy to have Murong Di in the future, but he was a little worried about Murong Dai's body.

Murongdi's face turned red with Su Yu's ambiguous eyes. He quickly explained, "it's not what you think, I just help him, not to the end..."

Su Yu laughs more obscene, "and then he doesn't remember anything when he's finished, right?"

Murongdi nodded.

Su Yu said, "it's normal to forget."

What can murongdi say? It's normal. It's normal. How can it be abnormal?

Su Yu looked at Murong Di's blush and asked, "is there any problem?"

"Did he do that before he was completely detoxified?" Murongdi asked.

"Probably."

"Probably?"

Although doctors always talk in this way, they are still speechless.

Su Yu sighed, "I really have no way to give you an accurate explanation now, and even say that the problems you encounter may not be all. I can only say that as for whether there will be such sequelae after complete detoxification, we have to wait for him to complete detoxification and test it once."

Murongdi also thought of a question, "you just said that a Dai can recover his memory because he was stimulated, and he has lust. Who stimulated him?"

Murong Di guessed the answer, but he had hope.

Su Yu sighed, "you know the answer, don't you? Obviously it's just you. "

"So he didn't want to see me. He thought it was very stressful to be with me. That's why he did it?" Murongdi's words have a kind of irrepressible bitterness.

But Su Yu shook his head, "I can't answer you about this. Maybe only a Dai's subconscious knows what the real answer is. But you don't have to be so pessimistic. It's better to think about it in a different direction. At this time, ah Dai you see must be the most real one. When he's well, you'll never see him again. It's better to enjoy this time. Such an innocent person may not be able to have him again in the future. Even when he gets better and recovers his memory, his mind will be heavy. There may also be negative psychological behaviors such as inferiority and disgust because of this experience. Maybe his personality will change. It will take a long time for you to smooth his psychological injury. However, even so, I'm afraid it will be difficult to have this kind of behavior in the future I'm really dumb. "Murongdi didn't quite understand.

But Su Yu no longer said, "leave the rest to yourself and experience it slowly."

Murongdi was in a mess all day. Three Snow asked him what happened, he did not say.

Many things he is willing to tell three snow, but this matter, he does not know where to start, also do not know how to say.

Three Snow asks, "is Su Yu told you something about a Dai?"

Murongdi shook his head. Until the evening, murongdai ran to sleep with murongdi again. Murongdi didn't dare to stimulate murongdai any more and wrapped himself up like a guard.

After three days in this way, Murong stayed up at night and had a good sleep, but nothing happened.

Murong Di thought, maybe he thought too much, Murong stay that kind of impulse will not be very easy to happen, otherwise should have found out before.

As a result, as soon as he was relieved, something happened.

That night, Murong Di was still dealing with his work. Murong was bored rolling on the bed and asked him to come to bed to chat with him. Murong Di thought that things were not in a hurry anyway, so he agreed. He took a book and leaned on the bed with Murong to stay side by side, chatting and reading.

While chatting, Murong's face suddenly changed and he began to have a headache. He held his head in his arms and felt uncomfortable. Murong Di quickly threw away his book and held his hand, so as not to hurt himself. Let him lean in his arms. But murongdai struggled hard and didn't want him to get close. There are many illusions about the prison in front of him, which makes him especially afraid. He can't wait to do something to alleviate the pain. There is no doubt that murongdi is the best choice.

He was as eager as he was on the beach that day, trying to get him to help him. Murong Di is completely confused, and he doesn't know where he has stimulated him. But looking at the fire in Murong's eyes, his movements and expressions, he knows that he is sick again.

Murong Di held him in his arms, wanted to talk to him and divert his attention, but it didn't work at all. Murong Dai was very persistent and wanted to be closer to him.

Murong Di has no other way, can only conform to his heart, kiss Murong Dai's lips, "a Dai, don't be afraid, brother in, I in, don't be afraid..."

……

After the end, this time Murong did not stay like the last time, after venting, he fell asleep directly. He lay in bed in a daze, and his eyes slowly woke up.

For a moment, Murong Di suddenly some hope that this time can be longer.

So that he can have more sober him for a while.

Murong stayed in bed, his whole body exuded the languid and sexy after comfortable, his sweat had not dispersed, his eyes were still a little blurred, his big watery eyes half narrowed to look at him, this kind of comfort after being satisfied made his whole body full of a kind of emotion of moming. At this time, ah Dai is sober. He remembers all things, including their disputes in Washington, things in the Mexican forest, and even things in prison.

But he forgot the last time he was on the beach, as if the last time he was on the beach was not what he is now, they were two independent people Even memory is independent.

Su Yu said that this kind of situation will probably be good after he completely abstains from drugs, and his memory will be integrated.

Su Yu also said that a Dai usually sleeps after he's finished. On the one hand, his energy is exhausted. On the other hand, without this urgent need, his body will slowly begin to relax and forget.

Murongdi doesn't know why the current a Dai is still awake, but he is very happy about this situation, because in this way, his memory of monopolizing a Dai alone will be a little more and a little longer.

"Brother, are we in Yemen?" Murong asked.

Murongdi nodded. Murongdai slowly turned his face out of the window. The night in Yemen was beautiful, but murongdai didn't have any expression on his face. He didn't have the look of day. Even if he was a drug addict, he would smile happily after he got well. Now he no longer disguises his real emotion, and he doesn't have the kind of consideration for others. He was totally immersed in his own world.

One is sad.

This sadness is more obvious at night. Murongdi hugged murongdai from behind and held him tightly in his arms. They were almost the same height, but this kind of hug was particularly suitable. Murong Dai instinctively curls himself into a posture of self-protection. Murong Di follows his action to make the two people stick closer.

Hand in his chest gently stroked in the past, Murong stay on the chest there are a lot of scars, now have not grown well, if it is before, love beautiful ah Dai must be painted a lot of scar medicine, will never let himself leave a little trace.