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Gu ran looked at his son, who was wrapped up like a mummy, and his cold eyes became soft, full of heartache. This son, who has inherited his own special gene, although he is a twin, will always make her more distressed than Murong Ling. She can't help worrying about him, but she can't do anything for him.

Murongdi tried to cheer up and make himself look better. Seeing Sanxue, he knew that mummy must be distressed. He could only make himself look like a slight injury. It's just that there are too many wounds to hide.

"How could you hurt yourself like this?" Three Snow silent in Murong Di's bed sat down, after a long time to ask. The voice is always cold, but the concern is also true.

Murong Di slowed down and made his voice sound more neutral. "Mommy, don't worry. It's all skin injuries. It'll be fine soon."

But the husky voice is not convincing at all, and Three Snow's eyes are almost red.

"Mommy, I promise, there won't be another time." Murongdi comforts Sanxue.

Sanxue looks at murongdi. The light of the private hospital is orange. On Sanxue's expressionless face, it seems that her mood is a little complicated. Under the orange light, it seems more unpredictable.

She wanted to talk to murongdi, but she was worried that murongdi would avoid saying, "who is Shen Feng?"

"The painter." Murongdi said calmly, and then told Sanxue about Shen Feng's background. With that, murongdi looked at Sanxue, "Mommy, I admit that I was injured to save him, but I brought him to Berlin, and he was kidnapped because of me. I can't help it. It's the responsibility. Mommy, I always remember what you taught me. I must keep my promise. "

"Yes, I taught you, but I didn't let you be a love fool!" Sanxue is very angry. She can't help her anger at the thought that her son was hurt like this for a man.

Murong Di didn't answer. Outside the private hospital, Gu ran was pointing at Murong Dai's nose to teach him a lesson. Before he said three words, he began to use it. Gu Ran has always been a Buddha.

Three snow along Murong Di's eyes looked in the past, this scene can think of, is how happy.

For these children, Gu Ran has always been the most ruthless one. She is the queen, the old Buddha, and more terrifying than Murong chess and Murong yuan. Comparatively speaking, although Sanxue has always been cold, she is the representative of gentleness.

Three Snow asks, "how does a stay to take care of you?"

"He happened to be nearby when I fell down the river and disappeared. Probably worried, so I came here. " A few words reveal too much information. This taste is mixed.

Murongdai is always like this. There is no way for him.

Three snow looking at his son, the mood in his eyes is very obvious, "Xiao Ye said, you and a Dai pick out?"

Murong Di scolds Murong ye in her heart, but this is Murong Ye's character. She knows it, and the whole family knows it. It's not the first time. It's just that Murong Di is embarrassed when asked by Sanxue. It's hard to say. My ears suddenly turned red.

This appearance, let three snow suddenly happy, "you and a stay together, won't you be the next one?"

Murongdi's face turned red and he shook his head to deny it.

But Sanxue didn't believe it at all, "why didn't I find out earlier that you are xiaogongju?"

"I'm not, Mommy." Murongdi shook his head firmly.

But in Sanxue's eyes, murongdi is really not convincing. In this way, murongdi is just a little girl who is found to be secretly in love with a little boy by her parents.

However, murongdi only felt that it was embarrassing to admit that he liked his brother in front of his mother. He was a brother. As a brother, he not only failed to set an example, but also fell in love with his brother. This kind of feeling mixed with guilt and taboo was enough to make him unable to express his feelings most of the time, although it was everyone's fault Everyone can see it, but as an open secret, everyone has a tacit understanding about it.

But since he and a Dai pick out this matter, Murong Ye has no scruples, Murong Ling is also, now his mother all come out to get a kick. What can he say? He has nothing to say but acquiescence.

"What does a Dai think?" Three Snow asked.

Looking at the situation outside, Gu Ran is probably talking to Murong Dai about it. Gu ran almost regards himself as a cranky monarch, but Murong Dai just resists passively. His pitiful appearance is just like that of a puppy scolded by his master. He is pitiful and painful. He is the one who clearly does something wrong.

Three snow looked at Gu ran and Murong stay, and then look back at his son, did not miss Murong Di's eyes flashed by heartache.

Three Snow speechless, so many years, how her son is still the same? Gu ran and Murong Dai are clearly willing to fight and suffer. Gu Ran is very fierce to Murong Dai. He always scolds Murong Dai, and starts when he doesn't agree. But every time Murong Dai is scolded and beaten, he will return to Gu Ran's arms, shaking his head and tail to ask for hugs and caresses. This is the way they get along with each other. There is no problem.But his son is distressed. It was like this when he was a child. Now Murong is in his twenties. Would it hurt to be slapped like this by Gu ran?

Murong Di did not speak, but three snow has been ready to ask clearly. Three Snow's character is like this, at that time just young already like this, she even if injures own body not to have the skin also must make clear.

Murongdi shook his head. "I don't know." If he knew, it wouldn't be.

"Have you talked to him seriously about it?" Three Snow asked.

"No

"Then why not talk about it?"

Murongdi was silent again. Why not talk about it? Because he was afraid. He's afraid, afraid to hear the hurtful words from a Dai's mouth. He's afraid to see the rejection in his eyes. Even if he hears those words, he's still afraid. The most common thing a Dai does is to lift people up and fall to the ground.

Over the years, it was not from hope to disappointment, but also from disappointment to hope.

Sanxue holds Murong Di's hand. As the elder who looks at them all the way, Murong Di's mom, she knows all his feelings.

"Go and have a good talk with a Dai. You know that a Dai is indifferent to you, don't you?"

"In his heart, I'm just his brother." Murongdi said, "all his dependence and expectation are just because I am his brother and an example in his heart. It's different from love, Mommy. Do you know how I feel? "

"I don't understand." Sanxue said without hesitation, "I don't know why you have so many messy ideas in your heart. Gu ran and I always wanted to fight for what we wanted. No matter what the result is, at least I have fought for it. Even if we look back in the future, we won't feel regret. I never taught you to think so much."

"You won't understand." Murong sighed.

This kind of scissors is still chaotic, love and hate intertwined feelings three snow is not understand, she does not want to understand, she only know that people should be calm in the face of their own heart. At that time, she wanted Murong to die, so she went to kill him. When he gave everything for her, or unwilling to let go of her hand, she was moved, she wanted to forgive, she went to see him. The world is not that complicated.

After a long time, Murong Di said, "a Dai only saw my feelings for him, which made him feel great pressure, but he didn't see that he gave me more. He didn't want to accept me, but he didn't want to lose me. He wanted me to have only one him in my eyes forever, looking at him, loving him and hurting him. Whether he is willful or carefree, I have spoiled him for so many years, so I can only spoil him all the time. But if one day, he found that the brother he yearned for was not his God or omnipotent, his heart would not even have a place for me. Although he has reached such a stage now, I still have a place in his heart, Mommy I know I did a bad job

In love, he is a poor student.

Three snow but very innocently say, "you have not talked seriously with a Dai, how to know he is not willing?"

Murong Di sighed, "when I was in a coma, a Dai said a lot to me. He said everything I expected, but he didn't mention a word after I woke up. Why? Because of those words, he will only listen to me in a coma, and will not tell me in a sober state. " Murongdi actually knows better than anyone else, but he is not willing to accept the result, "he is not willing, I know, but I can only indulge him in my world."

"So you're going to watch him and wait for him? When he gets married and has children? "

"I don't know."

"What about Shen Feng?" Three snow for one problem.

Murong Di seems to have considered this issue, so for three snow asked, he seems very calm, "I want to be with him."

"What?" Three Snow surprised looking at Murong di.

"I want to try. Maybe I can fall in love with others again. Ah Dai makes me tired, but he makes me happy." Murongdi said calmly.

Three snow only feel in the heart disorderly, if really is like this, that Murong family sooner or later will have an accident.

Murongdi suddenly laughed and continued, "this is what I thought before I went to the dump to save him."

Three snow just feel like a roller coaster ride, from the bottom of the valley to the peak, the twists and turns of the road do not stop, do not take such a scary, "words can't finish at one time?"

Murongdi laughed. "I'm wrong, Mommy. Don't ask. I know how to do it. "

"You know? You know what? If you know, why haven't you dealt with ah Dai for so many years? "