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But he didn't listen and cried, saying that mummy would kill him after he went back, because murongdi dragged him along the whole way, so he was not eaten by the snakes. Murongdi said that he would help him rub medicine and massage.

He still cried, he said, he thought his life was very difficult, Mommy beat daddy beat, daddy beat sister beat

Murongdi said at that time that no matter what other people do, he will never beat him.

Then it's true that murongdi has never touched him. But today, he did it to him. He beat him

Murong Di just felt a burst of fire burning up in his heart. He grabbed Murong Dai's collar and pulled him to look at himself. "Murong Si, do you think I don't care about your feelings? Regardless of your wishes? The world knows that I love you, but I never told you, why? Because I'm afraid you'll feel sick. I'm afraid you'll hate me. Do you think my love is cheap and can be trampled on by you? You think it's worthless because you think it's cheap I'm afraid you don't like it and I'm not afraid you're angry, so I won't say it. But you ask yourself, after all these years, when did I force you? If I really ignore your feelings, regardless of your wishes, I can say that if you are willing, everyone is happy, if you are not willing, break your legs, tie you to me, so that you can't go anywhere, give you some aphrodisiac, so that you can only open your legs all your life, let me do what I want... "

Murong stupefied looked at Murong Di in front of him. He never knew that this man would have such a crazy side. His eyes looked at him as if he was going to swallow him up. Sweat and tendons on his forehead were all obvious, as if he was suffering from any pain. When he looked at himself like this, Murong stupefied felt that the whole person would be ignited, and his heart was not broken There is a way to control the strong beat, fear, fear, and uncontrollable excitement There are so many complex emotions that he can't control himself and even dare not look murongdi's eyes.

His brother said that he would open his legs and let him do whatever he wanted. His first reaction was not disgust, but uncontrollable excitement. Did he expect him? So this is

Murong Dai looks at Murong Di as a man for the first time. It turns out that Murong Di's heart is not without desire, but he has been controlling himself, not letting the beast run out and swallow him up. Inexplicable in his heart there is a kind of unspeakable sour.

But what did he do wrong? If he really misunderstood the boss, what was the scene he saw just now? Is it because it doesn't matter, or is it because he doesn't feel sorry for him?

Murong Dai looked into Murong Di's eyes. All his eyes were his reflection, and all the deep and shallow ones were him. He looked at him without a trace of guilty heart, only with the desire and deep feeling of forbearance. In a moment, Murong Dai found that he didn't know how to return.

He didn't know how to respond to murongdi, and he couldn't either.

Murong Di put his hand in the position of his heart, not the left chest, but the right chest. The heart position of Murong family is different from other people, but their heart position is the same.

Murongdi said, "ah Dai, people are all the same. They will get hurt, bleed and hurt. But love is never equal exchange, I love you, willing to treat you, willing to spoil you, that is the way I love you, although from now on, this way is wrong, it can not move you, but it does not mean that my love is cheap. I know I can't love, and no one has taught me how to love, I am a man or not, I have been confused, am I really bad, why everyone says I am excellent, but you don't love me all the time? If I'm good enough, why can't I touch your heart? Is it that I'm not as good as they say, they just cheat me and comfort me? I will also be sad, will be depressed, will be sad, but all this, you do not know. You don't care what I'm doing or what I'm thinking. You have no heart at all! A Dai, do you know? I have seen many selfish and cruel people, but no one is more selfish and cruel than you

In the face of murongdi's accusations, murongdai wants to refute. Where is he selfish and cruel? He is very good to everyone, make everyone happy, even if he is not happy, even if he wronged himself. Is he selfish? Murong Di looks at Murong's stupidity. He has already said what he wants to say, so he doesn't have any scruples. Just finish what he wants to say. If he doesn't say it now, I'm afraid he won't have a chance to say it in the future. Things have become like this. Can it be worse?

"Do you think I say you're selfish because you can't respond to my love? No, the family are very spoiled you, also unconsciously want to protect you, but you think about why? No, you don't think about it. You just think that our protection puts you under great pressure. This kind of pressure is so great that you can't face it alone. We didn't find that your pressure is our fault. But have you ever thought that we have tried our best to make you comfortable, but you must go to the dead end. What can we do? You are very clean and don't want to be stained with blood, so I take the initiative and don't let you do the killing. If you want to be free, Murong Ling and Murong ye and I take all the things of Mafia. Did we talk about you? Where were you when the Mafia was in trouble? You are filming. When the Mafia needs you most, what are you doing, pursuing the freedom you want, and how much time do you spend on the Mafia and your family every year? Have you ever thought about it yourself? What we have done for you, we don't want you to repay, but at least we hope you can understand, but you don't understand. You are such a smart person. You can't understand it. You don't want to understand it at all. You naturally enjoy the kindness of your family. Now you tell me that you do things like this because we make you feel useless. "Murongdi showed a sarcastic smile, "murongs, where is such a good thing in the world, all the good things for you to own? If you feel useless, shouldn't you try to make yourself useful? No matter which aspect, there is always something you are better at than enjoying our help. Since you enjoy it, you don't have to blame us for helping you, because you can't have it! "

"But you are selfish. At the beginning, you accepted everyone's help, and now you come to blame everyone for their love for you. You think you can do well by yourself, but if you think about it, can you really do well? "

Murong Di's words are very cruel. Murong Dai only feels as if he is putting himself to death one by one. Is it so?

Murongdi breathed a sigh and continued, "and we, my heart to you, you always know, how I treat you, how you treat me, you also know very well. I am willing to pay, I am willing to give you, that is my thing, if you think you do not need this kind of love, you can tell me, brother, I like women, I will not accept you, you like it for another person. Do you think I'll still pester you if you say it? You are my younger brother. Even if you can't be a lover, you are still my younger brother. I will still treat you well. But you never say that if you do, I will give up immediately and won't pester you any more. In fact, I never pester you. I follow my heart to treat you well. I know that I love you more than my brother's friendship, but how about that? That's what I want. You can't blame others. But what did you do? You don't accept or refuse, enjoy everything I do to you, and then say I bring you trouble? Do you think you're right? "

Murong Di didn't care that Murong Dai's face had turned blue. Instead, he said coldly, "you know steamed stuffed bun is hot, but you still have to eat it. You shouldn't blame others for eating it. Do you understand? "

He knows everything, but he accepts it, so he can't blame anyone, right?

He never knew that his brother misunderstood him so deeply, and there were so many problems between them. Before, he just thought about it, but there was no way to avoid it, was there? Murongdai doesn't want to accept such accusations, but he can't say a word to refute. In fact, it's the same. What murongdi said is right, and he has no way to refute.

His eloquence is not good at all. He can't find his own voice.

He was sad, but he couldn't say it.

After murongdi finished his words in his heart, he only felt that he had exhausted all his strength, that his injury was not good, and that he was just relying on one breath to support. Now that he had finished, he only felt that the whole person was tired. The body is very tired, the heart is more tired.

From childhood to adulthood, all his uneasiness came from murongdai. In the past, he always felt that now was not the worst time, but today, at this time, they have come to the end and can't go back.

Looking at Murong Dai, he seems to be confused by his words, standing in the same place foolishly. For the first time, he said Murong Dai so harshly and beat him. He knows that he also has many problems, and he also wants Murong Dai to open his heart, but he doesn't, he just stands in the same place foolishly, as if he was taken off his vest and the final disguise, leaving only one Fear and uneasiness.

Murongdi closed his eyes and didn't want to say anything more. He messed everything up, and all his efforts over the years were in vain.

In fact, he has been doing wrong for so many years. Why doesn't Murong stay refute? It's clear that it's all his fault. It's his love for murongdai that makes him what he is today

A Dai, why do you never want to open your eyes to see me? Why don't you want to see the sincerity in front of you?

What do you want that I can't give you?